Mummy

"Mummy,don't think too much.Everything will be alright."That's only thing I can say to mummy when she felt her head is very heavy.I can't do anything!I felt so bad.I want her to be happy always.She will answer me,"you always say like that.You still young,don't know anything yet."Mummy,I'm sorry.I love you =)

Don't think too muchie..

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Why we can't do anything we want to?Why we can't cooperate?Why you so hard to answer me?Why you become like this?Why you irresponsible?Why you treat us like this?Why I bother so much?Why must I help you?Why I so concern about it?Why,Why and Why...keep crossing my mind.I just don't want give a damn about this.But,I know I couldn't..=(


Audition
Audition was end.It's quite okay.But,It seems that some of them were not fully prepared.Maybe the audition was held too early for you guys.But,It's okay.We won't blame you all.In a short time,you all can do that is really good.Keep on practice to make it better.That's only thing I can say.No comments about the performance.We hope to see a complete performance during rehearsal.I thought it will be more dancing performance but actually not.=).hehe.Urm,Monday the results will be announced by Theva.So,be patient.Don't worry,have some confidence.=) (Most of you will be in) Hope you all do your best on that night.That will be your last thing to do for LCDS in year 2008.Try your best!Don't let us disappointed.=D Good luck.


Just now..(few minutes ago)
Fuyooh..I got shocked just now when I'm chatting with my friends.My mummy suddenly shouted at a guy/man.I rushed out to see what's happening.haha.Rupa-rupanye is mummy caught a theif!keke..That guy/man trying to steal the cd when mummy is looking at the other customer.Don't you know that my mummy's eyes very tajam?Sometimes I suspect that she can see 360 degrees.haha..(siao eh..simply say!)..She can see other angle although sometimes you look at her eyes like looking some other places.=) How dare you steal cds at my shop?!Mummy beated him and he ran away after mummy took back the cd which he hid in his shirt.keke..Mummy,you're the best! =D

Promise

Do you know how a person feel when you didn't do what you had promised?I think that you won't know until a person did that to you.I don't give a damn about who you are!Very poor?Very rich?Very famous?or whatever!You are still a human being.If you can't make it,then please,don't promise a person that you can do it.Once you promised,you are giving hope to that person.You know how angry or how disappointed that person is if you broke your promise?!You know you can't make it,then just straight forward tell that person.I think that person will not blame or scold you.What's the point you keep on telling lies to delay your promise?I really don't know what you think.Izit very nice to play a fool with someone?Did you know that you broke your promise will make that person angry at you and hate you?Think before you do.Do not expect people will believe you for the another time once you did that.



ps:I think some of you will keep on guessing who am I saying about.Stop guessing.I'm not referring to anyone.Just trying to say that human beings have feeling.They will understand,if you tell them properly that you really can't make it or what.Telling lies to keep your promise is absolutely a wrong way!I did brake my promise too,but not too over.I did brake some play play de promise.That's different.I meant some serious or important promise in the above text. =)

be considerate...=)

毕 业 了

棒 棒 堂 第 一 届 的 底 迪 毕 业 了 .畢 業 升 級 總 評 比 是 他 们 最 后 一 次 在 模 范 棒 棒 堂 里 表 演 了 .说 实 在 的 ,我 非 常 舍 不 得 他 们 毕 业 ,我 不 要 他 们 毕 业 啦 !模 范 棒 棒 堂 和 我 爱 黑 涩 会 都 是 我 有 空 时 会 看 的 节 目 .底 迪 和 美 眉 的 舞 蹈 让 我 傻 眼 .也 是 他 们 ,让 我 对 舞 蹈 更 有 兴 趣 了.先 说 噢 ,我 是 对 舞 蹈 有 兴 趣 不 代 表 我 会 跳 舞 .我 真 的 很 想 学 但 总 是 没 有 这 个 机 会 .算 了 ,回 到 正 题 .我 真 不 知 道 棒 棒 堂 毕 业 了 ,我 还 能 在 哪 里 看 见 底 迪 们 的 演 出 呢 ?自 从 我 看 了 这 个 节 目 ,我 就 非 常 崇 拜 他 们 .能 唱 又 能 跳 .真 是 太 棒 了 啦 !昨 天 我 用 了 整 个 下 午 看 他 们 的 畢 業 升 級 總 評 比.他 们 真 的 进 步 了 很 多 .我 就 想 如 果 我 能 像 他 们 这 样 就 好 了 !昨 天 我 也 看 了 他 们 交 换 毕 业 礼 物 的 那 一 集,我 眼 泪 不 自 觉 的 流 了,无 法 控 制 .就 一 直 流 不 停 .那 些 画 面 实 在 太 感 人 了 吧 !目 前 为 止 ,我 只 是 看 了 星 光 大 道 ,模 范 棒 棒 堂 和 我 爱 黑 涩 会 才 哭 .我 想 ,我 也 太 容 易 被 感 动 了 吧 .看 到 底 迪 就 要 离 开 模 范 棒 棒 堂,离 开 一 个 把 他 们 训 练 成 非 常 棒 的 舞 蹈 者 和 歌 星 的 地 方 .他 们 应 该 很 舍 不 得 吧!他 们 的 范 范 姐 也 一 定 很 舍 不 得 他 们 的 离 开 .但 ,他 们 总 不 能 一 直 呆 在 那 里 ,不 去 面 对 更 好 的 发 展 吧 .我 希 望 他 们 每 一 个 都 能 成 为 明 星 ,成 为 一 个 全 世 界 人 人 都 知 的 明 星 .也 希 望 他 们 有 更 好 的 发 展 .在 别 的 舞 台 发 光 发 热 !这 样 子 ,我 也 有 机 会 继 续 看 他 们 令 人 傻 眼 的 演 出 了 !第 一 届 的 棒 棒 堂 底 迪 们 ,加 油 !!!六 棒 ,加 油 !

we must try to look forward,don't keep looking backward...

