Saturday, August 15, 2009

gonna die

stress! trial! SPM!! =.=

LAZY!!!!


I'm not the usual me =(

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Mixed feelings

Yesterday the amazing race was success...
I think all of the members did have a lot fun especially the 'songkrang' part.
One of the games they even put raw eggs and teh o into the tape water and 'songkarang' us if we touched the ground.and i dropped from the chair that time.damn pain.hehe.but at least my group got no.2...Congratz to William's group got the 1st place and Kabhy's group got the third place!ngam ngam 3 of us Form 5 joined amazing race.=) Gratz to all form 4 AJKs for did such great job this year...

I damn blur yesterday...
don't know what goes wrong with me...morning at Add Mathss tuition keep see the numbers wrongly.either less one '0' or terbalik the numbers.then in the end,all the answers got wrong.What happened to me?First time blurr until like that...

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I know that no matter I said what,no people will believe me.They said me rich but actually is not.They said me smart,but it's not the fact!Not to say anonymous don't believe me,even my friends don't trust me.As if they really understand my background but actually the don't.So I think I better don't deny anything because although I've explained thousands of time,they won't believe or they do as if the trust me but in their hearts they don't.So next time,people said :"you smart dy no need study..."then I'll answer them:"yea lor...".When they said :"you rich dy,no need scholarship also nevermind."I'll say :"right also =)"
If I'm really rich,my parents won't asked me to go to government collage/university.They won't can't afford to pay for my studies if I wanna continnue my studies at overseas!If I'm rich,why my parents keep asking me to study hard so that can get schoolarship for my further studies?
If I'm smart,I won't can't answer the questions asked by my teachers in class.If I'm smart then why I didn't get into top 5 in school?If I'm smart,why I didn't get straight A's for my mid-year examination although I already got the peruncingan?If I'm smart,why I didn't get no.60+ or even higher than that in state like my friends got?
Whatever lah!I'm tired of explaining.Just forget bout it.I've nothing to say about that.


ps:Trial just in 1 month time! =.= study again? =(
pps:I think now I also blur blur like that.Why like that?What happened to me?These few days blur blur jer...aiks.........crapping all way round~