Today is Saturday...Today not a rainy day...but it's a rainy day for me...(crapping~)
Am I stupid?
Am I too sensitive?
Am I 'small gas'?
Am I bad?
Am I not polite?
Am I ???????????????????????????????
My answer:YES,I am...
Life,Is just like a cycle...baby>teen>adult>old>die>...reborn???
:(
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Friday, June 27, 2008
Dont Understand
Human being~
A while say like this..a while say like that..
What you want actually?!!!!
you can talk something bad about them and also be good with them...
I really don't understand whether you like to be with them or you just hate them..
Are you two faces??I don't know...No..I guess~
or you just cannot ignore from them...
I believe you...believe you are not a two-faces person,believe what you said is the truth,...
Maybe you just can't make it..maybe..maybe...
Human being~
A while very close to you..A while ignore from you...
Just like when a guy like you,they will stick with you every second...when he get boring with you,he will try to ignore from you,didn't even say a single word to you when meet you..Isit all guys are like that???maybe some of them..and I hope you are not one of them~(just an example...not must be a guy...maybe a friend..who knows?)
@.@
A while say like this..a while say like that..
What you want actually?!!!!
you can talk something bad about them and also be good with them...
I really don't understand whether you like to be with them or you just hate them..
Are you two faces??I don't know...No..I guess~
or you just cannot ignore from them...
I believe you...believe you are not a two-faces person,believe what you said is the truth,...
Maybe you just can't make it..maybe..maybe...
Human being~
A while very close to you..A while ignore from you...
Just like when a guy like you,they will stick with you every second...when he get boring with you,he will try to ignore from you,didn't even say a single word to you when meet you..Isit all guys are like that???maybe some of them..and I hope you are not one of them~(just an example...not must be a guy...maybe a friend..who knows?)
@.@
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
LCDS SUMMER CAMP 2008
haha..jiayun is back~
I knew you all miss me very much..keke (perasannye)
wow...quite long i didn't update ah..sorry ler..i was very tired after back from the summer camp...forgive me k??=p
let me tell you about the LCDS Summer Camp 2008 which is at the Cheneh Recreation Resort..from 12th June to 14th June..At first,I did not feel like wanna join the summer camp this year...but I decided to join it after got my lovely father's permission..and I felt that I was so lucky I had grab the chance to join the camp...
Thanks,Daddy!I love you~ I think if that day you didn't let me go then I will not have the experience of doing all the activities when I'm 16..
12th June 2008
We left the school at 9 something in the morning...I went to school as usual by van...
The journey to Cheneh took us about 3 hours...We watched movie together in the bus and most of us did not dare to sleep in the bus..because once you close your eyes...Some of them start holding their cameras...take you as their models and start taking your "sweet" or "funny" photos...
When we reached there,the chicken curry was served on the table waiting for us..haha...After we were 'full',We were allowed to 'check-in' and unpacked our stuffs..We need to assemble at the "hall" before we started out next activity-obstacle course.We were divided into groups.Michelle,Theva,Kabhy and I were in the different groups.I were in the same group with Eng Hian,Yu Jing,Jamal and Llyana while my group's ajk was Lau...(sorry if i spelled your name wrongly)...I were unfortunately chosen as the group leader...I knew they regret choosing me,the useless leader..haha..I'm sollii~ ^.^
My group-The Orange Earth,Theva's group-Crazy Monkey,Michelle's group-Waterfall and Kabhy's group-The lion...After we drawn our "nice and beautiful" flags (I meant my group's flag only...others' flag were nice) and finished our cheer,then we went to the area where we need to do the obstacle course...This activity for me is scary ler..but for others I think they felt it was challenging and exciting..It's really challenging especially for me...I'm the only 'penakut' there..We need to go through alot of stations..Even the second stations,I already very scared what about the following stations?Before we go through it in our own group,the person who in charge had brief the leaders and ajks first...THAT MEANS...the leaders and ajks must do it twice!!!Oh My God!I need somebody to help me when I were doing the activities...and My hand injured when climbing the 3metres wall with the help of Chun Wayne and Eng Hian...a bit only..not serious at all..=)They both really helped me a lot during the activities go on...Although I were scared...but I'm quite happy that I able to go through the activities...Some of them were laughing at me and called me 'potato' after that...I'm not angry la...don't worry...haha...because I knew I'm the most useless person there,don't dare to do the activities...=)
At night,We had activities in the "hall"...one of it was,the ajks arranged chairs at the lane....Each group per lane and wee need to walk or jump or run through the lane without touching the chairs to get the question.After we know the answer,we need to run through the lane to take the alphabet randomly and run back then the next person will continue to run and take the another alphabet.We enjoyed it.The next activity was...we need to open the 'tali rupiah' which tied on our hand with our own creativity...Next activity was,we sat and made a circle...One person must stay outside the hall and we will pick a leader to lead us do some actions..then the person was allowed to come in and he/she needs to guess who is the leader.If he/she answered wrongly,he/she will get punishment..Luckily I was not chosen to be the person who need to guess..hahaha...