Friends

Since I changed to SMKSS from Chung Hwa primary,people started asking me,why you will change to ss?your sisters all study Chung Hwa secondary.Until now,the 4th year I changed to SMKSS,people still asking me about that.Haha.Actually no people who force me to change to ss.At first,mummy asked me to change to ss but she did not force me.kokor also encourage me to go ss.Then I thought that I wanna change the environment summore last time I didn't mix with many people.I know them,they know me.That's all our relation goes.I decided to change to ss.But,even one of my friends dont know that I'm changing school.I don't want to tell them.I don't want to face the sad situation.They knew I go to ss when school reopen.They were shocked and some of them asked me.Haha.Until now,I didn't gather with them even once!Can't imagine how much I miss them.My lovely friends that played with me,talked with me,holded my hand to the canteen...I really miss the time...Since so long we didn't meet,our relationship also getting renggang.When meet them,I didn't know what to say to them.Because we already staying in a different world,different environment,know different types of people.
Until now and forever,I never regret I changed to ss.I got to know new friends in ss.They had make my life better.I started to get into sports,activities and alot alot more.I'm glad to know them.Although sure got some times quarrel,get angry,backstab happened among friends.But,I'm happy to be with them.Without them,I don't think I can laugh like a mad girl everyday.Haha.
I think I'll never forget the moments we played together,laugh together until the day I lost memories(nyanyok) =p..Of course I also miss my Chung Hwa friends alot.

I remember...

My hope comes true

Today went to school,for nothing.aiks.but got benefits also la.Luckily teacher didn't ask us to do oral.haha.I did not prepare anything ler!At least,today we knew marks of some subjects.I'm very happy that,I managed to reach my target marks for my modern maths.It's a very very good news for me!although it might be common to some of them.For me,it's nearly an impossible thing to get.Always after get the result of maths since form 1,I always think that,why,why the god just dont let me to reach the target.Always the result will be less 1 or 2 or even 3 marks than my targeted marks.I wished to achieve it since i was form 2.but always got dissapointed.although people think that,the results is already good enough,but i still not satisfied!
Today,Nuzran and Imran came in to the class and said,jiayun,you got 100 for your modern maths.My 1st respond was,jangan tipu ah,tak mungkin.I ajak Michelle to go and ask teacher for our marks.Teacher was not there.We curi-curi see our marks.Then I got to know what Nuzran said was true.I really got 100 for my modern maths!This is the 1st time since I stepped in SMKSS.1st time!Weird was,I didnt feel really happy after that,not like what I thought.On the journey back,I was thinking that,I'll tell this happy news for me to my mum when I reached home.When I was thinking of that,I smile.Luckily nobody notice that.If not,they will say that I have gone crazy.keke.I smile because I knew that mummy will be very happy if she knew about this.haha.Cause I always complain to her about my maths marks and she always say I'm careless.She did not blebel yet she encouraged me to be more careful next time.=) I'm very very satisfied with my modern maths result this time.I hope I can keep it on for exams coming soon.I'm glad to see my mummy happy too!
Today I got my Sejarah marks too.I did not achieve my target for Sejarah paper.I still get C for it although it's better than the previous test.Not satisfy yet.Try to get better result in my final test.Possible?Maybe because of my Sejarah result,I'm not so happy now.I read all the chapters,but still can't get A or B.aiks..sedihnye.wasted my time.I did not do well in my essay part.Maybe I need to correct my way of study Sejarah.Nevermind,ignore it.=p

=)=)=)=)

Puasa month

Wakakka!!!I ended up with a big smile after my chemistry paper!Don't think too much..I smile is just because my monthly test had come to a full stop not because the questions are easy..It's damn hard k..plus I didnt study before the exam..just look through some notes but a single alphabets could stick in my brain!Luckily michelle,lim and me did some discussion about chemistry before test start..I can easily absorb the points..Thank you~ haha..Suddenly today feel very borink..maybe I used to fill up every seconds to study before my test kut..today didn't do anything so borink..I knew although test finished,I still need to study..but sabor ah,my brain need to rest also leh..let it realx half day also can kua..( say only half day,padahal until final exam is around the corner baru want to study =p ) This few days,I easily forget stuffs...study too much kut..haha..I forgot sir Razak cancelled Monday tuition,I forgot that a LCDS meeting is on on tuesday and etc. I like nyanyok already..aiks..
Damn la! during exam period,we only have 20 minutes to break before continue for the next paper!I think the principal expecting us to puasa together with her..Where can like that!dah la puasa everyday eat bread only..Now,we don't even have time to eat!Maybe not her fault lar,maybe there is not enough time since our 1 test paper took 2 hours plus.I HOPE she will not do that,will not gave the nons to eat for just 20 minutes..Let us see the timetable tomorrow..

Exam,exam..just let it over!