carine's pages

2009-10-30T00:07:00.001+08:00

finally.....Carine had graduated!!!!!! for secondary school only lolz!=p

camp+dinner

2009-10-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

Trial results were out for quite sometimes.Quite happy cause I had achieved my target of getting "straight As" for my SPM Trial.It's PURE straight As kay...no peruncingan...but I knew some will not belive it.so what?You dont believe doesn't matter,asalkan my parents,friends and myself knew bout it.At least,this time I'm able to get 8 1As and 2 2As in this examination.I scored 2A for my English and Biology.aiks.why my English so bad?!what can I do?!seriously have no idea.haven't start study for my SPM.aiks.started to worry bout it.just settled down from my Akademi Star camp and ELS Annual Dinner.The camp was held at midtown and it was awesome!much more better compared to the school camp at Seri Malaysia.Don't feel like coming back also after 5 days staying there.Met all the pro students and was quite stressful.Some of theier results were much more better than mine for this trial.So,it seems that nothing I can satisfy about for my Trial results.I'm just one of the weak students compared to them,the elit students.I met some proud people and some friendly ones or even funny ones.I wonder what they should be proud about?just because of their straight As results for trial?It didn't mean anything.If you're proud and not socialise with others,so nobody will like you even if you scored 10 1As.Oh ya,the JPN is going to change the greding system from 1A/2A to A+,A and A- starting this year SPM.So unlucky.aiks.They should start it next year because their purpose of changing the greding system is to defferentiate the very good students and good student when the number of subjects s limited to 10 subjects.It's like a sudden news for us,the fifth-formers.It's just left 1 and the half months to SPM and now only you announce this news.It's so hard for us to use to this greding system.

ELS Annual Dinner on 2nd Oct 2009 was not bad.Although some problems can be seen clearly but I knew the AJKs did try their best to make us enjoy that night.Honestly,I'm didn't enjoy much this year compared to the previous year.Maybe because of the number of members to the dinner or because of the memebers were not cooperating.But everything was okay.Good job done by the AJKs.For the first time I wore saree to Annual Dinner and some of them were quite suprise even some of my seniors laughed at me after saw my pictures.It may look funny/not nice for you all but actually I was quite satisfied.I did a good try!A nice memory for me to keep!Able to snap pictures with my friends and juniors was a quite happy thing for me and I'll keep all the pictures carefully because it was one of the memories that is worth to keep throughout my life.Gonna graduate soon.Bye,juniors!good luck and all the best in everything!Don't ever try to forget me yea~haha...

Nitez,
-carine-

莫名其妙！

2009-09-23T23:52:00.003+08:00

--->马来新年的第一天，我和daddy去giant买东西。当要排队给钱时，在我们前面有一家马来人。那位爸爸就到别处去找一个比较少人的柜台。我和daddy也去找。然后刚好去到同样的柜台。因为我是推着那个车子过去的而他正在叫他的老婆推他们的车子过来。他就凶巴巴的看住我们，以为我们要抢他的位子。他说:"orang beratur doh!"。哼！谁稀罕啊？daddy 就还满不耐烦地应他:"doh tak pe la.bukan la orang nok ambil tempat tu.dok soh la cakap gitu."结果他什么也没说，只是一直瞪着我们。当时，我还满害怕的！哈哈。因为他差不多像要打架了只缺他还没动手而已。说真的，我去过百货公司这么多次，我很少见到华人插队的。像那天我和jiejie 去mydin，有一个makcik竟敢插我们的队耶！真是的！我们没找事而已就以为我们好欺负！老虎不发挥就把它当成是病猫呢！

---〉有些人就是生在福中不知福！人家这么有诚意的帮他，他却不知好歹。哎！什么跟什么嘛！人家帮他，不想让他做得太累。可是他却一声"谢谢"都不说，还要骂人家麻烦他这个那个的。我真是。。。无话可说啊！所为"本性难移"。告诉他也没用啊。忘了吧，蔡嘉韵~

--->突然，他再次出现。突然，人家又再说起以前的事。虽然都已过了这么久。。。我想我也没什么好想的了。我们都已找到了新的开始。=）过去的就让它过去吧~！人众不该停留在过去啊。努力向前迈进！为我们自己的未来奋斗！加油！哈哈

大家晚安！

Form 5 life gonna end...