13th June 2008
The 1st activity of that day is kayaking...Damn nice doh...Before kayak,we need to do 'water confidence'.Llyana who is beside me keep holding my hand tightly although the people asked us to relax and don't hold hand.I remembered last time at Redang when we doing this-water confidence,I also don't dare to let go my hand.but this time I'm quite happy that I dare to do it and I really relax that time.The exciting moment came....Everybody was so excited to kayak and we really enjoyed ourself.I partner with Jim,Theva with Lau,Kabhy with Jamal and Michelle with Han...haha..Theva had switched place with Cheam when we 'gabung' the boats together closely..She was so happy that she had the experience.Then we also 'gabung' together and go and "attack" people..haha..Sir Ramzu and Teacher Asma also joined us...They also enjoyed kayaking.After we had our lunch,we went for jungle trekking under the hot sun.Most of us already sweating before the activity starts.Quite syok also.We helped each otherduring the jungle trekking..and guess what???I saw 'babi hutan'!cute du...The guide said..."people don't want to meet 'babi hutan' but you all seems so happy when saw 'babi hutan'and saying the 'babi hutan' cute"...haha..It was the first time I see 'babi hutan'.Then we also saw 'lembu' and 'ayam hutan'...haha..before the jungle trekking starts,we were given an egg each group and our job is to take care of the egg all along the journey..any group who breaks it will get punishment and Michelle's group-Waterfall broke it.At night,we got bbq and group performance..Then Nelson they all started bully me with the 'rocky'(the big bettle..)..bad one..the most unbelievable stuff is...The Orange Earth got the best performance.we were shocked because we did last minute practice and we planned the whole drama last minute...maybe it was our luck or what..haha...then the LCDS Summer Camp Idol 2008 goes to..Syukri!(sorry I don't know how to spell your name) and Crazy Monkey got the best group...
14th June 2008
We woke up quite late..around 8a.m like that..After We had our breakfast..We went back to our room and packed our stuffs..Then,we waited for our school bus to fetch us back to school..before that,we had took photos near the kayaking place..a group photo of all of us..=) It's time for us to go back~Summer Camp 2008 gonna be a part of our beautiful memories..We watched the ghost movie-Jangan Pandang Belakang..along the journey...Some of them (included me) started to scream when saw the "thingy" appeared...Actually the movie is not really that scary la...That's why we shouted at the beginning only...keke..At 2pm we reached school.Michelle,Theva and I rushed to tuition which starts at 2.30pm...but I went to tuition at 3pm because I had my lunch first..First time doh..I late half an hour to tuition..at night got tuition some more...What a tiring day for me~
The next day,they started to talk about they saw the "thingy" at the resort and heard baby crying and so on...Michelle,Kabhy,Theva and I were in the same room..They told they heard baby crying and a lady tapping the baby in a room while we pass by the room to go back our room..but I did not hear anything although I'm walking with them..They said maybe I walked infront so I can't hear..but they said the baby crying loudly so I think if very loud so it's impossible I cant hear it!The Dave and the manager there also heard baby crying at 3a.m. That's creepy man!Luckily they talked about that after we left the resort..Then the guys also said that they played 'pillow fighting' in the room and ter-throw the pillow outside through the window..then they don't dare to pick it so they thought the next morning just go and pick it..and guess what??when they woke up the next morning and saw the pillow was in front of the door!OMG!!!creepy!
