haihx...for me,school gonna reopen also means that SPM is coming..OMG!!!I haven't prepare le..can die dy~sure all my form de friends very worry,not excluded me!think about school reopen,makes me worry about SPM and ns.I guess,I most worry ns le.not to say I already gurantee that my SPM result very good la..you guys understand right?hmm,actually I scared I am choosen to take part in the ns because I'm really not active in sports and I am not a daring and adventurous person.Furthurmore,I heard that one family sure got one will be choosen.I really very scared le.think about the summer camp this year,we did some of the activities in the obstacle course.That one I also left half nyawa come back.walao~ns?dont dare to think le.pray to god that I wont get it ba!seriously,I dont want le!I dont dare!!!sometimes,really kagum my friends.they dare to accept the challange.they can swim,can balance themselve.not like me,know how to scared this and that only.aiks.hope next life,I will be a daring person ba...
what can I do now?no use to worry about ns also.SPM is the major stuff for me to face now!not about ns!so,now,most important is SPM..another problem..aiks~no one will live without problems.actually,now I was thinking whether I should take account next year or not.I did study about account this year.but I cant decide whether I'm able to handle it or not.because I didn't take any account exam before.before this,I thought that I'm sure that I will take account in SPM.That is before I go for f4.but now,maybe it will remain as a thought kua.why?because my school principle lor.she doesn't allow us to take extra subjects for SPM!maybe scared the students can't get straight A1 lor.but,why don't think in the positive way?maybe the students will get more A's?more students can get straight A's?we can't do anything since she had make the decision.I have heard about it very long dy,but I thought just simply nia.see see,she really don't let the students take extra subjects.actually,we want to take also can.but take privately lor.sounds like very susah like that.must go jabatan fill the form and bla bla...so,now I've to decide.should I spend some time for my account?or should I spend more time in the subjects that I'm sure to take in SPM such as my english?some said,since you spent 1 year for it liao..continue lor~ but also got some said,if you sure you gonna take science stream after SPM,dont take lor..now you study in bm somemore..if later after you finish your uni studies,then wanna do business and wanna learn account..still can take ma..it just need 3 months that time..
I understand myself,I'm a person that dont know how to make and can't make decision.I dont know what I want.I very scared I'll regret with my decision later.aiks.very teruk hor this kind of preson.can't make decision+penakut+don't dare to accept challage+do things that let people hate me+...my bad side,I think one karangan also can't write finish ba..huh...=.=
whatever la~I've to accept all this..I've to face my probs,and you have to face yours.face together gether le..I'll support you always! =)
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
sick-ing
huhu..just cam back form kl yesterday morning..
aiks..today very sad le..sick+toothache+tired+lazy+boring.omg!i wanna die le la!
miss KL le.this time I just went KL for 2 days.I think it's the shortest trip for me ba~
but,nevermind la.I enjoy it very much although very tiring.I'm very happy at KL.Not because shop til nearly pok kai.It's because I can out with my 2 sis who have been staying at KL for their studies.Unfortunately,I didn't meet my dear brother,I didnt meet him very long le neh!how many months liao~I miss him veli much ler...although I felt that now he is not really close with me like last time le..
hmm,anything talk about my KL trip?I think no le ba..I went KL for shopping only.hehe.nothing special la..just shop until pok kai XD
Today I went to clinic for my appointment,got practical dentist again.My appointment is actually 10.30a.m. but I went there around 10 a.m. ba..scared later the nurse say me late again.hehe.go early also must wait quite long..more than half an hour abit gua..go late,also must wait very long..about 1 hour..aiks..sadness ah..
Today hor,got 1 malay guy who is a practical dentist check for me ler.Of course he is guided by the doctor lor.after he checked,he must report to the doctor then the doctor will tell him what to do.the doctor also asked him questions and took me as the sample for her to ask the questions.maybe my one special case kua.hahax =p..but hor..the doctor asked him questions,he also cant answer any of them le..pity hor..I estimate he can answer 1 question out of 10 ba.then I thought about my sis who is working as a doctor now.she very pity neh..wake up in the early morning around 6a.m. but came back 11p.m.-12a.m. like that..she's getting thinner le..be a doctor is not really a relaxing job lol,I thought...but she is interested in it.so nevermind lah,she is happy then enough already.she loves to help people..keke..I think she now working at the hospital also like the practival dentist like that kua.kena the "ah tau" ask this and that,scold this and that.not easy lol~
but i know she not like the practical dentist just now la..she sure can answer the questions if her boss ask her ler.I turst she can de =) hope she will take care of herself lor.dont always didnt eat although it's busy..keke..thats all kua
oh ya..that day I reached KL safely..keke..good news oh..keke
this is a picture that I wanted to share with you all.I took it at "xiao yun ding" (=small genting?) after I have my dinner there,we went up the 'small' hill and we are able to see the whole KL duh..nice ler~picture not so nice la.can see the small lights nia.but I can see with my own eyes that day.enough le.really very nice.hehe =) food nice,scenary nice!!happy!!!oh ya..that day got people birthday and they celebrated at the restoran there.damn nice doh.They switched off the lights and play the birthday songs for her.I wish I was her.hahax.kd lar.I think she will feel that she is the most bahagia girl in this world ba on that day..I felt that on my this year de birthday too~happy happy together...chaoz *.*
aiks..today very sad le..sick+toothache+tired+lazy+boring.omg!i wanna die le la!
miss KL le.this time I just went KL for 2 days.I think it's the shortest trip for me ba~
but,nevermind la.I enjoy it very much although very tiring.I'm very happy at KL.Not because shop til nearly pok kai.It's because I can out with my 2 sis who have been staying at KL for their studies.Unfortunately,I didn't meet my dear brother,I didnt meet him very long le neh!how many months liao~I miss him veli much ler...although I felt that now he is not really close with me like last time le..
hmm,anything talk about my KL trip?I think no le ba..I went KL for shopping only.hehe.nothing special la..just shop until pok kai XD
Today I went to clinic for my appointment,got practical dentist again.My appointment is actually 10.30a.m. but I went there around 10 a.m. ba..scared later the nurse say me late again.hehe.go early also must wait quite long..more than half an hour abit gua..go late,also must wait very long..about 1 hour..aiks..sadness ah..
Today hor,got 1 malay guy who is a practical dentist check for me ler.Of course he is guided by the doctor lor.after he checked,he must report to the doctor then the doctor will tell him what to do.the doctor also asked him questions and took me as the sample for her to ask the questions.maybe my one special case kua.hahax =p..but hor..the doctor asked him questions,he also cant answer any of them le..pity hor..I estimate he can answer 1 question out of 10 ba.then I thought about my sis who is working as a doctor now.she very pity neh..wake up in the early morning around 6a.m. but came back 11p.m.-12a.m. like that..she's getting thinner le..be a doctor is not really a relaxing job lol,I thought...but she is interested in it.so nevermind lah,she is happy then enough already.she loves to help people..keke..I think she now working at the hospital also like the practival dentist like that kua.kena the "ah tau" ask this and that,scold this and that.not easy lol~
but i know she not like the practical dentist just now la..she sure can answer the questions if her boss ask her ler.I turst she can de =) hope she will take care of herself lor.dont always didnt eat although it's busy..keke..thats all kua
oh ya..that day I reached KL safely..keke..good news oh..keke
this is a picture that I wanted to share with you all.I took it at "xiao yun ding" (=small genting?) after I have my dinner there,we went up the 'small' hill and we are able to see the whole KL duh..nice ler~picture not so nice la.can see the small lights nia.but I can see with my own eyes that day.enough le.really very nice.hehe =) food nice,scenary nice!!happy!!!oh ya..that day got people birthday and they celebrated at the restoran there.damn nice doh.They switched off the lights and play the birthday songs for her.I wish I was her.hahax.kd lar.I think she will feel that she is the most bahagia girl in this world ba on that day..I felt that on my this year de birthday too~happy happy together...chaoz *.*
why I always want to bother people who never want to bother me??
Friday, December 5, 2008
scared!
ahahax..I guess some of you will be boring to visit my blog..
cause I seldom blog and I posted in chinese...right?
hahaz...I'm sorry but I just do what I wanted to do =)
hmm..Daddy just bought a ticket to KL for me..it's a night journey..scary duh..
I alone some more..*.* I just scared the nonsence guys will disturb la..no others,although it is a single sit..
so,wish me luck k?pray that I wont meet "galok" guys..you know la,they will take advantage on gurls in the bus when the bus light is off.although I'm not that pretty but I'm still a gurl ^.^I just scared the beside double sit is a guy sitting..please~I dont want le..pray,pray,pray!think about it also scared dy.I must be brave!!!It's the 1st time I travel alone man!
cause I seldom blog and I posted in chinese...right?
hahaz...I'm sorry but I just do what I wanted to do =)
hmm..Daddy just bought a ticket to KL for me..it's a night journey..scary duh..
I alone some more..*.* I just scared the nonsence guys will disturb la..no others,although it is a single sit..
so,wish me luck k?pray that I wont meet "galok" guys..you know la,they will take advantage on gurls in the bus when the bus light is off.although I'm not that pretty but I'm still a gurl ^.^I just scared the beside double sit is a guy sitting..please~I dont want le..pray,pray,pray!think about it also scared dy.I must be brave!!!It's the 1st time I travel alone man!
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
我 的 日 子 29/11
哈 哈 .是 我 的 生 日 啦 !我 哥 哥 常 告 诉 我 说 ,今 天 你 生 日 所 以 你 最 大 !我 很 想 念 他 .几 个 月 了 没 有 见 他 ,不 知 他 现 在 怎 样 了 .
我 已 经 16岁 了 .越 来 越 老 ..唉 ~
还 记 得 去 年 哥 哥 是 第 一 个 祝 我 生 日 快 乐 的 人 .当 然 我 想 今 年 也 会 是 他 吧 !从 12a.m.,我 还 没 睡 , 躺 在 床 上 ,把 电 话 放 在 身 旁 ,等 着 电 话 响 ,等 着 哥 哥 的 来 电 .在 12点 多 时 ,电 话 终 于 想 了 ,但 是 是 讯 息 的 响 声 .我 就 知 道 不 会 是 哥 哥传 的 讯 息 .因 为 他 会 打 来 给 我 而 不 是 只 传 讯 息 .唉 ...我 想 说 ,没 关 系 等 一 下 他 就 会 打 来 了 .终 于 真 的 有 人 打 来 ,但 是 并 不 是 他 ,是 姐 婷 .等 到 12.30a.m.,他 还 是 没 有 打 来 .我 说 ,算 了 吧 可 能 他 还 在 忙 .我 也 该 睡 了 因 为 明 天 要 去 学 校 拿 成 绩 .
早 上 起 来 ,看 着 电 话 ...没 有 miss call,他 还 是 没 打 来 .大 约 9a.m.,我 就 跟 妈 咪 去 学 校 拿 成 绩 .还 被 排 队 啊 !但 是 辛 亏 不 多 人 .只 要 等 一 下 下 就 好 .到 我 了 ,其 实 还 满 紧 张 的 .看 着 成 绩 纸 ,我 拿 到 全 级 第 8名 耶 .还 不 赖 嘛 !=p 妈 咪 看 不 到 纸 上 的 小 字 .我 就 读 给 她 听 .她 还 满 blur blur的 .我 就 问 她 ,我 的 成 绩 好 吗 ?不 知 道 她 是 要 叫 我 开 心 还 是 怕 给 我 压 力 .她 就 回 答 我 ,好 !爹 地 也 是 一 样 .爹 地 还 告 诉 姐 姐 和 哥 哥 呢 .然 后 ,姐 姐 就 打 给 我 ,称 赞 我 .那 时 候 真 的 很 开 心 .之 后 我 的 朋 友 还 打 电 话 祝 我 .很 意 外 .他 们 通 常 不 记 得 我 的 生 日 的 竟 然 他 们 今 年 会 记 得 .反 而 ,记 得 的 都 没 传 个 简 讯 之 类 的 .
大 概 5点 ,爹 地 打 给 我 ,问 我 要 去 咖 啡 店 吗 ..因 为 林 宇 仲 会 到 哪 儿 去 .我 想 说 ,好 奇 怪 哦 .就 去 那 边 看 他 到 他 吃 完 就 回 店 .有 点 废 .哈 哈 .可 是 我 还 是 去 了 .看 到 他 ,他 还 真 的 很 低 调 哦 .穿 着 像 一 般 人 一 样 .然 后 ,爹 地 还 做 了 一 件 让 我 很 生 气 的 事 情 呢 !哎 哟 ~生 气 一 下 而 已 啦 .可 是 他 真 的 很 过 份 叻 !算 了 ,不 要 讲 起 了 ,一 想 就 气 !林 宇 仲 和 文 康 走 了 过 后 ,我 竟 然 遇 见 我 的 朋 友 .那 时 咖 啡 店 的 顾 客 是 一 大 般 将 进 来 .很 多 人 .
这 时 候 ,有 一 个 卖 花 的 aunty手 里 拿 着 一 束 panda 进 来 .走 向 我 .爹 地 就 站 在 我 隔 壁 .爹 地 问 她 ,要 送 我 的 啊 ?她 说 ,当 然 不 是 你 的 ,便 把 那 束 花 给 我 .我 真 的 很 意 外 叻 !这 是 我 第 一 次 收 到 的 一 束 花 虽 然 那 个 花 代 替 跟 panda.很 可 爱 叻 !我 觉 得 送 panda还 好 至 少 我 还 可 以 收 着 很 久 .如 果 送 花 的 话 ,那 花 迟 早 会 枯 的 .等 一 下 !不 是 男 子 送 的 啦 !是 我 姐 送 的 .哈 哈 !