2009-09-18T18:57:00.003+08:00

trial finally ended,but I don't feel relief at all because SPM is coming.results was out for certain subjects.My english is really bad!but luckily got A..."atas tong" je.Not satisfied with myself!still got some subjects' results haven't know.maybe sunday will know.hope my results are satisfying for me nah.I really hope I hit my target for this trial and SPM *.* This 28th I got a camp organized by JPN.5 days weh...I gonna miss my mummy!haha.2nd Oct camp ends,got annual dinner pulak at night.That day will be busy le.rush here and there.aiks.later not enough sleep pulak.hehe.but I'm glad I got chosen to go for the camp.meet all those smart people from other school.sure very stress!I alone only chinese girl =( no people can accompany me.Actually,I don't know whether I really deserve it or not.so I'm not really happy when I got to know that I'm chosen to go this camp.huh...hope they didn't chose the wrong person nah =p.I hope I can do well in SPM.I hope my friends hit their own targets,got what they want.hope on the day we take SPM results,everybody is smiling,laughing or even shouting for happiness!

all the five-formers are going to graduate soon.gonna miss my school life,teachers,my juniors and especially my beloved and funny friends!Time waits for no man.Felt like just last year I enter the school but now gonna graduate.I still remember past years...We smile together,laugh together,"lepak" together...I'll remember all these unless I "nyanyok" lah.hehe.Annual dinner is coming.I don't know how the AJKs organising it.hope everything is all right for my last year in the club and school."Good Luck!!!"..keke.just try your best to make it a success although I knew you all having some problems among the AJKs.take it easy.It's just what AJKs always face while organising an activity.I hope next year ELS will go on with success nah! =)

gonna die

2009-08-15T13:52:00.001+08:00

stress! trial! SPM!! =.=

LAZY!!!!

I'm not the usual me =(

Mixed feelings

2009-08-01T18:02:00.004+08:00

Yesterday the amazing race was success...
I think all of the members did have a lot fun especially the 'songkrang' part.
One of the games they even put raw eggs and teh o into the tape water and 'songkarang' us if we touched the ground.and i dropped from the chair that time.damn pain.hehe.but at least my group got no.2...Congratz to William's group got the 1st place and Kabhy's group got the third place!ngam ngam 3 of us Form 5 joined amazing race.=) Gratz to all form 4 AJKs for did such great job this year...

I damn blur yesterday...
don't know what goes wrong with me...morning at Add Mathss tuition keep see the numbers wrongly.either less one '0' or terbalik the numbers.then in the end,all the answers got wrong.What happened to me?First time blurr until like that...

____________________________________________________________________

I know that no matter I said what,no people will believe me.They said me rich but actually is not.They said me smart,but it's not the fact!Not to say anonymous don't believe me,even my friends don't trust me.As if they really understand my background but actually the don't.So I think I better don't deny anything because although I've explained thousands of time,they won't believe or they do as if the trust me but in their hearts they don't.So next time,people said :"you smart dy no need study..."then I'll answer them:"yea lor...".When they said :"you rich dy,no need scholarship also nevermind."I'll say :"right also =)"
If I'm really rich,my parents won't asked me to go to government collage/university.They won't can't afford to pay for my studies if I wanna continnue my studies at overseas!If I'm rich,why my parents keep asking me to study hard so that can get schoolarship for my further studies?
If I'm smart,I won't can't answer the questions asked by my teachers in class.If I'm smart then why I didn't get into top 5 in school?If I'm smart,why I didn't get straight A's for my mid-year examination although I already got the peruncingan?If I'm smart,why I didn't get no.60+ or even higher than that in state like my friends got?
Whatever lah!I'm tired of explaining.Just forget bout it.I've nothing to say about that.

ps:Trial just in 1 month time! =.= study again? =(
pps:I think now I also blur blur like that.Why like that?What happened to me?These few days blur blur jer...aiks.........crapping all way round~

Trial?SPM?