I knew you all miss me very much..keke (perasannye)
wow...quite long i didn't update ah..sorry ler..i was very tired after back from the summer camp...forgive me k??=p
let me tell you about the LCDS Summer Camp 2008 which is at the Cheneh Recreation Resort..from 12th June to 14th June..At first,I did not feel like wanna join the summer camp this year...but I decided to join it after got my lovely father's permission..and I felt that I was so lucky I had grab the chance to join the camp...
Thanks,Daddy!I love you~ I think if that day you didn't let me go then I will not have the experience of doing all the activities when I'm 16..
12th June 2008
We left the school at 9 something in the morning...I went to school as usual by van...
The journey to Cheneh took us about 3 hours...We watched movie together in the bus and most of us did not dare to sleep in the bus..because once you close your eyes...Some of them start holding their cameras...take you as their models and start taking your "sweet" or "funny" photos...
When we reached there,the chicken curry was served on the table waiting for us..haha...After we were 'full',We were allowed to 'check-in' and unpacked our stuffs..We need to assemble at the "hall" before we started out next activity-obstacle course.We were divided into groups.Michelle,Theva,Kabhy and I were in the different groups.I were in the same group with Eng Hian,Yu Jing,Jamal and Llyana while my group's ajk was Lau...(sorry if i spelled your name wrongly)...I were unfortunately chosen as the group leader...I knew they regret choosing me,the useless leader..haha..I'm sollii~ ^.^
My group-The Orange Earth,Theva's group-Crazy Monkey,Michelle's group-Waterfall and Kabhy's group-The lion...After we drawn our "nice and beautiful" flags (I meant my group's flag only...others' flag were nice) and finished our cheer,then we went to the area where we need to do the obstacle course...This activity for me is scary ler..but for others I think they felt it was challenging and exciting..It's really challenging especially for me...I'm the only 'penakut' there..We need to go through alot of stations..Even the second stations,I already very scared what about the following stations?Before we go through it in our own group,the person who in charge had brief the leaders and ajks first...THAT MEANS...the leaders and ajks must do it twice!!!Oh My God!I need somebody to help me when I were doing the activities...and My hand injured when climbing the 3metres wall with the help of Chun Wayne and Eng Hian...a bit only..not serious at all..=)They both really helped me a lot during the activities go on...Although I were scared...but I'm quite happy that I able to go through the activities...Some of them were laughing at me and called me 'potato' after that...I'm not angry la...don't worry...haha...because I knew I'm the most useless person there,don't dare to do the activities...=)
At night,We had activities in the "hall"...one of it was,the ajks arranged chairs at the lane....Each group per lane and wee need to walk or jump or run through the lane without touching the chairs to get the question.After we know the answer,we need to run through the lane to take the alphabet randomly and run back then the next person will continue to run and take the another alphabet.We enjoyed it.The next activity was...we need to open the 'tali rupiah' which tied on our hand with our own creativity...Next activity was,we sat and made a circle...One person must stay outside the hall and we will pick a leader to lead us do some actions..then the person was allowed to come in and he/she needs to guess who is the leader.If he/she answered wrongly,he/she will get punishment..Luckily I was not chosen to be the person who need to guess..hahaha...