爹 地 还 offer我 去 看 林 宇 仲 8 点 的 演 唱 会 哦 !虽 然 不 是 很 minat 他 .但 是 他 唱 歌 还 不 赖 啦 !更 何 况 我 又 没 事 做 .我 去 那 演 唱 会 前 ,先 跟 爹 地 去 拿 蛋 糕 再 去 店 里 和 妈 咪 庆 祝 .爹 地 还 问 我 为 什 么 没 订 secret recipe 的 cake?吓 一 跳 !很 贵 叻 !而 且 吃 一 点 点 就 腻 了 .他 就 说 ,买 一 slice就 好 啦 !哈 哈 ...就 知 道 他 没 将 好 死 ~!*.*
8点 我 就 跟 哥 哥 的 朋 友 去 那 演 唱 会 .不 是 很 热 闹 啦 !我 想 林 宇 仲 下 次 不 会 想 来 了 吧 !丁 加 奴 的 人 就 是 将 害 羞 的 !=p还 上 台 要 他 签 名 和 送 他 一 支 花 .他 只 签 cd哦 !我 都 没 有 他 的 cd..但 是 我 哥 的 朋 友 竟 然 买 了 一 支 花 和 一 张 cd给 我 作 生 日 礼 物 哦 ...一 张 cd 要 rm40 叻 ..这 礼 物 也 太 贵 了 吧 !那 支 花 是 要 我 送 给 林 宇 仲 的 .我 想 ,就 算 送 了 他 也 不 会 知 道 是 谁 送 的 啊 !没 理 由 他 去 记 得 吧 !还 真 浪 费 钱 的 .但 是 我 知 道 他 的 心 意 啦 !谢 谢 咯 !
我 还 在 等 哥 哥 的 电 话 .11点 多 他 才 打 给 我 .我 还 以 为 他 忘 记 了 呢 !但 是 我 也 在 等 另 一 个 人 的 电 话 .知 道 今 天 他 都 还 没 祝 我 .他 应 该 忘 我了吧 !
my presents~only 2 la,but nvm..you guys de wishes is enough already =) I appreciate it very very much..thank you!!!love you~
ps:my daddy treat me damn good that day =)happy!!!
我 已 经 16岁 了 .越 来 越 老 ..唉 ~
还 记 得 去 年 哥 哥 是 第 一 个 祝 我 生 日 快 乐 的 人 .当 然 我 想 今 年 也 会 是 他 吧 !从 12a.m.,我 还 没 睡 , 躺 在 床 上 ,把 电 话 放 在 身 旁 ,等 着 电 话 响 ,等 着 哥 哥 的 来 电 .在 12点 多 时 ,电 话 终 于 想 了 ,但 是 是 讯 息 的 响 声 .我 就 知 道 不 会 是 哥 哥传 的 讯 息 .因 为 他 会 打 来 给 我 而 不 是 只 传 讯 息 .唉 ...我 想 说 ,没 关 系 等 一 下 他 就 会 打 来 了 .终 于 真 的 有 人 打 来 ,但 是 并 不 是 他 ,是 姐 婷 .等 到 12.30a.m.,他 还 是 没 有 打 来 .我 说 ,算 了 吧 可 能 他 还 在 忙 .我 也 该 睡 了 因 为 明 天 要 去 学 校 拿 成 绩 .
早 上 起 来 ,看 着 电 话 ...没 有 miss call,他 还 是 没 打 来 .大 约 9a.m.,我 就 跟 妈 咪 去 学 校 拿 成 绩 .还 被 排 队 啊 !但 是 辛 亏 不 多 人 .只 要 等 一 下 下 就 好 .到 我 了 ,其 实 还 满 紧 张 的 .看 着 成 绩 纸 ,我 拿 到 全 级 第 8名 耶 .还 不 赖 嘛 !=p 妈 咪 看 不 到 纸 上 的 小 字 .我 就 读 给 她 听 .她 还 满 blur blur的 .我 就 问 她 ,我 的 成 绩 好 吗 ?不 知 道 她 是 要 叫 我 开 心 还 是 怕 给 我 压 力 .她 就 回 答 我 ,好 !爹 地 也 是 一 样 .爹 地 还 告 诉 姐 姐 和 哥 哥 呢 .然 后 ,姐 姐 就 打 给 我 ,称 赞 我 .那 时 候 真 的 很 开 心 .之 后 我 的 朋 友 还 打 电 话 祝 我 .很 意 外 .他 们 通 常 不 记 得 我 的 生 日 的 竟 然 他 们 今 年 会 记 得 .反 而 ,记 得 的 都 没 传 个 简 讯 之 类 的 .
大 概 5点 ,爹 地 打 给 我 ,问 我 要 去 咖 啡 店 吗 ..因 为 林 宇 仲 会 到 哪 儿 去 .我 想 说 ,好 奇 怪 哦 .就 去 那 边 看 他 到 他 吃 完 就 回 店 .有 点 废 .哈 哈 .可 是 我 还 是 去 了 .看 到 他 ,他 还 真 的 很 低 调 哦 .穿 着 像 一 般 人 一 样 .然 后 ,爹 地 还 做 了 一 件 让 我 很 生 气 的 事 情 呢 !哎 哟 ~生 气 一 下 而 已 啦 .可 是 他 真 的 很 过 份 叻 !算 了 ,不 要 讲 起 了 ,一 想 就 气 !林 宇 仲 和 文 康 走 了 过 后 ,我 竟 然 遇 见 我 的 朋 友 .那 时 咖 啡 店 的 顾 客 是 一 大 般 将 进 来 .很 多 人 .
这 时 候 ,有 一 个 卖 花 的 aunty手 里 拿 着 一 束 panda 进 来 .走 向 我 .爹 地 就 站 在 我 隔 壁 .爹 地 问 她 ,要 送 我 的 啊 ?她 说 ,当 然 不 是 你 的 ,便 把 那 束 花 给 我 .我 真 的 很 意 外 叻 !这 是 我 第 一 次 收 到 的 一 束 花 虽 然 那 个 花 代 替 跟 panda.很 可 爱 叻 !我 觉 得 送 panda还 好 至 少 我 还 可 以 收 着 很 久 .如 果 送 花 的 话 ,那 花 迟 早 会 枯 的 .等 一 下 !不 是 男 子 送 的 啦 !是 我 姐 送 的 .哈 哈 !
爹 地 还 offer我 去 看 林 宇 仲 8 点 的 演 唱 会 哦 !虽 然 不 是 很 minat 他 .但 是 他 唱 歌 还 不 赖 啦 !更 何 况 我 又 没 事 做 .我 去 那 演 唱 会 前 ,先 跟 爹 地 去 拿 蛋 糕 再 去 店 里 和 妈 咪 庆 祝 .爹 地 还 问 我 为 什 么 没 订 secret recipe 的 cake?吓 一 跳 !很 贵 叻 !而 且 吃 一 点 点 就 腻 了 .他 就 说 ,买 一 slice就 好 啦 !哈 哈 ...就 知 道 他 没 将 好 死 ~!*.*
8点 我 就 跟 哥 哥 的 朋 友 去 那 演 唱 会 .不 是 很 热 闹 啦 !我 想 林 宇 仲 下 次 不 会 想 来 了 吧 !丁 加 奴 的 人 就 是 将 害 羞 的 !=p还 上 台 要 他 签 名 和 送 他 一 支 花 .他 只 签 cd哦 !我 都 没 有 他 的 cd..但 是 我 哥 的 朋 友 竟 然 买 了 一 支 花 和 一 张 cd给 我 作 生 日 礼 物 哦 ...一 张 cd 要 rm40 叻 ..这 礼 物 也 太 贵 了 吧 !那 支 花 是 要 我 送 给 林 宇 仲 的 .我 想 ,就 算 送 了 他 也 不 会 知 道 是 谁 送 的 啊 !没 理 由 他 去 记 得 吧 !还 真 浪 费 钱 的 .但 是 我 知 道 他 的 心 意 啦 !谢 谢 咯 !
我 还 在 等 哥 哥 的 电 话 .11点 多 他 才 打 给 我 .我 还 以 为 他 忘 记 了 呢 !但 是 我 也 在 等 另 一 个 人 的 电 话 .知 道 今 天 他 都 还 没 祝 我 .他 应 该 忘 我了吧 !
my presents~only 2 la,but nvm..you guys de wishes is enough already =) I appreciate it very very much..thank you!!!love you~ps:my daddy treat me damn good that day =)happy!!!
Thursday, October 30, 2008
I'm here again =)
Sorry,I was busy with my final exam nowadays..so didnt update my blog..I'm back here again =)
这 段 时 间 ,我 遇 见 了 许 多 事 情 .很 多 的 问 题 .在 这 十 六 年 里 从 没 遇 过 的 .我 在 想 ,也 许 这 都 是 老 天 给 我 的 考 验 吧 .这 都 是 那 些 大 人 面 对 的 事 情 .我 开 始 体 会 到 ,原 来 这 世 界 根 本 不 简 单 .不 想 我 想 像 的 那 样 .现 代 的 人 都 不 是 这 么 的 单 纯 反 而 很 现 实 .不 管 做 任 何 事 情 都 为 了 自 己 的 利 益 .可 能 在 你 们 眼 里 我 也 是 其 中 一 个 吧 .我 们 就 像 在 演 一 部 戏 .个 个 都 在 扮 演 着 自 己 的 角 色 .当 然 ,那 不 是 真 正 的 你 .我 常 常 问 我 自 己 ,什 么 才 算 是 '做 你 自 己 就 好 '.这 句 话 人 人 都 会 说 ,只 是 做 得 到 的 人 应 该 只 有 非 常 非 常 小 的 一 部 分 吧 .现 在 的 人 都 很 假 ,因 为 他 们 都 只 顾 着 演 好 他 们 的 角 色 .我 真 的 很 怕 ,很 怕 身 边 的 人 ,都 不 知 道 他 们 是 在 演 戏 或 是 真 心 的 .怎 么 办 ?我 已 经 慢 慢 一 步 一 步 的 进 入 这 社 会 .慢 慢 的 面 对 这 些 人 .我 实 在 越 来 越 不 知 道 ,我 该 怎 样 继 续 扮 演 我 在 这 部 戏 里 的 角 色 .不 懂 这 样 做 是 对 还 是 错 .万 一 做 错 了 那 我 应 该 怎 样 面 对 或 应 付 .谁 能 告 诉 我 ,我 该 怎 么 办 啊 ?我 很 希 望 我 周 围 的 人 都 是 真 心 的 对 我 .如 果 对 我 有 什 么 不 满 或 讨 厌 ,可 以 跟 我 讲 ,还 是 不 理 我 .总 之 不 要 在 我 面 前 演 戏 ,假 装 .那 就 行 了!我 不 要 我 的 人 生 都 是 在 演 戏 或 在 配 合 别 人 的 角 色 .那 我 在 你 们 的 心 里 是 什 么 样 的 人 就 由 你 们 来 决 定 了 .说 我 不 在 意 别 人 怎 样 想 我 ,讲 我 那 是 假 的 .但 我 也 不 能 够 判 断 我 在 你 们 心 里 是 个 怎 样 的 人 .我 并 没 有 那 个 能 力 ..所 以 ,
认 识 真 正 的 我 ....
I like crapping only..but anyway,that's all I wanted to type today.It's about what I think...=)
(sorry to wee,andriea they all..my mood now,just feel like using chinese words to type it out.)
bye =p
这 段 时 间 ,我 遇 见 了 许 多 事 情 .很 多 的 问 题 .在 这 十 六 年 里 从 没 遇 过 的 .我 在 想 ,也 许 这 都 是 老 天 给 我 的 考 验 吧 .这 都 是 那 些 大 人 面 对 的 事 情 .我 开 始 体 会 到 ,原 来 这 世 界 根 本 不 简 单 .不 想 我 想 像 的 那 样 .现 代 的 人 都 不 是 这 么 的 单 纯 反 而 很 现 实 .不 管 做 任 何 事 情 都 为 了 自 己 的 利 益 .可 能 在 你 们 眼 里 我 也 是 其 中 一 个 吧 .我 们 就 像 在 演 一 部 戏 .个 个 都 在 扮 演 着 自 己 的 角 色 .当 然 ,那 不 是 真 正 的 你 .我 常 常 问 我 自 己 ,什 么 才 算 是 '做 你 自 己 就 好 '.这 句 话 人 人 都 会 说 ,只 是 做 得 到 的 人 应 该 只 有 非 常 非 常 小 的 一 部 分 吧 .现 在 的 人 都 很 假 ,因 为 他 们 都 只 顾 着 演 好 他 们 的 角 色 .我 真 的 很 怕 ,很 怕 身 边 的 人 ,都 不 知 道 他 们 是 在 演 戏 或 是 真 心 的 .怎 么 办 ?我 已 经 慢 慢 一 步 一 步 的 进 入 这 社 会 .慢 慢 的 面 对 这 些 人 .我 实 在 越 来 越 不 知 道 ,我 该 怎 样 继 续 扮 演 我 在 这 部 戏 里 的 角 色 .不 懂 这 样 做 是 对 还 是 错 .万 一 做 错 了 那 我 应 该 怎 样 面 对 或 应 付 .谁 能 告 诉 我 ,我 该 怎 么 办 啊 ?我 很 希 望 我 周 围 的 人 都 是 真 心 的 对 我 .如 果 对 我 有 什 么 不 满 或 讨 厌 ,可 以 跟 我 讲 ,还 是 不 理 我 .总 之 不 要 在 我 面 前 演 戏 ,假 装 .那 就 行 了!我 不 要 我 的 人 生 都 是 在 演 戏 或 在 配 合 别 人 的 角 色 .那 我 在 你 们 的 心 里 是 什 么 样 的 人 就 由 你 们 来 决 定 了 .说 我 不 在 意 别 人 怎 样 想 我 ,讲 我 那 是 假 的 .但 我 也 不 能 够 判 断 我 在 你 们 心 里 是 个 怎 样 的 人 .我 并 没 有 那 个 能 力 ..所 以 ,
认 识 真 正 的 我 ....