2009-07-25T13:04:00.003+08:00

trial is coming!!!damn stress la.Still feel very lazy to study.What to do ah?This period is camp period.My friends will be going for a camp organized by JPN.Our school top 8 students are not selected for the camp.They said that we'll straight away go for the camp which all participants will be targeted by JPN to score straight A's in their SPM.The camp is held after Trial.So they will see your Trial results,if results not good then maybe you will be eliminated from the camp.but for Mid-year exam's straight A's students,they will consider you in the camp although their Trial results have any slight change.I'm kinda worry.Although I get 9A's in my Mid-year exam but I don't think it's a good news at all because I got the peruncingan.So can I get straight A's in my Trial without the peruncingan?Isit possible?if I didn't get straight A's in my Trial then my chance to go for the Super-Elit camp will be slightly decreased.Actually,I usually don't accept peruncingan but just once for Mid-year because it seems I have too little time!quite regret.If my Trial results not good,it might affect my future studies and maybe I'm not in the Super-Elit camp.for those who are going for the August camp maybe will have another chance to go for the Super-Elit camp if they get very excellent results in their Trial.Can I stay in the Super-Elit camp?It seems they will select students who get no.1 to no.100/no.150 in district level.According to my Mid-year exam results,I got no.89 in district level.It seems it's the lowest no. in SS among SS's top8 students.
=( sadness!!!why so 'teruk'?!Dah la got peruncingan.If not peruncingan,I also don't think I'll get no. in the 100 top students of district level.In this Mid-year exam,there is 37 students in KT got straight A's.Congratz,anyway!Although I got peruncingan but I didnt have any exact questions for the Mid-year exam.I need to say it because some people is like telling that the in front class students got soalan bocor that's why get 9/8 A's.I believe that some might have it but not me!I felt quite dissapointed when one of my teachers suspect me did the questions before that's why get high marks.Just because my TOV got B and in my Mid-year I got 1A?Actually,I didn't revise for my TOV that's why my results drop but you can't say I got soalan bocor without any evidence!That's the first time I got B in that subject in my 2 years study of that subject.Anyway,I'll take it easy as it had passed quite a period of time.
I really hope that I got chance to go for the Super-Elit camp after Trial.I hope I can score straight A's in my Trial because Trial is very important for me besides SPM.

ps:生日快乐。希望你有个成功的人生。最重要的是，要开开心心的喔！=) 深深地祝福你。

huh??

2009-07-03T22:12:00.002+08:00

我不知道为什么会莫名其妙的等着一个不可能也跟我没关系的东西 -_-
很不习惯这种等的感觉。不喜欢自己这样。

本小姐的胡言乱语

2009-06-16T22:39:00.001+08:00

今天本来是心情还满不错的。可是发生了一件还算小件的事情，让我的心情直接往下跌。完完全全的没心情。就是因为被怀疑，被冤枉！唉！伤心！可是我学会了坚强，我要更加努力证明你对我的想法是完全错的！虽然如此，心情还是被影响了。其实，被冤枉的滋味还真是不好受啊！拿到了还不赖的成绩，爸妈没说什么，只是说:好啊！可是可是。。。为什么我的开心只是保留在那几秒钟内? 是不是因为更重要的考试将来临? 还是因为发生的那件很小事情? 或是因为得到了考试范围所以也不算什么? 还是。。。到底是怎样啦?！哎哟！算了啦！就算拿到再多的A也没用。全级的名次也拿不到5名之内啊！重要的是，我要努力在下一个考试得到更好的成绩，在年尾的大考做到最好的！加油！你可以的！