13th June 2008
The 1st activity of that day is kayaking...Damn nice doh...Before kayak,we need to do 'water confidence'.Llyana who is beside me keep holding my hand tightly although the people asked us to relax and don't hold hand.I remembered last time at Redang when we doing this-water confidence,I also don't dare to let go my hand.but this time I'm quite happy that I dare to do it and I really relax that time.The exciting moment came....Everybody was so excited to kayak and we really enjoyed ourself.I partner with Jim,Theva with Lau,Kabhy with Jamal and Michelle with Han...haha..Theva had switched place with Cheam when we 'gabung' the boats together closely..She was so happy that she had the experience.Then we also 'gabung' together and go and "attack" people..haha..Sir Ramzu and Teacher Asma also joined us...They also enjoyed kayaking.After we had our lunch,we went for jungle trekking under the hot sun.Most of us already sweating before the activity starts.Quite syok also.We helped each otherduring the jungle trekking..and guess what???I saw 'babi hutan'!cute du...The guide said..."people don't want to meet 'babi hutan' but you all seems so happy when saw 'babi hutan'and saying the 'babi hutan' cute"...haha..It was the first time I see 'babi hutan'.Then we also saw 'lembu' and 'ayam hutan'...haha..before the jungle trekking starts,we were given an egg each group and our job is to take care of the egg all along the journey..any group who breaks it will get punishment and Michelle's group-Waterfall broke it.At night,we got bbq and group performance..Then Nelson they all started bully me with the 'rocky'(the big bettle..)..bad one..the most unbelievable stuff is...The Orange Earth got the best performance.we were shocked because we did last minute practice and we planned the whole drama last minute...maybe it was our luck or what..haha...then the LCDS Summer Camp Idol 2008 goes to..Syukri!(sorry I don't know how to spell your name) and Crazy Monkey got the best group...
14th June 2008
We woke up quite late..around 8a.m like that..After We had our breakfast..We went back to our room and packed our stuffs..Then,we waited for our school bus to fetch us back to school..before that,we had took photos near the kayaking place..a group photo of all of us..=) It's time for us to go back~Summer Camp 2008 gonna be a part of our beautiful memories..We watched the ghost movie-Jangan Pandang Belakang..along the journey...Some of them (included me) started to scream when saw the "thingy" appeared...Actually the movie is not really that scary la...That's why we shouted at the beginning only...keke..At 2pm we reached school.Michelle,Theva and I rushed to tuition which starts at 2.30pm...but I went to tuition at 3pm because I had my lunch first..First time doh..I late half an hour to tuition..at night got tuition some more...What a tiring day for me~
The next day,they started to talk about they saw the "thingy" at the resort and heard baby crying and so on...Michelle,Kabhy,Theva and I were in the same room..They told they heard baby crying and a lady tapping the baby in a room while we pass by the room to go back our room..but I did not hear anything although I'm walking with them..They said maybe I walked infront so I can't hear..but they said the baby crying loudly so I think if very loud so it's impossible I cant hear it!The Dave and the manager there also heard baby crying at 3a.m. That's creepy man!Luckily they talked about that after we left the resort..Then the guys also said that they played 'pillow fighting' in the room and ter-throw the pillow outside through the window..then they don't dare to pick it so they thought the next morning just go and pick it..and guess what??when they woke up the next morning and saw the pillow was in front of the door!OMG!!!creepy!
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
so fast!
today quite busy neh...
because tomorrow going to summer camp...
so today must done my moral kerja amal and other homeworks as well..
aiks...so fast~tomorrow summer camp dy...time flies..Now is June man...gonna face with SPM next year..my gosh!I am still playing here!
Hello?tomorrow is summer camp...i still gonna enjoy my life in form four~haha...
this year summer camp not at pulau..so maybe that's the reason why we're not really excited...but..we will enjoy there with friends!That's great~
Okay okay...lets stop here..i need to finish my kerja amal >.<
Sayo-nara~
because tomorrow going to summer camp...
so today must done my moral kerja amal and other homeworks as well..
aiks...so fast~tomorrow summer camp dy...time flies..Now is June man...gonna face with SPM next year..my gosh!I am still playing here!
Hello?tomorrow is summer camp...i still gonna enjoy my life in form four~haha...
this year summer camp not at pulau..so maybe that's the reason why we're not really excited...but..we will enjoy there with friends!That's great~
Okay okay...lets stop here..i need to finish my kerja amal >.<
Sayo-nara~
Friday, June 6, 2008
Blur blur
A boring holiday gonna ends...
and I still have kerja kursus to do..
oh my god~ I'm lazy this holiday!I did not do anything beneficial in this holiday!
aiks..jia yun,jia yun...always like that..later sure regret pulok..
I've no mood lar..to study,to read,....
To play got mood pulok..ish ish ish..
I'm sleepy now...
my mum always say I love to sleep...haha..that's definitely true~
I always sleep...no matter at where and what's the time...