I like crapping only..but anyway,that's all I wanted to type today.It's about what I think...=)
(sorry to wee,andriea they all..my mood now,just feel like using chinese words to type it out.)
bye =p
Friday, October 3, 2008
Blog
"要 认 识 别 人 ,先 被 认 识 你 自 己"
Suddenly this word cross my mind just now.
Actually I wanted to stop blogging already.Sometimes I've no mood to blog.I thought,We can't write something bad but real in our blog.Blogging is just like a dairy.But this type of dairy,everybody can see,can read.It's not a privacy anymore.Even sometimes,when very angry,feel like wanted to scold somebody..I also can't write it out.If write also can't mention the people's name,to prevent from get into trouble or whatever.Slowly,I felt blogging is just like you write something to let people see only.It's not belong to me only,It's belong to everybody.Not to say I don't want to share with you guys or what.Just that...aiyah..don't know how to say la..Of course if something happy happens on me,I'm willing to share with you guys.Maybe seldom update my blog only lor.=) chaoz...
Suddenly this word cross my mind just now.
Actually I wanted to stop blogging already.Sometimes I've no mood to blog.I thought,We can't write something bad but real in our blog.Blogging is just like a dairy.But this type of dairy,everybody can see,can read.It's not a privacy anymore.Even sometimes,when very angry,feel like wanted to scold somebody..I also can't write it out.If write also can't mention the people's name,to prevent from get into trouble or whatever.Slowly,I felt blogging is just like you write something to let people see only.It's not belong to me only,It's belong to everybody.Not to say I don't want to share with you guys or what.Just that...aiyah..don't know how to say la..Of course if something happy happens on me,I'm willing to share with you guys.Maybe seldom update my blog only lor.=) chaoz...
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Mummy
"Mummy,don't think too much.Everything will be alright."That's only thing I can say to mummy when she felt her head is very heavy.I can't do anything!I felt so bad.I want her to be happy always.She will answer me,"you always say like that.You still young,don't know anything yet."Mummy,I'm sorry.I love you =)
Don't think too muchie..
Friday, September 19, 2008
*.*
Why we can't do anything we want to?Why we can't cooperate?Why you so hard to answer me?Why you become like this?Why you irresponsible?Why you treat us like this?Why I bother so much?Why must I help you?Why I so concern about it?Why,Why and Why...keep crossing my mind.I just don't want give a damn about this.But,I know I couldn't..=(
Audition
Audition was end.It's quite okay.But,It seems that some of them were not fully prepared.Maybe the audition was held too early for you guys.But,It's okay.We won't blame you all.In a short time,you all can do that is really good.Keep on practice to make it better.That's only thing I can say.No comments about the performance.We hope to see a complete performance during rehearsal.I thought it will be more dancing performance but actually not.=).hehe.Urm,Monday the results will be announced by Theva.So,be patient.Don't worry,have some confidence.=) (Most of you will be in) Hope you all do your best on that night.That will be your last thing to do for LCDS in year 2008.Try your best!Don't let us disappointed.=D Good luck.
Just now..(few minutes ago)
Fuyooh..I got shocked just now when I'm chatting with my friends.My mummy suddenly shouted at a guy/man.I rushed out to see what's happening.haha.Rupa-rupanye is mummy caught a theif!keke..That guy/man trying to steal the cd when mummy is looking at the other customer.Don't you know that my mummy's eyes very tajam?Sometimes I suspect that she can see 360 degrees.haha..(siao eh..simply say!)..She can see other angle although sometimes you look at her eyes like looking some other places.=) How dare you steal cds at my shop?!Mummy beated him and he ran away after mummy took back the cd which he hid in his shirt.keke..Mummy,you're the best! =D
Audition
Audition was end.It's quite okay.But,It seems that some of them were not fully prepared.Maybe the audition was held too early for you guys.But,It's okay.We won't blame you all.In a short time,you all can do that is really good.Keep on practice to make it better.That's only thing I can say.No comments about the performance.We hope to see a complete performance during rehearsal.I thought it will be more dancing performance but actually not.=).hehe.Urm,Monday the results will be announced by Theva.So,be patient.Don't worry,have some confidence.=) (Most of you will be in) Hope you all do your best on that night.That will be your last thing to do for LCDS in year 2008.Try your best!Don't let us disappointed.=D Good luck.
Just now..(few minutes ago)
Fuyooh..I got shocked just now when I'm chatting with my friends.My mummy suddenly shouted at a guy/man.I rushed out to see what's happening.haha.Rupa-rupanye is mummy caught a theif!keke..That guy/man trying to steal the cd when mummy is looking at the other customer.Don't you know that my mummy's eyes very tajam?Sometimes I suspect that she can see 360 degrees.haha..(siao eh..simply say!)..She can see other angle although sometimes you look at her eyes like looking some other places.=) How dare you steal cds at my shop?!Mummy beated him and he ran away after mummy took back the cd which he hid in his shirt.keke..Mummy,you're the best! =D
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Promise
Do you know how a person feel when you didn't do what you had promised?I think that you won't know until a person did that to you.I don't give a damn about who you are!Very poor?Very rich?Very famous?or whatever!You are still a human being.If you can't make it,then please,don't promise a person that you can do it.Once you promised,you are giving hope to that person.You know how angry or how disappointed that person is if you broke your promise?!You know you can't make it,then just straight forward tell that person.I think that person will not blame or scold you.What's the point you keep on telling lies to delay your promise?I really don't know what you think.Izit very nice to play a fool with someone?Did you know that you broke your promise will make that person angry at you and hate you?Think before you do.Do not expect people will believe you for the another time once you did that.
ps:I think some of you will keep on guessing who am I saying about.Stop guessing.I'm not referring to anyone.Just trying to say that human beings have feeling.They will understand,if you tell them properly that you really can't make it or what.Telling lies to keep your promise is absolutely a wrong way!I did brake my promise too,but not too over.I did brake some play play de promise.That's different.I meant some serious or important promise in the above text. =)
ps:I think some of you will keep on guessing who am I saying about.Stop guessing.I'm not referring to anyone.Just trying to say that human beings have feeling.They will understand,if you tell them properly that you really can't make it or what.Telling lies to keep your promise is absolutely a wrong way!I did brake my promise too,but not too over.I did brake some play play de promise.That's different.I meant some serious or important promise in the above text. =)
be considerate...=)
Saturday, September 13, 2008
毕 业 了
棒 棒 堂 第 一 届 的 底 迪 毕 业 了 .畢 業 升 級 總 評 比 是 他 们 最 后 一 次 在 模 范 棒 棒 堂 里 表 演 了 .说 实 在 的 ,我 非 常 舍 不 得 他 们 毕 业 ,我 不 要 他 们 毕 业 啦 !模 范 棒 棒 堂 和 我 爱 黑 涩 会 都 是 我 有 空 时 会 看 的 节 目 .底 迪 和 美 眉 的 舞 蹈 让 我 傻 眼 .也 是 他 们 ,让 我 对 舞 蹈 更 有 兴 趣 了.先 说 噢 ,我 是 对 舞 蹈 有 兴 趣 不 代 表 我 会 跳 舞 .我 真 的 很 想 学 但 总 是 没 有 这 个 机 会 .算 了 ,回 到 正 题 .我 真 不 知 道 棒 棒 堂 毕 业 了 ,我 还 能 在 哪 里 看 见 底 迪 们 的 演 出 呢 ?自 从 我 看 了 这 个 节 目 ,我 就 非 常 崇 拜 他 们 .能 唱 又 能 跳 .真 是 太 棒 了 啦 !昨 天 我 用 了 整 个 下 午 看 他 们 的 畢 業 升 級 總 評 比.他 们 真 的 进 步 了 很 多 .我 就 想 如 果 我 能 像 他 们 这 样 就 好 了 !昨 天 我 也 看 了 他 们 交 换 毕 业 礼 物 的 那 一 集,我 眼 泪 不 自 觉 的 流 了,无 法 控 制 .就 一 直 流 不 停 .那 些 画 面 实 在 太 感 人 了 吧 !目 前 为 止 ,我 只 是 看 了 星 光 大 道 ,模 范 棒 棒 堂 和 我 爱 黑 涩 会 才 哭 .我 想 ,我 也 太 容 易 被 感 动 了 吧 .看 到 底 迪 就 要 离 开 模 范 棒 棒 堂,离 开 一 个 把 他 们 训 练 成 非 常 棒 的 舞 蹈 者 和 歌 星 的 地 方 .他 们 应 该 很 舍 不 得 吧!他 们 的 范 范 姐 也 一 定 很 舍 不 得 他 们 的 离 开 .但 ,他 们 总 不 能 一 直 呆 在 那 里 ,不 去 面 对 更 好 的 发 展 吧 .我 希 望 他 们 每 一 个 都 能 成 为 明 星 ,成 为 一 个 全 世 界 人 人 都 知 的 明 星 .也 希 望 他 们 有 更 好 的 发 展 .在 别 的 舞 台 发 光 发 热 !这 样 子 ,我 也 有 机 会 继 续 看 他 们 令 人 傻 眼 的 演 出 了 !第 一 届 的 棒 棒 堂 底 迪 们 ,加 油 !!!六 棒 ,加 油 !
we must try to look forward,don't keep looking backward...
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Friends
Since I changed to SMKSS from Chung Hwa primary,people started asking me,why you will change to ss?your sisters all study Chung Hwa secondary.Until now,the 4th year I changed to SMKSS,people still asking me about that.Haha.Actually no people who force me to change to ss.At first,mummy asked me to change to ss but she did not force me.kokor also encourage me to go ss.Then I thought that I wanna change the environment summore last time I didn't mix with many people.I know them,they know me.That's all our relation goes.I decided to change to ss.But,even one of my friends dont know that I'm changing school.I don't want to tell them.I don't want to face the sad situation.They knew I go to ss when school reopen.They were shocked and some of them asked me.Haha.Until now,I didn't gather with them even once!Can't imagine how much I miss them.My lovely friends that played with me,talked with me,holded my hand to the canteen...I really miss the time...Since so long we didn't meet,our relationship also getting renggang.When meet them,I didn't know what to say to them.Because we already staying in a different world,different environment,know different types of people.
Until now and forever,I never regret I changed to ss.I got to know new friends in ss.They had make my life better.I started to get into sports,activities and alot alot more.I'm glad to know them.Although sure got some times quarrel,get angry,backstab happened among friends.But,I'm happy to be with them.Without them,I don't think I can laugh like a mad girl everyday.Haha.
I think I'll never forget the moments we played together,laugh together until the day I lost memories(nyanyok) =p..Of course I also miss my Chung Hwa friends alot.
Until now and forever,I never regret I changed to ss.I got to know new friends in ss.They had make my life better.I started to get into sports,activities and alot alot more.I'm glad to know them.Although sure got some times quarrel,get angry,backstab happened among friends.But,I'm happy to be with them.Without them,I don't think I can laugh like a mad girl everyday.Haha.
I think I'll never forget the moments we played together,laugh together until the day I lost memories(nyanyok) =p..Of course I also miss my Chung Hwa friends alot.
I remember...
Thursday, September 4, 2008
My hope comes true
Today went to school,for nothing.aiks.but got benefits also la.Luckily teacher didn't ask us to do oral.haha.I did not prepare anything ler!At least,today we knew marks of some subjects.I'm very happy that,I managed to reach my target marks for my modern maths.It's a very very good news for me!although it might be common to some of them.For me,it's nearly an impossible thing to get.Always after get the result of maths since form 1,I always think that,why,why the god just dont let me to reach the target.Always the result will be less 1 or 2 or even 3 marks than my targeted marks.I wished to achieve it since i was form 2.but always got dissapointed.although people think that,the results is already good enough,but i still not satisfied!
Today,Nuzran and Imran came in to the class and said,jiayun,you got 100 for your modern maths.My 1st respond was,jangan tipu ah,tak mungkin.I ajak Michelle to go and ask teacher for our marks.Teacher was not there.We curi-curi see our marks.Then I got to know what Nuzran said was true.I really got 100 for my modern maths!This is the 1st time since I stepped in SMKSS.1st time!Weird was,I didnt feel really happy after that,not like what I thought.On the journey back,I was thinking that,I'll tell this happy news for me to my mum when I reached home.When I was thinking of that,I smile.Luckily nobody notice that.If not,they will say that I have gone crazy.keke.I smile because I knew that mummy will be very happy if she knew about this.haha.Cause I always complain to her about my maths marks and she always say I'm careless.She did not blebel yet she encouraged me to be more careful next time.=) I'm very very satisfied with my modern maths result this time.I hope I can keep it on for exams coming soon.I'm glad to see my mummy happy too!
Today I got my Sejarah marks too.I did not achieve my target for Sejarah paper.I still get C for it although it's better than the previous test.Not satisfy yet.Try to get better result in my final test.Possible?Maybe because of my Sejarah result,I'm not so happy now.I read all the chapters,but still can't get A or B.aiks..sedihnye.wasted my time.I did not do well in my essay part.Maybe I need to correct my way of study Sejarah.Nevermind,ignore it.=p
Today,Nuzran and Imran came in to the class and said,jiayun,you got 100 for your modern maths.My 1st respond was,jangan tipu ah,tak mungkin.I ajak Michelle to go and ask teacher for our marks.Teacher was not there.We curi-curi see our marks.Then I got to know what Nuzran said was true.I really got 100 for my modern maths!This is the 1st time since I stepped in SMKSS.1st time!Weird was,I didnt feel really happy after that,not like what I thought.On the journey back,I was thinking that,I'll tell this happy news for me to my mum when I reached home.When I was thinking of that,I smile.Luckily nobody notice that.If not,they will say that I have gone crazy.keke.I smile because I knew that mummy will be very happy if she knew about this.haha.Cause I always complain to her about my maths marks and she always say I'm careless.She did not blebel yet she encouraged me to be more careful next time.=) I'm very very satisfied with my modern maths result this time.I hope I can keep it on for exams coming soon.I'm glad to see my mummy happy too!
