Mixed feelings

Yesterday the amazing race was success...
I think all of the members did have a lot fun especially the 'songkrang' part.
One of the games they even put raw eggs and teh o into the tape water and 'songkarang' us if we touched the ground.and i dropped from the chair that time.damn pain.hehe.but at least my group got no.2...Congratz to William's group got the 1st place and Kabhy's group got the third place!ngam ngam 3 of us Form 5 joined amazing race.=) Gratz to all form 4 AJKs for did such great job this year...

I damn blur yesterday...
don't know what goes wrong with me...morning at Add Mathss tuition keep see the numbers wrongly.either less one '0' or terbalik the numbers.then in the end,all the answers got wrong.What happened to me?First time blurr until like that...

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I know that no matter I said what,no people will believe me.They said me rich but actually is not.They said me smart,but it's not the fact!Not to say anonymous don't believe me,even my friends don't trust me.As if they really understand my background but actually the don't.So I think I better don't deny anything because although I've explained thousands of time,they won't believe or they do as if the trust me but in their hearts they don't.So next time,people said :"you smart dy no need study..."then I'll answer them:"yea lor...".When they said :"you rich dy,no need scholarship also nevermind."I'll say :"right also =)"
If I'm really rich,my parents won't asked me to go to government collage/university.They won't can't afford to pay for my studies if I wanna continnue my studies at overseas!If I'm rich,why my parents keep asking me to study hard so that can get schoolarship for my further studies?
If I'm smart,I won't can't answer the questions asked by my teachers in class.If I'm smart then why I didn't get into top 5 in school?If I'm smart,why I didn't get straight A's for my mid-year examination although I already got the peruncingan?If I'm smart,why I didn't get no.60+ or even higher than that in state like my friends got?
Whatever lah!I'm tired of explaining.Just forget bout it.I've nothing to say about that.


ps:Trial just in 1 month time! =.= study again? =(
pps:I think now I also blur blur like that.Why like that?What happened to me?These few days blur blur jer...aiks.........crapping all way round~

Trial?SPM?

trial is coming!!!damn stress la.Still feel very lazy to study.What to do ah?This period is camp period.My friends will be going for a camp organized by JPN.Our school top 8 students are not selected for the camp.They said that we'll straight away go for the camp which all participants will be targeted by JPN to score straight A's in their SPM.The camp is held after Trial.So they will see your Trial results,if results not good then maybe you will be eliminated from the camp.but for Mid-year exam's straight A's students,they will consider you in the camp although their Trial results have any slight change.I'm kinda worry.Although I get 9A's in my Mid-year exam but I don't think it's a good news at all because I got the peruncingan.So can I get straight A's in my Trial without the peruncingan?Isit possible?if I didn't get straight A's in my Trial then my chance to go for the Super-Elit camp will be slightly decreased.Actually,I usually don't accept peruncingan but just once for Mid-year because it seems I have too little time!quite regret.If my Trial results not good,it might affect my future studies and maybe I'm not in the Super-Elit camp.for those who are going for the August camp maybe will have another chance to go for the Super-Elit camp if they get very excellent results in their Trial.Can I stay in the Super-Elit camp?It seems they will select students who get no.1 to no.100/no.150 in district level.According to my Mid-year exam results,I got no.89 in district level.It seems it's the lowest no. in SS among SS's top8 students.
=( sadness!!!why so 'teruk'?!Dah la got peruncingan.If not peruncingan,I also don't think I'll get no. in the 100 top students of district level.In this Mid-year exam,there is 37 students in KT got straight A's.Congratz,anyway!Although I got peruncingan but I didnt have any exact questions for the Mid-year exam.I need to say it because some people is like telling that the in front class students got soalan bocor that's why get 9/8 A's.I believe that some might have it but not me!I felt quite dissapointed when one of my teachers suspect me did the questions before that's why get high marks.Just because my TOV got B and in my Mid-year I got 1A?Actually,I didn't revise for my TOV that's why my results drop but you can't say I got soalan bocor without any evidence!That's the first time I got B in that subject in my 2 years study of that subject.Anyway,I'll take it easy as it had passed quite a period of time.
I really hope that I got chance to go for the Super-Elit camp after Trial.I hope I can score straight A's in my Trial because Trial is very important for me besides SPM.



ps:生日快乐。希望你有个成功的人生。最重要的是，要开开心心的喔！=) 深深地祝福你。

huh??

我不知道为什么会莫名其妙的等着一个不可能也跟我没关系的东西 -_-
很不习惯这种等的感觉。不喜欢自己这样。

本小姐的胡言乱语

今天本来是心情还满不错的。可是发生了一件还算小件的事情，让我的心情直接往下跌。完完全全的没心情。就是因为被怀疑，被冤枉！唉！伤心！可是我学会了坚强，我要更加努力证明你对我的想法是完全错的！虽然如此，心情还是被影响了。其实，被冤枉的滋味还真是不好受啊！拿到了还不赖的成绩，爸妈没说什么，只是说:好啊！可是可是。。。为什么我的开心只是保留在那几秒钟内? 是不是因为更重要的考试将来临? 还是因为发生的那件很小事情? 或是因为得到了考试范围所以也不算什么? 还是。。。到底是怎样啦?！哎哟！算了啦！就算拿到再多的A也没用。全级的名次也拿不到5名之内啊！重要的是，我要努力在下一个考试得到更好的成绩，在年尾的大考做到最好的！加油！你可以的！

无聊:
在一部连续剧里，他说男人和女人讲骗话是因为两个不一样的原因。男人说骗话是因为刻意隐瞒一件事情而女人讲骗话是因为不想让对方伤心。
他也说了，在世界上爱情和贫穷是不能隐瞒的。
我反而觉得在这21世纪里，爱情对某些人来说就像家常便饭。换对象像换衣服一样。爱情已经变得没有意义了。当你面对一个人的时候，你也不敢肯定那个人是否正在真心的对待你。只会不断的猜测和怀疑。男人啊，到底你能被信任的程度到那里呢?

Summer Camp!

SUMMER CAMP '09

Although this year summer camp which is held at Pulau Redang was not really satisfied,but I did have fun there with all my friends.For members whom didn't enjoy their trip,I felt really sorry.I thought that this summer camp did dissapoint you guys.the committees also didnt expect such trip but pls do forgive us for those unhappy incidents *.*

I love the happy momments with my friends =)

Thanks,friends whom did make my trip happy and enjoyful.I won't forget you guys and the momments we been together although this might be the last trip for us (but I don't hope so)..Love you guys!<3

ps:sorry for not been updating my blog for quite some time...