I thought wanna do add maths tim..but I can't...cause I will get wrong answer for every questions I did when I feel sleep...weird right??That's me!
Guess what??!!
Just now I saw Daniel Bego when I going out to "tapao"..
haha..I can't recognize him la..abit abit can kua..or maybe that's illusion seems I'm so blur today..I'm not excited or what la..but maybe if Lilian or Adeline or Andriea(maybe) saw him,they will get excited and happy...MAYBE~seems they so like him(I think so)...
Yesterday was the first time I went to watch finals for aquatic..
They were great,awesome...!
Carmen Ooi had won a gold medal for TERENGGANU yesterday...so damn fast she swims...
That's fantastic..~ I think she is the first and only one who won a gold medal for TERENGGANU in SUKMA 2008...How good if I can be like her(I meant the skills of swimming)...
aiyoyo...jiayun!You dreaming again!You swim also don't know how to swim want to be like Carmen Ooi pulak...aiyak...You,penakut want to be like her??"ban ban tang" la~
Chaoz~
I'm back...haha..Don't bother me..I'm crazy today~
Yesterday I tumpang Andriea went back from the complex and went to tuition with her...
Her dad came fetch us at 6 something in the evening and I stayed at her house around 1 hour like that then we went to Razak's tuition around 7.55p.m. that time no people come yet..So we thought no tuition because It's already late~ Luckily we waited there...
We went to the cafe to have some drinks while waiting them...
Okay...That's all for today nah..Later I simply type pulak seems I blur blur like that...
keke...oh ya...Don't ask me about who is the guy dy nah..forget about it..just ignore the previous post..I just post it to tell out my feelings...Don't keep asking me about it~!!Chaoz~(really chaoz..=p)
and I still have kerja kursus to do..
oh my god~ I'm lazy this holiday!I did not do anything beneficial in this holiday!
aiks..jia yun,jia yun...always like that..later sure regret pulok..
I've no mood lar..to study,to read,....
To play got mood pulok..ish ish ish..
I'm sleepy now...
my mum always say I love to sleep...haha..that's definitely true~
I always sleep...no matter at where and what's the time...
I thought wanna do add maths tim..but I can't...cause I will get wrong answer for every questions I did when I feel sleep...weird right??That's me!
Guess what??!!
Just now I saw Daniel Bego when I going out to "tapao"..
haha..I can't recognize him la..abit abit can kua..or maybe that's illusion seems I'm so blur today..I'm not excited or what la..but maybe if Lilian or Adeline or Andriea(maybe) saw him,they will get excited and happy...MAYBE~seems they so like him(I think so)...
Yesterday was the first time I went to watch finals for aquatic..
They were great,awesome...!
Carmen Ooi had won a gold medal for TERENGGANU yesterday...so damn fast she swims...
That's fantastic..~ I think she is the first and only one who won a gold medal for TERENGGANU in SUKMA 2008...How good if I can be like her(I meant the skills of swimming)...
aiyoyo...jiayun!You dreaming again!You swim also don't know how to swim want to be like Carmen Ooi pulak...aiyak...You,penakut want to be like her??"ban ban tang" la~
Chaoz~
I'm back...haha..Don't bother me..I'm crazy today~
Yesterday I tumpang Andriea went back from the complex and went to tuition with her...
Her dad came fetch us at 6 something in the evening and I stayed at her house around 1 hour like that then we went to Razak's tuition around 7.55p.m. that time no people come yet..So we thought no tuition because It's already late~ Luckily we waited there...
We went to the cafe to have some drinks while waiting them...
Okay...That's all for today nah..Later I simply type pulak seems I blur blur like that...
keke...oh ya...Don't ask me about who is the guy dy nah..forget about it..just ignore the previous post..I just post it to tell out my feelings...Don't keep asking me about it~!!Chaoz~(really chaoz..=p)
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
You...
When I want to contact you..
I try to control myself..
I keep telling myself "don't do that...later you misunderstood or what"...
I'm trying so hard to forget you..
and now..I think I had succeed...
I cried once because of you...
That time I keep telling myself.."stop that.Not worth it!"
I don't know whether the story that 'that person' told me is the truth or not...