Today I got my Sejarah marks too.I did not achieve my target for Sejarah paper.I still get C for it although it's better than the previous test.Not satisfy yet.Try to get better result in my final test.Possible?Maybe because of my Sejarah result,I'm not so happy now.I read all the chapters,but still can't get A or B.aiks..sedihnye.wasted my time.I did not do well in my essay part.Maybe I need to correct my way of study Sejarah.Nevermind,ignore it.=p
=)=)=)=)
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Puasa month
Wakakka!!!I ended up with a big smile after my chemistry paper!Don't think too much..I smile is just because my monthly test had come to a full stop not because the questions are easy..It's damn hard k..plus I didnt study before the exam..just look through some notes but a single alphabets could stick in my brain!Luckily michelle,lim and me did some discussion about chemistry before test start..I can easily absorb the points..Thank you~ haha..Suddenly today feel very borink..maybe I used to fill up every seconds to study before my test kut..today didn't do anything so borink..I knew although test finished,I still need to study..but sabor ah,my brain need to rest also leh..let it realx half day also can kua..( say only half day,padahal until final exam is around the corner baru want to study =p ) This few days,I easily forget stuffs...study too much kut..haha..I forgot sir Razak cancelled Monday tuition,I forgot that a LCDS meeting is on on tuesday and etc. I like nyanyok already..aiks..
Damn la! during exam period,we only have 20 minutes to break before continue for the next paper!I think the principal expecting us to puasa together with her..Where can like that!dah la puasa everyday eat bread only..Now,we don't even have time to eat!Maybe not her fault lar,maybe there is not enough time since our 1 test paper took 2 hours plus.I HOPE she will not do that,will not gave the nons to eat for just 20 minutes..Let us see the timetable tomorrow..
Damn la! during exam period,we only have 20 minutes to break before continue for the next paper!I think the principal expecting us to puasa together with her..Where can like that!dah la puasa everyday eat bread only..Now,we don't even have time to eat!Maybe not her fault lar,maybe there is not enough time since our 1 test paper took 2 hours plus.I HOPE she will not do that,will not gave the nons to eat for just 20 minutes..Let us see the timetable tomorrow..
Exam,exam..just let it over!
Friday, August 29, 2008
Carine's stupid act!
My sister came back from KL last few days.Last night,she decided to prepare dinner for us since we all always ta pao until sien dy.Then,I'm the one who helped her.I didn't help her to cook the dishes lar.I just helped her to cook the rice only.Even that one only,I still cant do well.I done something very stupid!Firstly,I'm terrible in cooking.I wonder how I wanna survive when I go to collage or university.This is the second time I menanak nasi.My mummy guided me for the first time.but unfortunately,my sister didn't guide me for the second time.haha.I washed the rice at first.Then,I straight away switch on the switch and let it cook.Spot I left one step?I didn't add water after I washed the rice!That's really terrible!When I wanna take some rice for my dinner,I realized the rice still keras.Then,I asked my sister.She asked me whether I got put water or not.I was shocked suddenly,I forgot to put water!haha..then I immediately go and add some water in it and cook it again.After it cooked,I took a look.It's still hard little bit.I was worried that my mum will scold me.while my sister scared my mum complain her sup.hehe.Funny la both of us.We manage to escape because she need to send me to tuition after bring the dinner to my mum at shop.haha.I told my mum that the rice tak jadi so that she won't complain much after she eat the rice.haha.She said,where got people so stupid didn't put water when wanna cook rice?!haha..Luckily,her mood not really bad.I faster took my bag and go to tuition.My mood not really good too at tuition.Not because mummy scolded me.It's because I angry at myself,why I'm so stupid.A simple stuff also can't do well.aikss..
I'm not a good suri rumah.=p
I'm not a good suri rumah.=p
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Recently
Sorry for didn't update my blog for few days..
I'm busy quite busy with my test..Our school every time test,test,test..aiks..Today is the first day of f4 monthly test for August..Sejarah and BM again!I'm usually stress when exam or test is just around the corner..haha..but this time not really stress lar,although I don't know how to answer some questions..=)
Besides that,we also preparing for the LCDS Grand Annual Dinner 2008..Kabhy incharge this activity..although we had some problems,that make me keksim.but I think we still can handle it well...Cooperation is needed to make Annual Dinner a success.Of course the f4's ajks also hope that Annual Dinner will goes smoothly like the Amazing Race!I think not only the ajks have some problems,the members also have problems to prepare their cloths for this year's theme-70's..I knew some of them disagree with the theme because it is kinda hard for them to find the cloths..As you all know,teacher is not going to change the theme.Don't you think if the Annual Dinner is successful with the 70's theme,it will be very nice?and it maybe will be a part of your sweet memories?
Other than that,these few weeks is also sport weeks for me..My friends and I play badminton during holiday.It's really fun.Slowly,I improved in playing badminton.As some of you know,I didn't know how to play badminton last time.That's why I didn't join LCDS Badminton Tournament since I was form1.Although I improved,but it doesn't mean that I will take part in LCDS Badminton Tournament for year 2009.=) haha.kinda happy because at least I have some activities during my holiday other than just studying for my monthly test.Take part in some sports to keep you happy and healthy!=p
The end~
I'm busy quite busy with my test..Our school every time test,test,test..aiks..Today is the first day of f4 monthly test for August..Sejarah and BM again!I'm usually stress when exam or test is just around the corner..haha..but this time not really stress lar,although I don't know how to answer some questions..=)
Besides that,we also preparing for the LCDS Grand Annual Dinner 2008..Kabhy incharge this activity..although we had some problems,that make me keksim.but I think we still can handle it well...Cooperation is needed to make Annual Dinner a success.Of course the f4's ajks also hope that Annual Dinner will goes smoothly like the Amazing Race!I think not only the ajks have some problems,the members also have problems to prepare their cloths for this year's theme-70's..I knew some of them disagree with the theme because it is kinda hard for them to find the cloths..As you all know,teacher is not going to change the theme.Don't you think if the Annual Dinner is successful with the 70's theme,it will be very nice?and it maybe will be a part of your sweet memories?
Other than that,these few weeks is also sport weeks for me..My friends and I play badminton during holiday.It's really fun.Slowly,I improved in playing badminton.As some of you know,I didn't know how to play badminton last time.That's why I didn't join LCDS Badminton Tournament since I was form1.Although I improved,but it doesn't mean that I will take part in LCDS Badminton Tournament for year 2009.=) haha.kinda happy because at least I have some activities during my holiday other than just studying for my monthly test.Take part in some sports to keep you happy and healthy!=p
The end~
Friday, August 15, 2008
LOL
Check this OUT!
Toilet Signs From All Over the World
"swt" right?
see,how creative human beings are~
LOL
Toilet Signs From All Over the World
"swt" right?
see,how creative human beings are~
LOL
Monday, August 11, 2008
I can't control it
Sometimes I just can't control my emotions.
I'm sorry if I'm too rude.
You might think that I'm very 'small gas'.
But,I really care what you all think about me.
Do forgive me =(
I'm sorry if I'm too rude.
You might think that I'm very 'small gas'.
But,I really care what you all think about me.
Do forgive me =(
Friday, August 8, 2008
Amazing race is success!!
wooo~Thanks to all ajks and our main organizer,Amirtha...Thanks for making it a success..ahaha..damn happy especially theva...Although teacher was quite angry.Not angry at the organizers la.She was angry at the members who played 'songkrang'.I think now teacher is quite worried that the teachers will complain about the club.because the saw the members played 'songkrang'.Nevermind lah,who cares.Asalkan we enjoy ourselve during the activity.=p (I hope teacher wont notice this).Anyway,I think teacher was quite happy with this activity too.I hope annual dinner will do the same by the cooperation of f4s' members!
cheers...
cheers...
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Good Luck
Organize an activity is not as easy as you guys thought...
there are many problems when you're planning an activity...
organizers have to make sure everything is fair and square so that the participants wont complain...Besides that,they need to handle the members and the main organizer also need to handle ajks especially those who not really willing to cooperate with us..
so...
tomorrow will be the 1st activity which organized by us-f4s...wish us luck..hope that everything goes smoothly and hope that the members enjoy during the LCDS Amazing Race 2008!
there are many problems when you're planning an activity...
organizers have to make sure everything is fair and square so that the participants wont complain...Besides that,they need to handle the members and the main organizer also need to handle ajks especially those who not really willing to cooperate with us..
so...
tomorrow will be the 1st activity which organized by us-f4s...wish us luck..hope that everything goes smoothly and hope that the members enjoy during the LCDS Amazing Race 2008!
Good luck,f4s '08..
you can do it!
=)
Monday, August 4, 2008
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Thursday, July 31, 2008
林宥嘉 !!!
林宥嘉-那首歌
不知道为了什么忧愁它围绕著我
我每天都在祈祷快赶走爱的寂寞
你要我听这一首歌用这首歌离开我
她唱的太美了歌词却很伤人
你为什么不直接提分手
爱人的话不需要重轻轻的说我就懂
接你的车来了表示爱到站了
我站在十字路口对抗心痛一个人
你的黑发现在睡进谁的胸口
你的唇现在跟谁要温柔
一开始你爱我最后你放弃我
还要用千言万语说得委屈你有多难过
爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞
爱人的话不需要重轻轻的说我就懂
接你的车来了表示爱到站了
我站在十字路口对抗心痛一个人
你的黑发现在睡进谁的胸口
你的唇现在跟谁要温柔
一开始你爱我最后你放弃我
还要用千言万语说得委屈你有多难过
爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞
爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞
I like this song and the lyrics is meaningful~nice!!
(sorry I've no time to upload the video)
不知道为了什么忧愁它围绕著我
我每天都在祈祷快赶走爱的寂寞
你要我听这一首歌用这首歌离开我
她唱的太美了歌词却很伤人
你为什么不直接提分手
爱人的话不需要重轻轻的说我就懂
接你的车来了表示爱到站了
我站在十字路口对抗心痛一个人
你的黑发现在睡进谁的胸口
你的唇现在跟谁要温柔
一开始你爱我最后你放弃我
还要用千言万语说得委屈你有多难过
爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞
爱人的话不需要重轻轻的说我就懂
接你的车来了表示爱到站了
我站在十字路口对抗心痛一个人
你的黑发现在睡进谁的胸口
你的唇现在跟谁要温柔
一开始你爱我最后你放弃我
还要用千言万语说得委屈你有多难过
爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞
爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞
I like this song and the lyrics is meaningful~nice!!
(sorry I've no time to upload the video)
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Aiyak...
I REALISED.....
I'm getting darker!!!
help me~ I don't want like that...
=(...keke..am I funny? =p
maybe the sun loves me so muchie..don't be jealous~
I'm getting darker!!!
help me~ I don't want like that...
=(...keke..am I funny? =p
maybe the sun loves me so muchie..don't be jealous~
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
My first visit to Malacca
Hello~ I'm back!
Just back from Malacca few days ago...
Went there for 4 days,3 nights..It was the first time I went to Malacca...
The journey from KT to Malacca already took the whole day because we went there by car..Besides that,we also stopped at KL to meet my lovely second sister who studying at KL..We had our dinner at 6pm at Kl with my sisters,mummy and daddy..Then daddy decided to stay at KL for few days.He gonna meet us in Malacca on 18th July with my brother and second and third sis.haha..I have 3 sisters (for your info,so that you won't be blur~)After we ate our dinner then mummy,eldest sis and me going to continue our journey to Malacca!=) Around 8pm like that we reached there..We stayed in a motel..After we reached,we just stay in the room...All of us were very tired~My sister and I watched movie until 12am while mummy already half sleep,half awake...
The story comes~Deng Deng Deng Deng!!!
My sister and I gonna sleep after the movie ended..so my sister switched of the lights except for the toilet's light..in a few seconds,mummy suddenly shouted...but she shout is not like how we normally shout...she shout is like "mm...~mm..~mm..~" like that de..It can't be heard..and me,sleeping beside her got shocked!I thought she having a creepy dream or what...the I looked at my sis who sleeping alone on a single bed..I'm waiting for her response actually..
then she asked me "what sound is that?"
"mummy..mummy"I said..
she asked me to call mummy to wake up then I just call la..then my mummy said while she can't open her eyes "syaitan,syaitan (in mandarin)" My sis and I also terkejut..we asked her "what syaitan?"then she open her eyes and said that the motel got that dirty stuff~the "thingy" wanna pull her up then she shouted....she said at first she heard got like people walking like the plastic sound then she thought was my sister..the sound came from the door..then suddenly the "thingy" was beside her...the "thingy" is like animal like that..covered with thick fur/hair..Oh My God!!!guess what?after that my sis and me can't sleep at all..although we were tired but we just can't sleep because of the creepy "thingy"...haha..I was like..close eyes dy,gonna fall into sleep dy then my eyes will automatically open back...at last,before my sister sleep,I manage to fall into sleep by encourage myself not to think about the "thingy"~
huhu~
We succesfully passed a creepy night! The next morning~ My sis brought mummy and we to a hotel to eat dim sum...nice du~although is quite expensive...she then brought us to the malls-Dataran Pahlawan and Makhkota Parade...I just knew that Malacca doen't have many malls...only one or two...In the afternoon,my sis had a rehearsel for her convo at her school..so she left mummy and me at the malls..Dataran Pahlawan is located opposite of Makhkota Parade..mummy and I just had a window shopping but also bought some stuffs ler...My sis met us at Dataran Pahlawan after her rehearsel ended...then she brought us to Jongker Road (not sure the spelling) to eat the candol and laksa which are very popular there..Delicious~
Here it is~Malacca's candol..the candol there is like ABC..on top filled with ice and santan and gula melaka..below the ice got candol and red beans...nice~taste it when you go Malacca...
Daddy,kokor and sis met us in the motel...pity me~I had to wait for them until 12 sumthing midnight...aiks...