无聊:
在一部连续剧里，他说男人和女人讲骗话是因为两个不一样的原因。男人说骗话是因为刻意隐瞒一件事情而女人讲骗话是因为不想让对方伤心。
他也说了，在世界上爱情和贫穷是不能隐瞒的。
我反而觉得在这21世纪里，爱情对某些人来说就像家常便饭。换对象像换衣服一样。爱情已经变得没有意义了。当你面对一个人的时候，你也不敢肯定那个人是否正在真心的对待你。只会不断的猜测和怀疑。男人啊，到底你能被信任的程度到那里呢?

Summer Camp!

2009-06-12T22:35:00.003+08:00

SUMMER CAMP '09

Although this year summer camp which is held at Pulau Redang was not really satisfied,but I did have fun there with all my friends.For members whom didn't enjoy their trip,I felt really sorry.I thought that this summer camp did dissapoint you guys.the committees also didnt expect such trip but pls do forgive us for those unhappy incidents *.*

I love the happy momments with my friends =)

Thanks,friends whom did make my trip happy and enjoyful.I won't forget you guys and the momments we been together although this might be the last trip for us (but I don't hope so)..Love you guys!<3

ps:sorry for not been updating my blog for quite some time...

Doubt

2009-05-11T17:26:00.002+08:00

Exam period...felt that time is not enough and it passes very fast...after read a few pages for revision,1 hour passed.see,how fast the time passed!
I'm doubting whether I should drop Tassawur Islam or not.It's about Islam and more to concept and a little bit like Sejarah.It's actually a burden for me,I know.But I just think that I should take 11 subjects,I don't know why.Maybe the seniors all took 11 subjects?Now I thought,Is that you get how many A's more important or you straight As' or not more important?Tassawur Islam is nothing to do with my future life and the course I wanna take for my further studies.So, should I dropped this subject??the worse thing is that I must make my decision by tonight and tommorrow is the last day for me whether to drop any subjects or to add any subjects?Know what?my mid-year exam have Tassawur paper.aiks..I don't know a single about f4 of that subject!but I found it easier to understand compared to Sejarah.help me!should I drop?I can't make any decision~ zzzz...@.@

wish me luck for my mid-year examination..bye~

25th April 2009

2009-04-30T23:48:00.005+08:00

At home after kawat..darker dy =( sadness~

Sports day...

For the first time I joined kawat kaki for sukan.and also for the 1st year I'm being 'so' active in pandu puteri unit beruniform,I guess.Kawat kaki is fun actually.I did enjoyed during our practice time.Our president of pandu puteri also very funny and good.I didn't feel regret at all for joining kawat kaki this year since it's my last year in SMKSS although must stand under the supper hot sun.They asked me to hold the 'sepanduk' because I didn't wear tudung.Padahal evy also didn't wear tudung~ I'm so nervous after get to know that I must hold the 'sepanduk',knowing that I'm standing infront (the first person) and also means that I must lead Pandu Puteri kawat kaki.Of course I'll be worry because I've no experience in kawat kaki at all.But at least still know how to turn and the steps abit abit lor.But but but..You ask me to lead them?OMG~ Before the day comes,I kept thinking,what if I walk in the wrong lane?What if my steps different form others?What if..?arghh!

At last I challanged myself to go for it.Everything is okay but we lost in the competition =( as expected.The champion of Kawat Kaki Bukan Kerajaan goes to Puteri Islam.something funny goes on..The 'sepanduk girl' of Puteri Islam actually did make-up and my friend to me,"If you make-up sure we will win!" lol...haha..Her make-up quite thick and I wondered if she sweat and her make-up will be like......okay okay~stop it.haha.not good talk about others =p Second place for Kawat Kaki Bukan Kerajaan goes to Pengakap,I think.While champion for Kawat Kaki Kerajaan goes to...Kadet Polis Wanita!..as expected?Second place is PKBM.Rumah LAKSAMANA won in the kawat kaki and second place is rumah Mahkota.haha~

Some good news here!

