haihx...for me,school gonna reopen also means that SPM is coming..OMG!!!I haven't prepare le..can die dy~sure all my form de friends very worry,not excluded me!think about school reopen,makes me worry about SPM and ns.I guess,I most worry ns le.not to say I already gurantee that my SPM result very good la..you guys understand right?hmm,actually I scared I am choosen to take part in the ns because I'm really not active in sports and I am not a daring and adventurous person.Furthurmore,I heard that one family sure got one will be choosen.I really very scared le.think about the summer camp this year,we did some of the activities in the obstacle course.That one I also left half nyawa come back.walao~ns?dont dare to think le.pray to god that I wont get it ba!seriously,I dont want le!I dont dare!!!sometimes,really kagum my friends.they dare to accept the challange.they can swim,can balance themselve.not like me,know how to scared this and that only.aiks.hope next life,I will be a daring person ba...
what can I do now?no use to worry about ns also.SPM is the major stuff for me to face now!not about ns!so,now,most important is SPM..another problem..aiks~no one will live without problems.actually,now I was thinking whether I should take account next year or not.I did study about account this year.but I cant decide whether I'm able to handle it or not.because I didn't take any account exam before.before this,I thought that I'm sure that I will take account in SPM.That is before I go for f4.but now,maybe it will remain as a thought kua.why?because my school principle lor.she doesn't allow us to take extra subjects for SPM!maybe scared the students can't get straight A1 lor.but,why don't think in the positive way?maybe the students will get more A's?more students can get straight A's?we can't do anything since she had make the decision.I have heard about it very long dy,but I thought just simply nia.see see,she really don't let the students take extra subjects.actually,we want to take also can.but take privately lor.sounds like very susah like that.must go jabatan fill the form and bla bla...so,now I've to decide.should I spend some time for my account?or should I spend more time in the subjects that I'm sure to take in SPM such as my english?some said,since you spent 1 year for it liao..continue lor~ but also got some said,if you sure you gonna take science stream after SPM,dont take lor..now you study in bm somemore..if later after you finish your uni studies,then wanna do business and wanna learn account..still can take ma..it just need 3 months that time..
I understand myself,I'm a person that dont know how to make and can't make decision.I dont know what I want.I very scared I'll regret with my decision later.aiks.very teruk hor this kind of preson.can't make decision+penakut+don't dare to accept challage+do things that let people hate me+...my bad side,I think one karangan also can't write finish ba..huh...=.=
whatever la~I've to accept all this..I've to face my probs,and you have to face yours.face together gether le..I'll support you always! =)
Sunday, December 28, 2008
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