The next day~time flies...my holiday gonna end~haha...
19th July was my sis convo! My sister and I need to wake up early in the morning to go and setting...Both of us went to my sis's school to set up..my whole family came down to take family photo nia..then later around 9a.m.,my bro fetched mummy,daddy and sisters to my eldest sis's school..Unfortunately,it was a rainy day~very mafan for us to go out...at 11 sumthing in the morning,we went to the library to take family photo..after that it was free-time...so my sis went and find all her friends to take photos..non-stop..haha..we also took family photo neart the staircase..it was a happy day for me because i never take family photo before since i was born..=)..pity hor? =p...most of the photos took by our camera-man - my bro using his digital camera..my sister said he is not a good camera-man..keke..okay okay only lor~in the afternoon,we met our cousins who just reached Malacca..they are from Johor...they just came down to take photo and meet my sisters since we did not meet for quite a long time~after that,mummy and daddy need to enter the hall to see my sis take cert..others were not allowed to enter~need ticket to enter somemore du..what a rule...>.<>
we went back to KT on 20th July..I unable to attend my account tuition..quite upset..haha..but nevermind la..forget about it.. =) I had a happy trip in Malacca with my WHOLE family!!! miss that time~
pitures will be upload later..bye~
=)=)=)
Just back from Malacca few days ago...
Went there for 4 days,3 nights..It was the first time I went to Malacca...
The journey from KT to Malacca already took the whole day because we went there by car..Besides that,we also stopped at KL to meet my lovely second sister who studying at KL..We had our dinner at 6pm at Kl with my sisters,mummy and daddy..Then daddy decided to stay at KL for few days.He gonna meet us in Malacca on 18th July with my brother and second and third sis.haha..I have 3 sisters (for your info,so that you won't be blur~)After we ate our dinner then mummy,eldest sis and me going to continue our journey to Malacca!=) Around 8pm like that we reached there..We stayed in a motel..After we reached,we just stay in the room...All of us were very tired~My sister and I watched movie until 12am while mummy already half sleep,half awake...
The story comes~Deng Deng Deng Deng!!!
My sister and I gonna sleep after the movie ended..so my sister switched of the lights except for the toilet's light..in a few seconds,mummy suddenly shouted...but she shout is not like how we normally shout...she shout is like "mm...~mm..~mm..~" like that de..It can't be heard..and me,sleeping beside her got shocked!I thought she having a creepy dream or what...the I looked at my sis who sleeping alone on a single bed..I'm waiting for her response actually..
then she asked me "what sound is that?"
"mummy..mummy"I said..
she asked me to call mummy to wake up then I just call la..then my mummy said while she can't open her eyes "syaitan,syaitan (in mandarin)" My sis and I also terkejut..we asked her "what syaitan?"then she open her eyes and said that the motel got that dirty stuff~the "thingy" wanna pull her up then she shouted....she said at first she heard got like people walking like the plastic sound then she thought was my sister..the sound came from the door..then suddenly the "thingy" was beside her...the "thingy" is like animal like that..covered with thick fur/hair..Oh My God!!!guess what?after that my sis and me can't sleep at all..although we were tired but we just can't sleep because of the creepy "thingy"...haha..I was like..close eyes dy,gonna fall into sleep dy then my eyes will automatically open back...at last,before my sister sleep,I manage to fall into sleep by encourage myself not to think about the "thingy"~
huhu~
We succesfully passed a creepy night! The next morning~ My sis brought mummy and we to a hotel to eat dim sum...nice du~although is quite expensive...she then brought us to the malls-Dataran Pahlawan and Makhkota Parade...I just knew that Malacca doen't have many malls...only one or two...In the afternoon,my sis had a rehearsel for her convo at her school..so she left mummy and me at the malls..Dataran Pahlawan is located opposite of Makhkota Parade..mummy and I just had a window shopping but also bought some stuffs ler...My sis met us at Dataran Pahlawan after her rehearsel ended...then she brought us to Jongker Road (not sure the spelling) to eat the candol and laksa which are very popular there..Delicious~
Here it is~Malacca's candol..the candol there is like ABC..on top filled with ice and santan and gula melaka..below the ice got candol and red beans...nice~taste it when you go Malacca...
Daddy,kokor and sis met us in the motel...pity me~I had to wait for them until 12 sumthing midnight...aiks...
The next day~time flies...my holiday gonna end~haha...
19th July was my sis convo! My sister and I need to wake up early in the morning to go and setting...Both of us went to my sis's school to set up..my whole family came down to take family photo nia..then later around 9a.m.,my bro fetched mummy,daddy and sisters to my eldest sis's school..Unfortunately,it was a rainy day~very mafan for us to go out...at 11 sumthing in the morning,we went to the library to take family photo..after that it was free-time...so my sis went and find all her friends to take photos..non-stop..haha..we also took family photo neart the staircase..it was a happy day for me because i never take family photo before since i was born..=)..pity hor? =p...most of the photos took by our camera-man - my bro using his digital camera..my sister said he is not a good camera-man..keke..okay okay only lor~in the afternoon,we met our cousins who just reached Malacca..they are from Johor...they just came down to take photo and meet my sisters since we did not meet for quite a long time~after that,mummy and daddy need to enter the hall to see my sis take cert..others were not allowed to enter~need ticket to enter somemore du..what a rule...>.<>
we went back to KT on 20th July..I unable to attend my account tuition..quite upset..haha..but nevermind la..forget about it.. =) I had a happy trip in Malacca with my WHOLE family!!! miss that time~
pitures will be upload later..bye~
=)=)=)
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Huhhh...
Aiks...
Why I always so suey wan!!!!!!!
Just now i went to a shop,then I carried my helmet at the back...
then........
then.......
that helmet ter-knocked a aunty's car de side mirror!!!
I am damn worried...
worried that people will come and scold me..
then i went into the shop act like nothing happened..
see,see...
the aunty is the worker there and she was inside the shop!
The aunty went out and one malay girl who saw I ter-knocked that aunty's car told the aunty about the accident...
I was scared~
Then she just do like nothing...later on..she came to me..
I got shocked!
she asked me "you knocked my car's side mirror just now?"her face looked fierce!
"Yeah,SORRY!"I told her while my heart beating at a high speed...
"calar already~"then she just walked off...
(she speak hokkien with me)
Luckily,she did not ask me to pay her money and she did not tell my father!
haha..damn scared doh..later she recognize me then cham liao...next time don't want go that shop dy~kiu~
Aunty,I AM REALLY REALLY VERY SORRY..I AM NOT PURPOSELY KNOCKED YOUR CAR'S SIDE MIRROR!SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please forgive me~and....Don't Remember Me!
I felt guilty for that~
=(
Why I always so suey wan!!!!!!!
Just now i went to a shop,then I carried my helmet at the back...
then........
then.......
that helmet ter-knocked a aunty's car de side mirror!!!
I am damn worried...
worried that people will come and scold me..
then i went into the shop act like nothing happened..
see,see...
the aunty is the worker there and she was inside the shop!
The aunty went out and one malay girl who saw I ter-knocked that aunty's car told the aunty about the accident...
I was scared~
Then she just do like nothing...later on..she came to me..
I got shocked!
she asked me "you knocked my car's side mirror just now?"her face looked fierce!
"Yeah,SORRY!"I told her while my heart beating at a high speed...
"calar already~"then she just walked off...
(she speak hokkien with me)
Luckily,she did not ask me to pay her money and she did not tell my father!
haha..damn scared doh..later she recognize me then cham liao...next time don't want go that shop dy~kiu~
Aunty,I AM REALLY REALLY VERY SORRY..I AM NOT PURPOSELY KNOCKED YOUR CAR'S SIDE MIRROR!SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please forgive me~and....Don't Remember Me!
I felt guilty for that~
=(
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Hair?
arghh...
geram with my hair lar!
i didn't cut fringe already...
so it's not too long and also not too short..
should i cut my fringe back?
Should I?Should I?
my mummy sure blebel later~haha...
say only don't like padahal go and cut few days ago..
not really fringe la..abit abit only..haha..
very cute le~haha...for me lar~she is always that pretty in my heart although she loves to say herself ugly..
keke...borink lar!
why my life so borink de?!
aiks..chaoz~
Stupid comp!keep lagging lar!
geram with my hair lar!
i didn't cut fringe already...
so it's not too long and also not too short..
should i cut my fringe back?
Should I?Should I?
my mummy sure blebel later~haha...
say only don't like padahal go and cut few days ago..
not really fringe la..abit abit only..haha..
very cute le~haha...for me lar~she is always that pretty in my heart although she loves to say herself ugly..
keke...borink lar!
why my life so borink de?!
aiks..chaoz~
Stupid comp!keep lagging lar!
Friday, July 11, 2008
Happy belated b'day,che!
Happy Belated Birthday!
It had been quite a long time you didn't celebrate birthday with us dy I guess..
haha...
anyway,
good luck and all the best in your future~
the most important thing is,BE HAPPY ALWAYS! =)
luv you....muaksssssssss...
It had been quite a long time you didn't celebrate birthday with us dy I guess..
haha...
anyway,
good luck and all the best in your future~
the most important thing is,BE HAPPY ALWAYS! =)
luv you....muaksssssssss...
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Becareful!
Wow...today is wednesday-what a tiring day for me =)
Although tiring but still very happy~
This morning,Madam Raba'ah had organised treasure hunt for my class...This activity went smoothly..Every group need to prepare 10 clues and then teacher will collect all 1st clue and give to the groups..erm..means every group exchanged clues..Our group-Group7 got Gan's group de clue..The 1st clue was like...so damn hard..it's put on a wood work and located at the field...We finding like mad gurls...they put it far far away..Luckily Michelle found it and we took about 15mins for the 1st clue...We thought like,1st clue also so hard dy..next want sure harder,thinking of giving up because we thought we would be the last group..haha..God bless us~ We were the CHAMPION of the game!!!haha...damn happy that time.Then teacher treated us a cup of drinks as our award..We were sweating like what only..So lega~ damn long didn't sweat like that already..
Then,afternoon we had our LCDS weekly meeting..Form 4 need to organise the meeting,it was the 1st time you know?Urm..how was it??Okay la~For the 1st time..haha...The meeting was held in my class-4 Syukur.really crowded la that time..so many members attended the meeting..It's a good news~haha...We did a game with them-pictionary(wrong?aiyah..whatever lah~)..quite bolok also la...it's hard to handle all the members since they were too active that time...I fell down again~because of my clumsy-ness..I always fall down!Every year sure fall down at least once...Aiks..for this year,since January until now I fell down three times!So sway~!or somebody had curse me??hehe..The meeting ended at 4.30pm and I straight away went to my Chemistry tuition class.Sir Tin Tong fetch us to tuition.Actually the meeting should be ended at 4.15pm but it was extended to 4.30pm because we started the game late abit..It's okay~Theva and I ran had to cross the bridge and wait sir to fetch us at the opposite side at 4.30pm.Run!Run!again~ I'm sweating the whole day~haha...
Later,my beloved mother came and fetch me back home.Luckily she came early..I'm so tired!Then she decided to fetch me back home to take a bath then go and buy some cloths..When we reached home..We were shocked!The gate is locked but the inside door was open!What the...My mummy quickly went into the house and checked whether there is anybody hide in the house or not and I stood outside there.Mummy is so brave~Now I know that humans are more dahsyat than the ghosts,as what my brother used to say it~Who so stupid left the door open like that?Lucky,no people goes in...Aiks..damn bahaya..I'm scared if got people hide in the house although my mum checked there was nobody and the valuable stuffs still there..nothing goes wrong..You must understand,I always stay at home alone after I came back from school.If there is somebody hide in the house then what am I suppose to do?!kill him?run out?later tak sempat response nia..Aiyoyo~
So,you guys~check the doors and windows before you go out to somewhere~Make sure they were closed!
Although tiring but still very happy~
This morning,Madam Raba'ah had organised treasure hunt for my class...This activity went smoothly..Every group need to prepare 10 clues and then teacher will collect all 1st clue and give to the groups..erm..means every group exchanged clues..Our group-Group7 got Gan's group de clue..The 1st clue was like...so damn hard..it's put on a wood work and located at the field...We finding like mad gurls...they put it far far away..Luckily Michelle found it and we took about 15mins for the 1st clue...We thought like,1st clue also so hard dy..next want sure harder,thinking of giving up because we thought we would be the last group..haha..God bless us~ We were the CHAMPION of the game!!!haha...damn happy that time.Then teacher treated us a cup of drinks as our award..We were sweating like what only..So lega~ damn long didn't sweat like that already..
Then,afternoon we had our LCDS weekly meeting..Form 4 need to organise the meeting,it was the 1st time you know?Urm..how was it??Okay la~For the 1st time..haha...The meeting was held in my class-4 Syukur.really crowded la that time..so many members attended the meeting..It's a good news~haha...We did a game with them-pictionary(wrong?aiyah..whatever lah~)..quite bolok also la...it's hard to handle all the members since they were too active that time...I fell down again~because of my clumsy-ness..I always fall down!Every year sure fall down at least once...Aiks..for this year,since January until now I fell down three times!So sway~!or somebody had curse me??hehe..The meeting ended at 4.30pm and I straight away went to my Chemistry tuition class.Sir Tin Tong fetch us to tuition.Actually the meeting should be ended at 4.15pm but it was extended to 4.30pm because we started the game late abit..It's okay~Theva and I ran had to cross the bridge and wait sir to fetch us at the opposite side at 4.30pm.Run!Run!again~ I'm sweating the whole day~haha...