This year,Kejohanan Olahraga yang ke-59,Champion goes to...LAKSAMANA!!!finally...Laksama won!maybe it knows that I'm going to leave the school that's why?=p don't want to dissapoint me.haha.Second place,if not mistaken is Mahkota and third goes to Paduka.Last?you know which rumah dy right?keke.Damn happy.This year I really enjoy the Kejohanan Olahraga.Oh ya,congratz to my beloved bf,Amirtha for giving 'sumbangan' to rumah Laksama by gaining the second place in acara Lompat Tinggi Bawah 18 Tahun.And also to lilian..Third place in acara Lari 100 Meter(if not mistaken) and...(forget dy) paise *.* Anyway,congratz!!

LAKSAMANA GO GO GO~=)=)=)=)=)

ps: maybe will upload some kawat kaki picture if I got it form my friends

nitez~

Mummy!

2009-04-21T22:47:00.002+08:00

black forest cake.I bought for mummy..for the 1st time I buy cake for her using my own money >.<

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happt birthday to mummy~
Happy birthday to you!

LOVE YOU!!!

Wish you healthy and eppy always!muaksz~

ELS again...

2009-04-09T22:51:00.006+08:00

Next ELS activity?
is....
PUBLIC SPEAKING!
we will tell you the rules later.For those members who want to join this activity,please start doing your preparation.And later on,maybe you can register yourself to your form ambassadors to take part in this activity.Members,please join the activities.have fun!this is why you join this club mer.These activities are related to english language.Be active,stay active yea!!

About summer camp...
I can't give you more informations because it's in the process.That's what the committees busy with now.What I can tell you,It will be held aroung May and it's during holiday.Do not think of "ponteng" school k! =o Look forward to summer camp!Yippee!!Go with different people/gangs gain new experience ^.^

Oh ya,for the group thingy,group members and leaders please be prepared with your 'roughly-written' proposals yea!

ps:actually I have some picture to upload but it seems that my sister's lap top unable me to transfer the pictures from my handphone and my computer has some stupid problems!So maybe I won't post it up.When I post,It will be a history already I think =p

take care~
Regards,cjy =)

Crapping

2009-04-07T22:34:00.003+08:00

aiseh...sick again.just feel like vommiting when i see food.wonder why~
Last few days I can't online because there is some problems with my computer.Thus,I didn't blog for few days.
Feeling exhausted... F5s have to stay back for 3 days per week and sometimes even Saturday also got extra class.Why we need to have extra classes? - to finish the syllabus.This is what the teacher(s)' answer or the principal's answer instead.It's tiring though!Whateva,they won't understand.Even though teachers understood,they also can't do anything because it's their duty to attend the extra classes and finish up the syllabus.Okay,fine!(just trying to express something..haha)

tiring+problems+lazy!

regards,cjy

(simply+ simple)

