Trial?SPM?

trial is coming!!!damn stress la.Still feel very lazy to study.What to do ah?This period is camp period.My friends will be going for a camp organized by JPN.Our school top 8 students are not selected for the camp.They said that we'll straight away go for the camp which all participants will be targeted by JPN to score straight A's in their SPM.The camp is held after Trial.So they will see your Trial results,if results not good then maybe you will be eliminated from the camp.but for Mid-year exam's straight A's students,they will consider you in the camp although their Trial results have any slight change.I'm kinda worry.Although I get 9A's in my Mid-year exam but I don't think it's a good news at all because I got the peruncingan.So can I get straight A's in my Trial without the peruncingan?Isit possible?if I didn't get straight A's in my Trial then my chance to go for the Super-Elit camp will be slightly decreased.Actually,I usually don't accept peruncingan but just once for Mid-year because it seems I have too little time!quite regret.If my Trial results not good,it might affect my future studies and maybe I'm not in the Super-Elit camp.for those who are going for the August camp maybe will have another chance to go for the Super-Elit camp if they get very excellent results in their Trial.Can I stay in the Super-Elit camp?It seems they will select students who get no.1 to no.100/no.150 in district level.According to my Mid-year exam results,I got no.89 in district level.It seems it's the lowest no. in SS among SS's top8 students.
=( sadness!!!why so 'teruk'?!Dah la got peruncingan.If not peruncingan,I also don't think I'll get no. in the 100 top students of district level.In this Mid-year exam,there is 37 students in KT got straight A's.Congratz,anyway!Although I got peruncingan but I didnt have any exact questions for the Mid-year exam.I need to say it because some people is like telling that the in front class students got soalan bocor that's why get 9/8 A's.I believe that some might have it but not me!I felt quite dissapointed when one of my teachers suspect me did the questions before that's why get high marks.Just because my TOV got B and in my Mid-year I got 1A?Actually,I didn't revise for my TOV that's why my results drop but you can't say I got soalan bocor without any evidence!That's the first time I got B in that subject in my 2 years study of that subject.Anyway,I'll take it easy as it had passed quite a period of time.
I really hope that I got chance to go for the Super-Elit camp after Trial.I hope I can score straight A's in my Trial because Trial is very important for me besides SPM.



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huh??

我不知道为什么会莫名其妙的等着一个不可能也跟我没关系的东西 -_-
很不习惯这种等的感觉。不喜欢自己这样。