Later,my beloved mother came and fetch me back home.Luckily she came early..I'm so tired!Then she decided to fetch me back home to take a bath then go and buy some cloths..When we reached home..We were shocked!The gate is locked but the inside door was open!What the...My mummy quickly went into the house and checked whether there is anybody hide in the house or not and I stood outside there.Mummy is so brave~Now I know that humans are more dahsyat than the ghosts,as what my brother used to say it~Who so stupid left the door open like that?Lucky,no people goes in...Aiks..damn bahaya..I'm scared if got people hide in the house although my mum checked there was nobody and the valuable stuffs still there..nothing goes wrong..You must understand,I always stay at home alone after I came back from school.If there is somebody hide in the house then what am I suppose to do?!kill him?run out?later tak sempat response nia..Aiyoyo~
So,you guys~check the doors and windows before you go out to somewhere~Make sure they were closed!
Monday, July 7, 2008
Angry
I'm soo pissed off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE WASTING MY TIME!
Do you know how suffering to wait for somebody?!
You tried before?!
I JUST HATE THAT!
You know it but you don't even care and change your attitude!
=(
YOU ARE WASTING MY TIME!
Do you know how suffering to wait for somebody?!
You tried before?!
I JUST HATE THAT!
You know it but you don't even care and change your attitude!
=(
Saturday, July 5, 2008
心 地
人 的 漂 亮 不 是 从 他 们 的 外 表 所 定 的 而 是 从 他 们 的 心...
人 的 外 表 是 可 以 改 变 的 但 他 们 的 心 地 很 难 要 做 改 变 ..
所 谓 的 "...,本 性 难 移 "
所 有 的 事 情 都 是 看 你 要 不 要 ,有 没 有 心 要 改,
不 是 你 能 不 能 改 ...
人 的 外 表 是 可 以 改 变 的 但 他 们 的 心 地 很 难 要 做 改 变 ..
所 谓 的 "...,本 性 难 移 "
所 有 的 事 情 都 是 看 你 要 不 要 ,有 没 有 心 要 改,
不 是 你 能 不 能 改 ...
Friday, July 4, 2008
Waiting
I didn't do revision for quite a few weeks...Now,my add maths and modern maths getting harder and I became weaker..I've forgot everything about sejarah,bio,chemistry,physic which i learnt in the early chapter..So,jia yun,is the time for you to study now!exam is just around the corner~later you will not have enough time to prepare!=( study again!I just lazy to do that!
wow!!17th July coming~
quite excited!I'm going to attend my sister's convocation~
YEAH~ at last I've the chance to go holiday with my whole family!
nice duh? First time leaving kt with whole family..I remember last time we went holiday is...got mummy,no daddy...or not sure got somebody in kt to take care of the shop...Finally~daddy and mummy agreed to go to my sister's convo together...of course they won't close the shop for few days...shop must open since nowadays business keep 'falling'!It's okay~I don't mind they wanna open shop..asalkan they willing to go my sis's convo which held in Melaka...Mummy didn't go for holiday for so.. many years.It's time for her to take a break from take care of the shop day and night everyday...yeepy~
*.*
wow!!17th July coming~
quite excited!I'm going to attend my sister's convocation~
YEAH~ at last I've the chance to go holiday with my whole family!
nice duh? First time leaving kt with whole family..I remember last time we went holiday is...got mummy,no daddy...or not sure got somebody in kt to take care of the shop...Finally~daddy and mummy agreed to go to my sister's convo together...of course they won't close the shop for few days...shop must open since nowadays business keep 'falling'!It's okay~I don't mind they wanna open shop..asalkan they willing to go my sis's convo which held in Melaka...Mummy didn't go for holiday for so.. many years.It's time for her to take a break from take care of the shop day and night everyday...yeepy~
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Saturday, June 28, 2008
Emo
Today is Saturday...Today not a rainy day...but it's a rainy day for me...(crapping~)
Am I stupid?
Am I too sensitive?
Am I 'small gas'?
Am I bad?
Am I not polite?
Am I ???????????????????????????????
My answer:YES,I am...
Life,Is just like a cycle...baby>teen>adult>old>die>...reborn???
:(
Am I stupid?
Am I too sensitive?
Am I 'small gas'?
Am I bad?
Am I not polite?
Am I ???????????????????????????????
My answer:YES,I am...
Life,Is just like a cycle...baby>teen>adult>old>die>...reborn???
:(
Friday, June 27, 2008
Dont Understand
Human being~
A while say like this..a while say like that..
What you want actually?!!!!
you can talk something bad about them and also be good with them...
I really don't understand whether you like to be with them or you just hate them..
Are you two faces??I don't know...No..I guess~
or you just cannot ignore from them...
I believe you...believe you are not a two-faces person,believe what you said is the truth,...
Maybe you just can't make it..maybe..maybe...
Human being~
A while very close to you..A while ignore from you...
Just like when a guy like you,they will stick with you every second...when he get boring with you,he will try to ignore from you,didn't even say a single word to you when meet you..Isit all guys are like that???maybe some of them..and I hope you are not one of them~(just an example...not must be a guy...maybe a friend..who knows?)
@.@
A while say like this..a while say like that..
What you want actually?!!!!
you can talk something bad about them and also be good with them...
I really don't understand whether you like to be with them or you just hate them..
Are you two faces??I don't know...No..I guess~
or you just cannot ignore from them...
I believe you...believe you are not a two-faces person,believe what you said is the truth,...
Maybe you just can't make it..maybe..maybe...
Human being~
A while very close to you..A while ignore from you...
Just like when a guy like you,they will stick with you every second...when he get boring with you,he will try to ignore from you,didn't even say a single word to you when meet you..Isit all guys are like that???maybe some of them..and I hope you are not one of them~(just an example...not must be a guy...maybe a friend..who knows?)
@.@
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
LCDS SUMMER CAMP 2008
haha..jiayun is back~
I knew you all miss me very much..keke (perasannye)
wow...quite long i didn't update ah..sorry ler..i was very tired after back from the summer camp...forgive me k??=p
let me tell you about the LCDS Summer Camp 2008 which is at the Cheneh Recreation Resort..from 12th June to 14th June..At first,I did not feel like wanna join the summer camp this year...but I decided to join it after got my lovely father's permission..and I felt that I was so lucky I had grab the chance to join the camp...
Thanks,Daddy!I love you~ I think if that day you didn't let me go then I will not have the experience of doing all the activities when I'm 16..
12th June 2008
We left the school at 9 something in the morning...I went to school as usual by van...
The journey to Cheneh took us about 3 hours...We watched movie together in the bus and most of us did not dare to sleep in the bus..because once you close your eyes...Some of them start holding their cameras...take you as their models and start taking your "sweet" or "funny" photos...
When we reached there,the chicken curry was served on the table waiting for us..haha...After we were 'full',We were allowed to 'check-in' and unpacked our stuffs..We need to assemble at the "hall" before we started out next activity-obstacle course.We were divided into groups.Michelle,Theva,Kabhy and I were in the different groups.I were in the same group with Eng Hian,Yu Jing,Jamal and Llyana while my group's ajk was Lau...(sorry if i spelled your name wrongly)...I were unfortunately chosen as the group leader...I knew they regret choosing me,the useless leader..haha..I'm sollii~ ^.^
My group-The Orange Earth,Theva's group-Crazy Monkey,Michelle's group-Waterfall and Kabhy's group-The lion...After we drawn our "nice and beautiful" flags (I meant my group's flag only...others' flag were nice) and finished our cheer,then we went to the area where we need to do the obstacle course...This activity for me is scary ler..but for others I think they felt it was challenging and exciting..It's really challenging especially for me...I'm the only 'penakut' there..We need to go through alot of stations..Even the second stations,I already very scared what about the following stations?Before we go through it in our own group,the person who in charge had brief the leaders and ajks first...THAT MEANS...the leaders and ajks must do it twice!!!Oh My God!I need somebody to help me when I were doing the activities...and My hand injured when climbing the 3metres wall with the help of Chun Wayne and Eng Hian...a bit only..not serious at all..=)They both really helped me a lot during the activities go on...Although I were scared...but I'm quite happy that I able to go through the activities...Some of them were laughing at me and called me 'potato' after that...I'm not angry la...don't worry...haha...because I knew I'm the most useless person there,don't dare to do the activities...=)
At night,We had activities in the "hall"...one of it was,the ajks arranged chairs at the lane....Each group per lane and wee need to walk or jump or run through the lane without touching the chairs to get the question.After we know the answer,we need to run through the lane to take the alphabet randomly and run back then the next person will continue to run and take the another alphabet.We enjoyed it.The next activity was...we need to open the 'tali rupiah' which tied on our hand with our own creativity...Next activity was,we sat and made a circle...One person must stay outside the hall and we will pick a leader to lead us do some actions..then the person was allowed to come in and he/she needs to guess who is the leader.If he/she answered wrongly,he/she will get punishment..Luckily I was not chosen to be the person who need to guess..hahaha...
13th June 2008
The 1st activity of that day is kayaking...Damn nice doh...Before kayak,we need to do 'water confidence'.Llyana who is beside me keep holding my hand tightly although the people asked us to relax and don't hold hand.I remembered last time at Redang when we doing this-water confidence,I also don't dare to let go my hand.but this time I'm quite happy that I dare to do it and I really relax that time.The exciting moment came....Everybody was so excited to kayak and we really enjoyed ourself.I partner with Jim,Theva with Lau,Kabhy with Jamal and Michelle with Han...haha..Theva had switched place with Cheam when we 'gabung' the boats together closely..She was so happy that she had the experience.Then we also 'gabung' together and go and "attack" people..haha..Sir Ramzu and Teacher Asma also joined us...They also enjoyed kayaking.After we had our lunch,we went for jungle trekking under the hot sun.Most of us already sweating before the activity starts.Quite syok also.We helped each otherduring the jungle trekking..and guess what???I saw 'babi hutan'!cute du...The guide said..."people don't want to meet 'babi hutan' but you all seems so happy when saw 'babi hutan'and saying the 'babi hutan' cute"...haha..It was the first time I see 'babi hutan'.Then we also saw 'lembu' and 'ayam hutan'...haha..before the jungle trekking starts,we were given an egg each group and our job is to take care of the egg all along the journey..any group who breaks it will get punishment and Michelle's group-Waterfall broke it.At night,we got bbq and group performance..Then Nelson they all started bully me with the 'rocky'(the big bettle..)..bad one..the most unbelievable stuff is...The Orange Earth got the best performance.we were shocked because we did last minute practice and we planned the whole drama last minute...maybe it was our luck or what..haha...then the LCDS Summer Camp Idol 2008 goes to..Syukri!(sorry I don't know how to spell your name) and Crazy Monkey got the best group...
14th June 2008
We woke up quite late..around 8a.m like that..After We had our breakfast..We went back to our room and packed our stuffs..Then,we waited for our school bus to fetch us back to school..before that,we had took photos near the kayaking place..a group photo of all of us..=) It's time for us to go back~Summer Camp 2008 gonna be a part of our beautiful memories..We watched the ghost movie-Jangan Pandang Belakang..along the journey...Some of them (included me) started to scream when saw the "thingy" appeared...Actually the movie is not really that scary la...That's why we shouted at the beginning only...keke..At 2pm we reached school.Michelle,Theva and I rushed to tuition which starts at 2.30pm...but I went to tuition at 3pm because I had my lunch first..First time doh..I late half an hour to tuition..at night got tuition some more...What a tiring day for me~
The next day,they started to talk about they saw the "thingy" at the resort and heard baby crying and so on...Michelle,Kabhy,Theva and I were in the same room..They told they heard baby crying and a lady tapping the baby in a room while we pass by the room to go back our room..but I did not hear anything although I'm walking with them..They said maybe I walked infront so I can't hear..but they said the baby crying loudly so I think if very loud so it's impossible I cant hear it!The Dave and the manager there also heard baby crying at 3a.m. That's creepy man!Luckily they talked about that after we left the resort..Then the guys also said that they played 'pillow fighting' in the room and ter-throw the pillow outside through the window..then they don't dare to pick it so they thought the next morning just go and pick it..and guess what??when they woke up the next morning and saw the pillow was in front of the door!OMG!!!creepy!
I knew you all miss me very much..keke (perasannye)
wow...quite long i didn't update ah..sorry ler..i was very tired after back from the summer camp...forgive me k??=p
let me tell you about the LCDS Summer Camp 2008 which is at the Cheneh Recreation Resort..from 12th June to 14th June..At first,I did not feel like wanna join the summer camp this year...but I decided to join it after got my lovely father's permission..and I felt that I was so lucky I had grab the chance to join the camp...
Thanks,Daddy!I love you~ I think if that day you didn't let me go then I will not have the experience of doing all the activities when I'm 16..
12th June 2008
We left the school at 9 something in the morning...I went to school as usual by van...
The journey to Cheneh took us about 3 hours...We watched movie together in the bus and most of us did not dare to sleep in the bus..because once you close your eyes...Some of them start holding their cameras...take you as their models and start taking your "sweet" or "funny" photos...
When we reached there,the chicken curry was served on the table waiting for us..haha...After we were 'full',We were allowed to 'check-in' and unpacked our stuffs..We need to assemble at the "hall" before we started out next activity-obstacle course.We were divided into groups.Michelle,Theva,Kabhy and I were in the different groups.I were in the same group with Eng Hian,Yu Jing,Jamal and Llyana while my group's ajk was Lau...(sorry if i spelled your name wrongly)...I were unfortunately chosen as the group leader...I knew they regret choosing me,the useless leader..haha..I'm sollii~ ^.^
My group-The Orange Earth,Theva's group-Crazy Monkey,Michelle's group-Waterfall and Kabhy's group-The lion...After we drawn our "nice and beautiful" flags (I meant my group's flag only...others' flag were nice) and finished our cheer,then we went to the area where we need to do the obstacle course...This activity for me is scary ler..but for others I think they felt it was challenging and exciting..It's really challenging especially for me...I'm the only 'penakut' there..We need to go through alot of stations..Even the second stations,I already very scared what about the following stations?Before we go through it in our own group,the person who in charge had brief the leaders and ajks first...THAT MEANS...the leaders and ajks must do it twice!!!Oh My God!I need somebody to help me when I were doing the activities...and My hand injured when climbing the 3metres wall with the help of Chun Wayne and Eng Hian...a bit only..not serious at all..=)They both really helped me a lot during the activities go on...Although I were scared...but I'm quite happy that I able to go through the activities...Some of them were laughing at me and called me 'potato' after that...I'm not angry la...don't worry...haha...because I knew I'm the most useless person there,don't dare to do the activities...=)
At night,We had activities in the "hall"...one of it was,the ajks arranged chairs at the lane....Each group per lane and wee need to walk or jump or run through the lane without touching the chairs to get the question.After we know the answer,we need to run through the lane to take the alphabet randomly and run back then the next person will continue to run and take the another alphabet.We enjoyed it.The next activity was...we need to open the 'tali rupiah' which tied on our hand with our own creativity...Next activity was,we sat and made a circle...One person must stay outside the hall and we will pick a leader to lead us do some actions..then the person was allowed to come in and he/she needs to guess who is the leader.If he/she answered wrongly,he/she will get punishment..Luckily I was not chosen to be the person who need to guess..hahaha...