I decided not to tell you the story because I don't want you to scold or angry or hate 'that person'...until now...you still don't know about that...
My friends keep telling me...we not suit,you will leave me alone after you went to collage,you will find other better girl at there...
I'm scared...I doubted...worried...
If what they said really happen...
The end,I chose to believe them...and It's over...
Am I stupid?Am I crazy? I dunno...
I just don't want to get regret after It really happens...
I just want to tell you that something that I kept in my heart for quite a long time and I did not tell you that day..
"I AM SORRY"...
ps:I need to tell this out..or not I'll be crazy one day...for keeping this in my heart and keep thinking about it...and now I feel better..=)
I try to control myself..
I keep telling myself "don't do that...later you misunderstood or what"...
I'm trying so hard to forget you..
and now..I think I had succeed...
I cried once because of you...
That time I keep telling myself.."stop that.Not worth it!"
I don't know whether the story that 'that person' told me is the truth or not...
I decided not to tell you the story because I don't want you to scold or angry or hate 'that person'...until now...you still don't know about that...
My friends keep telling me...we not suit,you will leave me alone after you went to collage,you will find other better girl at there...
I'm scared...I doubted...worried...
If what they said really happen...
The end,I chose to believe them...and It's over...
Am I stupid?Am I crazy? I dunno...
I just don't want to get regret after It really happens...
I just want to tell you that something that I kept in my heart for quite a long time and I did not tell you that day..
"I AM SORRY"...
ps:I need to tell this out..or not I'll be crazy one day...for keeping this in my heart and keep thinking about it...and now I feel better..=)
Monday, June 2, 2008
pain
ouch~
it's so pain..
allo...I just fix my braces this afternoon...
at first not pain de...now it starts to make me suffer in pain~
aiya...must suffer until when o???
today borink le...
must eat bubur nia...aiks~
okay lah..no mood...
Bye-bye!
it's so pain..
allo...I just fix my braces this afternoon...
at first not pain de...now it starts to make me suffer in pain~
aiya...must suffer until when o???
today borink le...
must eat bubur nia...aiks~
okay lah..no mood...
Bye-bye!
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Today is The Day
wow..today is the day..
SUKMA akuatik 2008 was started at 9a.m.
I and andriea,theva,..they all went and watch..
quite boring there..
the condition was different from what I thought before this...
I thought it will be very crowded..very 'chee-kek'...
padahal...no people shouting..no people sorak...
aiks...it's different from other events...think so...
i sat there and looking around..everybody was watching with a curious face...
so,the conclusion is..I'm not going to support them tomorrow...
haha..boring la..furthermore my friends not going..
maybe I'm going on the 4th and 5th la...not sure yet..depends ba...
I wonder why we just go and support like that..come back very tired le...
then I took a snap just now...I suddenly awake...
Luckily,I wake up..I got tuition!But I'm still late because my father came and fetch my late...
He always like that.I used to already...
It's alright~I'll always forgive you..=.= haha (no idea)
I have a meaningless holiday this time..Since I did not study for quite a long time..Now I want to study also no mood le...aiks...
Tomorrow I'm going to 'fix' my braces!!!I'm nervous!!!!
SUKMA akuatik 2008 was started at 9a.m.
I and andriea,theva,..they all went and watch..
quite boring there..
the condition was different from what I thought before this...
I thought it will be very crowded..very 'chee-kek'...
padahal...no people shouting..no people sorak...
aiks...it's different from other events...think so...
i sat there and looking around..everybody was watching with a curious face...
so,the conclusion is..I'm not going to support them tomorrow...
haha..boring la..furthermore my friends not going..
maybe I'm going on the 4th and 5th la...not sure yet..depends ba...
I wonder why we just go and support like that..come back very tired le...
then I took a snap just now...I suddenly awake...
Luckily,I wake up..I got tuition!But I'm still late because my father came and fetch my late...
He always like that.I used to already...
It's alright~I'll always forgive you..=.= haha (no idea)
I have a meaningless holiday this time..Since I did not study for quite a long time..Now I want to study also no mood le...aiks...
Tomorrow I'm going to 'fix' my braces!!!I'm nervous!!!!
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