13th June 2008
The 1st activity of that day is kayaking...Damn nice doh...Before kayak,we need to do 'water confidence'.Llyana who is beside me keep holding my hand tightly although the people asked us to relax and don't hold hand.I remembered last time at Redang when we doing this-water confidence,I also don't dare to let go my hand.but this time I'm quite happy that I dare to do it and I really relax that time.The exciting moment came....Everybody was so excited to kayak and we really enjoyed ourself.I partner with Jim,Theva with Lau,Kabhy with Jamal and Michelle with Han...haha..Theva had switched place with Cheam when we 'gabung' the boats together closely..She was so happy that she had the experience.Then we also 'gabung' together and go and "attack" people..haha..Sir Ramzu and Teacher Asma also joined us...They also enjoyed kayaking.After we had our lunch,we went for jungle trekking under the hot sun.Most of us already sweating before the activity starts.Quite syok also.We helped each otherduring the jungle trekking..and guess what???I saw 'babi hutan'!cute du...The guide said..."people don't want to meet 'babi hutan' but you all seems so happy when saw 'babi hutan'and saying the 'babi hutan' cute"...haha..It was the first time I see 'babi hutan'.Then we also saw 'lembu' and 'ayam hutan'...haha..before the jungle trekking starts,we were given an egg each group and our job is to take care of the egg all along the journey..any group who breaks it will get punishment and Michelle's group-Waterfall broke it.At night,we got bbq and group performance..Then Nelson they all started bully me with the 'rocky'(the big bettle..)..bad one..the most unbelievable stuff is...The Orange Earth got the best performance.we were shocked because we did last minute practice and we planned the whole drama last minute...maybe it was our luck or what..haha...then the LCDS Summer Camp Idol 2008 goes to..Syukri!(sorry I don't know how to spell your name) and Crazy Monkey got the best group...
14th June 2008
We woke up quite late..around 8a.m like that..After We had our breakfast..We went back to our room and packed our stuffs..Then,we waited for our school bus to fetch us back to school..before that,we had took photos near the kayaking place..a group photo of all of us..=) It's time for us to go back~Summer Camp 2008 gonna be a part of our beautiful memories..We watched the ghost movie-Jangan Pandang Belakang..along the journey...Some of them (included me) started to scream when saw the "thingy" appeared...Actually the movie is not really that scary la...That's why we shouted at the beginning only...keke..At 2pm we reached school.Michelle,Theva and I rushed to tuition which starts at 2.30pm...but I went to tuition at 3pm because I had my lunch first..First time doh..I late half an hour to tuition..at night got tuition some more...What a tiring day for me~
The next day,they started to talk about they saw the "thingy" at the resort and heard baby crying and so on...Michelle,Kabhy,Theva and I were in the same room..They told they heard baby crying and a lady tapping the baby in a room while we pass by the room to go back our room..but I did not hear anything although I'm walking with them..They said maybe I walked infront so I can't hear..but they said the baby crying loudly so I think if very loud so it's impossible I cant hear it!The Dave and the manager there also heard baby crying at 3a.m. That's creepy man!Luckily they talked about that after we left the resort..Then the guys also said that they played 'pillow fighting' in the room and ter-throw the pillow outside through the window..then they don't dare to pick it so they thought the next morning just go and pick it..and guess what??when they woke up the next morning and saw the pillow was in front of the door!OMG!!!creepy!
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
so fast!
today quite busy neh...
because tomorrow going to summer camp...
so today must done my moral kerja amal and other homeworks as well..
aiks...so fast~tomorrow summer camp dy...time flies..Now is June man...gonna face with SPM next year..my gosh!I am still playing here!
Hello?tomorrow is summer camp...i still gonna enjoy my life in form four~haha...
this year summer camp not at pulau..so maybe that's the reason why we're not really excited...but..we will enjoy there with friends!That's great~
Okay okay...lets stop here..i need to finish my kerja amal >.<
Sayo-nara~
because tomorrow going to summer camp...
so today must done my moral kerja amal and other homeworks as well..
aiks...so fast~tomorrow summer camp dy...time flies..Now is June man...gonna face with SPM next year..my gosh!I am still playing here!
Hello?tomorrow is summer camp...i still gonna enjoy my life in form four~haha...
this year summer camp not at pulau..so maybe that's the reason why we're not really excited...but..we will enjoy there with friends!That's great~
Okay okay...lets stop here..i need to finish my kerja amal >.<
Sayo-nara~
Friday, June 6, 2008
Blur blur
A boring holiday gonna ends...
and I still have kerja kursus to do..
oh my god~ I'm lazy this holiday!I did not do anything beneficial in this holiday!
aiks..jia yun,jia yun...always like that..later sure regret pulok..
I've no mood lar..to study,to read,....
To play got mood pulok..ish ish ish..
I'm sleepy now...
my mum always say I love to sleep...haha..that's definitely true~
I always sleep...no matter at where and what's the time...
I thought wanna do add maths tim..but I can't...cause I will get wrong answer for every questions I did when I feel sleep...weird right??That's me!
Guess what??!!
Just now I saw Daniel Bego when I going out to "tapao"..
haha..I can't recognize him la..abit abit can kua..or maybe that's illusion seems I'm so blur today..I'm not excited or what la..but maybe if Lilian or Adeline or Andriea(maybe) saw him,they will get excited and happy...MAYBE~seems they so like him(I think so)...
Yesterday was the first time I went to watch finals for aquatic..
They were great,awesome...!
Carmen Ooi had won a gold medal for TERENGGANU yesterday...so damn fast she swims...
That's fantastic..~ I think she is the first and only one who won a gold medal for TERENGGANU in SUKMA 2008...How good if I can be like her(I meant the skills of swimming)...
aiyoyo...jiayun!You dreaming again!You swim also don't know how to swim want to be like Carmen Ooi pulak...aiyak...You,penakut want to be like her??"ban ban tang" la~
Chaoz~
I'm back...haha..Don't bother me..I'm crazy today~
Yesterday I tumpang Andriea went back from the complex and went to tuition with her...
Her dad came fetch us at 6 something in the evening and I stayed at her house around 1 hour like that then we went to Razak's tuition around 7.55p.m. that time no people come yet..So we thought no tuition because It's already late~ Luckily we waited there...
We went to the cafe to have some drinks while waiting them...
Okay...That's all for today nah..Later I simply type pulak seems I blur blur like that...
keke...oh ya...Don't ask me about who is the guy dy nah..forget about it..just ignore the previous post..I just post it to tell out my feelings...Don't keep asking me about it~!!Chaoz~(really chaoz..=p)
and I still have kerja kursus to do..
oh my god~ I'm lazy this holiday!I did not do anything beneficial in this holiday!
aiks..jia yun,jia yun...always like that..later sure regret pulok..
I've no mood lar..to study,to read,....
To play got mood pulok..ish ish ish..
I'm sleepy now...
my mum always say I love to sleep...haha..that's definitely true~
I always sleep...no matter at where and what's the time...
I thought wanna do add maths tim..but I can't...cause I will get wrong answer for every questions I did when I feel sleep...weird right??That's me!
Guess what??!!
Just now I saw Daniel Bego when I going out to "tapao"..
haha..I can't recognize him la..abit abit can kua..or maybe that's illusion seems I'm so blur today..I'm not excited or what la..but maybe if Lilian or Adeline or Andriea(maybe) saw him,they will get excited and happy...MAYBE~seems they so like him(I think so)...
Yesterday was the first time I went to watch finals for aquatic..
They were great,awesome...!
Carmen Ooi had won a gold medal for TERENGGANU yesterday...so damn fast she swims...
That's fantastic..~ I think she is the first and only one who won a gold medal for TERENGGANU in SUKMA 2008...How good if I can be like her(I meant the skills of swimming)...
aiyoyo...jiayun!You dreaming again!You swim also don't know how to swim want to be like Carmen Ooi pulak...aiyak...You,penakut want to be like her??"ban ban tang" la~
Chaoz~
I'm back...haha..Don't bother me..I'm crazy today~
Yesterday I tumpang Andriea went back from the complex and went to tuition with her...
Her dad came fetch us at 6 something in the evening and I stayed at her house around 1 hour like that then we went to Razak's tuition around 7.55p.m. that time no people come yet..So we thought no tuition because It's already late~ Luckily we waited there...
We went to the cafe to have some drinks while waiting them...
Okay...That's all for today nah..Later I simply type pulak seems I blur blur like that...
keke...oh ya...Don't ask me about who is the guy dy nah..forget about it..just ignore the previous post..I just post it to tell out my feelings...Don't keep asking me about it~!!Chaoz~(really chaoz..=p)
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
You...
When I want to contact you..
I try to control myself..
I keep telling myself "don't do that...later you misunderstood or what"...
I'm trying so hard to forget you..
and now..I think I had succeed...
I cried once because of you...
That time I keep telling myself.."stop that.Not worth it!"
I don't know whether the story that 'that person' told me is the truth or not...
I decided not to tell you the story because I don't want you to scold or angry or hate 'that person'...until now...you still don't know about that...
My friends keep telling me...we not suit,you will leave me alone after you went to collage,you will find other better girl at there...
I'm scared...I doubted...worried...
If what they said really happen...
The end,I chose to believe them...and It's over...
Am I stupid?Am I crazy? I dunno...
I just don't want to get regret after It really happens...
I just want to tell you that something that I kept in my heart for quite a long time and I did not tell you that day..
"I AM SORRY"...
ps:I need to tell this out..or not I'll be crazy one day...for keeping this in my heart and keep thinking about it...and now I feel better..=)
I try to control myself..
I keep telling myself "don't do that...later you misunderstood or what"...
I'm trying so hard to forget you..
and now..I think I had succeed...
I cried once because of you...
That time I keep telling myself.."stop that.Not worth it!"
I don't know whether the story that 'that person' told me is the truth or not...
I decided not to tell you the story because I don't want you to scold or angry or hate 'that person'...until now...you still don't know about that...
My friends keep telling me...we not suit,you will leave me alone after you went to collage,you will find other better girl at there...
I'm scared...I doubted...worried...
If what they said really happen...
The end,I chose to believe them...and It's over...
Am I stupid?Am I crazy? I dunno...
I just don't want to get regret after It really happens...
I just want to tell you that something that I kept in my heart for quite a long time and I did not tell you that day..
"I AM SORRY"...
ps:I need to tell this out..or not I'll be crazy one day...for keeping this in my heart and keep thinking about it...and now I feel better..=)
Monday, June 2, 2008
pain
ouch~
it's so pain..
allo...I just fix my braces this afternoon...
at first not pain de...now it starts to make me suffer in pain~
aiya...must suffer until when o???
today borink le...
must eat bubur nia...aiks~
okay lah..no mood...
Bye-bye!
it's so pain..
allo...I just fix my braces this afternoon...
at first not pain de...now it starts to make me suffer in pain~
aiya...must suffer until when o???
today borink le...
must eat bubur nia...aiks~
okay lah..no mood...
Bye-bye!
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Today is The Day
wow..today is the day..
SUKMA akuatik 2008 was started at 9a.m.
I and andriea,theva,..they all went and watch..
quite boring there..
the condition was different from what I thought before this...
I thought it will be very crowded..very 'chee-kek'...
padahal...no people shouting..no people sorak...
aiks...it's different from other events...think so...
i sat there and looking around..everybody was watching with a curious face...
so,the conclusion is..I'm not going to support them tomorrow...
haha..boring la..furthermore my friends not going..
maybe I'm going on the 4th and 5th la...not sure yet..depends ba...
I wonder why we just go and support like that..come back very tired le...
then I took a snap just now...I suddenly awake...
Luckily,I wake up..I got tuition!But I'm still late because my father came and fetch my late...
He always like that.I used to already...
It's alright~I'll always forgive you..=.= haha (no idea)
I have a meaningless holiday this time..Since I did not study for quite a long time..Now I want to study also no mood le...aiks...
Tomorrow I'm going to 'fix' my braces!!!I'm nervous!!!!
SUKMA akuatik 2008 was started at 9a.m.
I and andriea,theva,..they all went and watch..
quite boring there..
the condition was different from what I thought before this...
I thought it will be very crowded..very 'chee-kek'...
padahal...no people shouting..no people sorak...
aiks...it's different from other events...think so...
i sat there and looking around..everybody was watching with a curious face...
so,the conclusion is..I'm not going to support them tomorrow...
haha..boring la..furthermore my friends not going..
maybe I'm going on the 4th and 5th la...not sure yet..depends ba...
I wonder why we just go and support like that..come back very tired le...
then I took a snap just now...I suddenly awake...
Luckily,I wake up..I got tuition!But I'm still late because my father came and fetch my late...
He always like that.I used to already...
It's alright~I'll always forgive you..=.= haha (no idea)
I have a meaningless holiday this time..Since I did not study for quite a long time..Now I want to study also no mood le...aiks...
Tomorrow I'm going to 'fix' my braces!!!I'm nervous!!!!
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008
我们
有 时 候 , 我 觉 得 自 己 的 生 活 很 没 意 思 .
没 有 目 标.....
看 见 了 你 的 照 片....
让 我 想 起 当 年 的 我 们...
虽 然 没 什 么 目 标 但 还 是 过 着 快 乐 的 日 子...
但 现 在 我 们 已 经 长 大 了...我 们 的 生 活 都 有 些 转 变 了...
我 们 的 想 法 都 变 得 更 成 熟...都 没 这 么 的 单 纯...
好 怀 念 以 前 的 日 子...
没 这 么 无 聊...
没 这 么 多 的 烦 恼...
再 怎 样 伤 心 , 难 过...
至 少 还 有 你 在 我 身 旁 逗 我 笑...
但...现 在 那 些 日 子 都 变 成 我 们 的 回 忆...
时 光 再 也 不 会 倒 回 来 了 ...
再 见 吧 , 以 前 的 我 们 .
希 望 你 幸 福 快 乐 !
没 有 目 标.....
看 见 了 你 的 照 片....
让 我 想 起 当 年 的 我 们...
虽 然 没 什 么 目 标 但 还 是 过 着 快 乐 的 日 子...
但 现 在 我 们 已 经 长 大 了...我 们 的 生 活 都 有 些 转 变 了...
我 们 的 想 法 都 变 得 更 成 熟...都 没 这 么 的 单 纯...
好 怀 念 以 前 的 日 子...
没 这 么 无 聊...
没 这 么 多 的 烦 恼...
再 怎 样 伤 心 , 难 过...
至 少 还 有 你 在 我 身 旁 逗 我 笑...
但...现 在 那 些 日 子 都 变 成 我 们 的 回 忆...
时 光 再 也 不 会 倒 回 来 了 ...
再 见 吧 , 以 前 的 我 们 .
希 望 你 幸 福 快 乐 !
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
I am who I am
Yesterday quite enjoy at beach with friend...Before that we went to the kfc swimming pool and see people training and prepare for the SUKMA 2008..We saw William and her sister le...But William very lc..We called him but he did not bother us at all..haha..kd la..We knew he can't hear actually..
keke..
Urm..Just now morning I and my sisters went to jog le...So tiring..1st time I run 2 rounds non-stop o~!haha..(bangga)
okay la..nowadays my life not really interesting or special..Nothing much to share le~
Urm..I found something..This few days I wrote de post,I didn't not think so much just post de...I meant like..What cross my mind then I straight away write,did not care whether my grammar correct or not or something else..I knew my english very bad la...But who cares..I am who I am!!!!!
Don't want write much le...Wanna watch video clip..damn funny~makes me laugh the whole morning dy!bye...see you *.*
keke..
Urm..Just now morning I and my sisters went to jog le...So tiring..1st time I run 2 rounds non-stop o~!haha..(bangga)
okay la..nowadays my life not really interesting or special..Nothing much to share le~
Urm..I found something..This few days I wrote de post,I didn't not think so much just post de...I meant like..What cross my mind then I straight away write,did not care whether my grammar correct or not or something else..I knew my english very bad la...But who cares..I am who I am!!!!!
Don't want write much le...Wanna watch video clip..damn funny~makes me laugh the whole morning dy!bye...see you *.*
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Sad + Happy
(Sad)
This morning i went to clinic and cabut gigi again..because i want to put braces so must cabut 2 teeth...Different doctor help me to cabut gigi today.The previous doctor more pro la...When I went in...The doctor's face so muram..did not smile at all..Then she cabut my teeth so pain..Okay la..but that day wan no this pain also..Then this time..After i cabut,my gusi keep on bleeding so long...Since 10.30am until now 3pm still bleeding..quite worry le...aiks..kek sim with that doctor...Make me suffer so long..
Just now when i took my phone...My phone fell le..So sakit hati~Feel like crying =( First time my phone fell like that..calar liao!O.o
(Happy?)
Later going out with Wei Li le..She just came back..Yesterday she came to badminton we just know she came back le..Later we going to beach...Tomorrow she going to leave kt le...Hope later i'll be happy abit since from morning until now i still very sad~
=(
This morning i went to clinic and cabut gigi again..because i want to put braces so must cabut 2 teeth...Different doctor help me to cabut gigi today.The previous doctor more pro la...When I went in...The doctor's face so muram..did not smile at all..Then she cabut my teeth so pain..Okay la..but that day wan no this pain also..Then this time..After i cabut,my gusi keep on bleeding so long...Since 10.30am until now 3pm still bleeding..quite worry le...aiks..kek sim with that doctor...Make me suffer so long..
Just now when i took my phone...My phone fell le..So sakit hati~Feel like crying =( First time my phone fell like that..calar liao!O.o
Later going out with Wei Li le..She just came back..Yesterday she came to badminton we just know she came back le..Later we going to beach...Tomorrow she going to leave kt le...Hope later i'll be happy abit since from morning until now i still very sad~
=(
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Why?!
Why must they did that to us??
We did not treat them badly...
They treat us not bad...but they just did that in front of us...
Why Why Why??????
Why they 'dua muka'?They born to be???
No no..They can change their attitude if they want to..
That's meaningless to be a human being if they keep on like that...
Why just they can't think if the same incidents happen to them??
They have no feelings?
They have no heart?
They have no brain?
They can't think?
If they can,then why they still doing something...
that hurt people's feelings
that some brainless people will do...
if they know how to tell people faults or mistakes then why they just can't say about themselve???
Know how to say about people mistakes but don't know how to say about ourself..
Is that what human being always do?
Maybe...maybe I also did that sometimes..
but can't be too over ma..They just too over...
They always act good in front of us...but at the back...keep telling something bad to others..
I just hate that!DUA MUKA PUNYE~
They can get oscar award dy~
Aren't them??
I just hope that we do not have any relation...
I just hope that I don't know them...
I just hope that I'll be far away now...
I just hope that I won't see their faces anymore...
I just hope that I've lost all my memories about them...
but...
Just a hope...It doesn't come true at last...
but..
It might comes true after the day we have meet...
Just guess that...
We will forget each other...
We will not meet anymore...
If I'm invisible now,I'll go in front of them and slap them hardly
Time flies..Today is the second day of holiday...actually it's a public holiday >.<
and today is my father's birthday!
Happy birthday,DADDY!!
Just wanna tell you that...
I LOVE YOU!!!
That's my gift to you =p
Muaksss~
=)
We did not treat them badly...
They treat us not bad...but they just did that in front of us...
Why Why Why??????
Why they 'dua muka'?They born to be???
No no..They can change their attitude if they want to..
That's meaningless to be a human being if they keep on like that...
Why just they can't think if the same incidents happen to them??
They have no feelings?
They have no heart?
They have no brain?
They can't think?
If they can,then why they still doing something...
that hurt people's feelings
that some brainless people will do...
if they know how to tell people faults or mistakes then why they just can't say about themselve???
Know how to say about people mistakes but don't know how to say about ourself..
Is that what human being always do?
Maybe...maybe I also did that sometimes..
but can't be too over ma..They just too over...
They always act good in front of us...but at the back...keep telling something bad to others..
I just hate that!DUA MUKA PUNYE~
They can get oscar award dy~
Aren't them??
I just hope that we do not have any relation...
I just hope that I don't know them...
I just hope that I'll be far away now...
I just hope that I won't see their faces anymore...
I just hope that I've lost all my memories about them...
but...
Just a hope...It doesn't come true at last...
but..
It might comes true after the day we have meet...
Just guess that...
We will forget each other...
We will not meet anymore...
Time flies..Today is the second day of holiday...actually it's a public holiday >.<
and today is my father's birthday!
I LOVE YOU!!!
That's my gift to you =p
Muaksss~
=)
Friday, May 23, 2008
Andriea
I want to tell you "Thank you,"
But it doesn’t seem enough.
Words don’t seem sufficient--
"Blah, blah" and all that stuff
Thank you so much for all you do;
You're truly a delight;
When my life overwhelms and does me in,
You make everything all right.
*Thanks for the thingy*
ps:Don't bangga o >.<
Holiday starts..aikss..boring betul~
Help me out~I want go shopping~ =p
But it doesn’t seem enough.
Words don’t seem sufficient--
"Blah, blah" and all that stuff
Thank you so much for all you do;
You're truly a delight;
When my life overwhelms and does me in,
You make everything all right.
*Thanks for the thingy*
ps:Don't bangga o >.<
Holiday starts..aikss..boring betul~
Help me out~I want go shopping~ =p
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Non-Stop
Thanks to Adeline and Andriea anyway!
8 Things I am passionate about:
= My friends
= My lovely family
= Dancing
= Listening songs
= Watch movie/show
= My lovely handphone
= Internet
= Sleep
8 Things I say or do too often:
= Sleep
= Eat
= Bathe
= Watch movie
= Laugh
= "dok tanye pun"
= "who cares"
= "ka be tahan"
8 Things I had read recently:
= Friend's blog
= NST
= Email
= Text book (Exam ma...)
= Exam papers of course~
= Friendster comments...
= Chatbox messages
= SMS
8 Songs I could listen over and over again:
= Bleeding Love
= Low
= Wo Men Zhi Jian (BBT)
= Ai Cai (Janice)
= 5 Yue Tian (SHE)
= Ai Wo De Zhi Ge (SHE)
= Yuan Fang (SHE)
= Yi Shi De Mei Hao (Angela)
8 Things I have learn last year (2007):
= How to answer PMR exam papers
= Friends are important
= Don't cry easily
= Control my emotion
= Don't waste my time..
= Don't trust guys =p
= How to enjoy my holiday after PMR
= Don't be slow motion
8 People I tag:
= Anybody...=)
8 Things I am passionate about:
= My friends
= My lovely family
= Dancing
= Listening songs
= Watch movie/show
= My lovely handphone
= Internet
= Sleep
8 Things I say or do too often:
= Sleep
= Eat
= Bathe
= Watch movie
= Laugh
= "dok tanye pun"
= "who cares"
= "ka be tahan"
= Friend's blog
= NST
= Text book (Exam ma...)
= Exam papers of course~
= Friendster comments...
= Chatbox messages
= SMS
8 Songs I could listen over and over again:
= Bleeding Love
= Low
= Wo Men Zhi Jian (BBT)
= Ai Cai (Janice)
= 5 Yue Tian (SHE)
= Ai Wo De Zhi Ge (SHE)
= Yuan Fang (SHE)
= Yi Shi De Mei Hao (Angela)
8 Things I have learn last year (2007):
= How to answer PMR exam papers
= Friends are important
= Don't cry easily
= Control my emotion
= Don't waste my time..
= Don't trust guys =p
= How to enjoy my holiday after PMR
= Don't be slow motion
8 People I tag:
= Anybody...=)
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Eppy-eppy ya ~
Bla bla black sheep...............
Oh!I'm gonna be crazy man!
Everyday facing with books.Arghhh!
I don't want to study!!!
I'm so happy~
My sister had passed her exam!!!I'm so proud of her!
She studying medic at Melaka...Yesterday her final exam results came out and she was so happy that she had passed~She went to her school in the evening to wait for the results until around 9pm her result just out.I and my family were so worried when she did not answer our call..
Before that she was so scared that she couldn't pass her exam..If she fail,she need to wait for 6 months to retake the exam,man..Study medic is not easy,you know...
That's one of the reason I'm not really interested to study medic after I graduated...keke..
Hooray!!!gonna got people going to treat me soon!=p
My another sister gonna study at KL...Hope she will be alright there...
(take care~I LOVE YOU!)
SUKMA is coming....
I don't know whether my school involve in the cheer leading or not..because the teachers didn't say anything about it after the competition...As I know,those no.1 to no.4 are involve in SUKMA cheer leading..but that day they did not announce which school got no.4,they just announce no.1 to no.3 only..
Few days before I heard some of them said our school got no.4 but the teacher did not inform us anything...Just left about few weeks to go...I don't think we are involve seems the teacher did not take any action...
Aikss...Hope we're involve..
That would be the most precious experience ever...Teachers!!!Faster inform us that we were involve in SUKMA cheer leading 2008!!!I wanna go...
If our school really did not take part in it,I still hope I can go and watch the competition with friends!
To my friend,William who took part in the competition...
Good Luck and All The Best!!!
We know you can do it!!!Gambate...
We will be proud of you~
Oh!I'm gonna be crazy man!
Everyday facing with books.Arghhh!
I don't want to study!!!
I'm so happy~
My sister had passed her exam!!!I'm so proud of her!
She studying medic at Melaka...Yesterday her final exam results came out and she was so happy that she had passed~She went to her school in the evening to wait for the results until around 9pm her result just out.I and my family were so worried when she did not answer our call..
Before that she was so scared that she couldn't pass her exam..If she fail,she need to wait for 6 months to retake the exam,man..Study medic is not easy,you know...
That's one of the reason I'm not really interested to study medic after I graduated...keke..
Hooray!!!gonna got people going to treat me soon!=p
My another sister gonna study at KL...Hope she will be alright there...
(take care~I LOVE YOU!)
SUKMA is coming....
I don't know whether my school involve in the cheer leading or not..because the teachers didn't say anything about it after the competition...As I know,those no.1 to no.4 are involve in SUKMA cheer leading..but that day they did not announce which school got no.4,they just announce no.1 to no.3 only..
Few days before I heard some of them said our school got no.4 but the teacher did not inform us anything...Just left about few weeks to go...I don't think we are involve seems the teacher did not take any action...
Aikss...Hope we're involve..
That would be the most precious experience ever...Teachers!!!Faster inform us that we were involve in SUKMA cheer leading 2008!!!I wanna go...
If our school really did not take part in it,I still hope I can go and watch the competition with friends!
To my friend,William who took part in the competition...
Good Luck and All The Best!!!
We know you can do it!!!Gambate...
We will be proud of you~
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