Spelling Bee

2009-04-01T20:27:00.004+08:00

huh..just back from school..very very very tiring..
I'm sorry that I didn't update my blog for quite some time..I was quite busy with ELS activity - Spelling Bee and also busy completing my Biology notes.Finally I had passed up my notes but I don't really finish it until the section teacher thought.>.< Conclusion : I'm a lazy bump..
Ohya,talk about the Spelling Bee competition.It was mainly organized by teachers and help by the committees.It was opened to all students who study in SMKSS.Seriously,most of them who took part are non-members.Anyway,thanks for the cooperation by the teachers,committees,members and also non-members.Thanks for joining this competition and making it a success.Prize will be given during assembly.Urm,don't ask me what prize pls.I don't know.You wanna know?Go ask teacher Honeyza =) For the Spelling Bee Competition,champion goes to Faris from 5C (non-member) and second place goes to Lam Yoke Peng -form 1 (member) and the 3rd place...I don't know.I'm sorry for that *.* Congratz to both of you.and other members,do not give up!I know some words are really hard.You have tried your best!
Maybe some of them might blame that Arul did not pronouns the words clearly.Come on!he tried his best too.I believe that no one can pronouns a word clearly and accurately right?It's just a game.Don't take it over serious kay?You still can try your best next time! =)
Hope you guys did enjoy the competition.Support LCDS!Oops,ELS should be..haha..(seems purposely =p) Stay active in this club yea.
For the members who do not agree with the games which carried out and going to carry out,why don't you try to accept something new?You might get some new experience and have fun!Just that because teacher had canceled some of the activities such as badminton?The committees had tried their best to ask teacher's permission to carry out the badminton,but teacher seems decided not to have it.What can we do somemore?all of us want to have badminton too..So,don't blame the committees yea.Teacher just trying to bring something new to this club and do some changes.Seriously,I think we will enjoy the activities just that whether you wanna accept the changes or not.Although the LCDS name changed to ELS,but in our heart it's still LCDS! =) So do support us yea!We will try to bring the best to you guys!Thanks for the cooperation again!

Last but not least...

HAPPY APRIL FOOL!!!

*adios* haha...

SPM

2009-03-20T17:49:00.004+08:00

yeah..I know this post is late..SPM result was out on the 12th?
yes..around 10a.m. the school hall was full with ex-f5s students..most of the f5s this year would like to go and gather,hope to know their seniors' results.but,teacher had warned us to get into the class.but after awhile,there was an announcement,"semua pelajar tingkatan lime diminta pergi ke dewan sekarang."what the..just now wanna 'halau' us pulak..then we went into the hall with doubt.should we be here?just dont bother..we walked toward our senior,asking their results.some with their sad face and some shouting and also some laughing all the way long.for SPM 2008,SMKSS students got the best result.There is 2 top students in our school,Lau Jia Cheng and also Khairina.They both were great!clever!smart!and..hahax.Both of them got 14A1s this year.Because of this 2 top students,pengarah came to our school to give some speech lol.There was 20 students in my school got straight As,11 students straight A1s out of 20.very good right?Every f5s students start to feel stress after knowing seniors got that good results,especially my class lol.My teacher came in also keep on saying that,hopefully this year all of the students in this class score straight As!omg..teacher,are you giving us stress?huh..but,we also hope so.It will be great if my class,28/28 get straight As!and from other class for sure.But,next year when we get our results,pengarah won't come to SS to give speech anymore.why?because there won't be any top students.why?because the maximum is 10 subjects we could take.we can't take more than that.But,there is one of my friend took bible I guess.He paid a visit to the principal though.hope he did well anyway.Guess what?before my seniors enter the hall,I went to have a look.when I'm on my way to go to the hall.I'm damn nervous.imagining that next year with the same environment,same crowd.OMG!I didnt go to school to take my PMR result last 2 years.I wonder,they sure very scared and nervous..and being screaming out of happiness when my friends knew they got straight As.I hope all my friends got more than what the target,smiling all the way long after they got their SPM results next year.Break a leg,everyone!there is still 200+ days left for us to prepare to face such major exam.Wish you guys best of luck!I hope I can get what I wish to get for my SPM...hope so.....

Brother

2009-03-15T20:50:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to 'kokor',
Happy birthday to you!!!
=) wish you happy always!
take good care of yourself yea..
and save your money =p
and and..have a nice day!

sincerely,carine.

ps:andriea,this post is not emo already right?=p

Me

2009-03-12T17:58:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you make me think I'm important
but sometimes you also make me think that I'm invisible in front of you.
I talk,nobody listen or answer.
I walk away,nobody cares.
I wonder who am I for you.
Did I do something bad?
Did I make you 'bu suang' me?
Did I do something that you think it's wrong?
Did I make you angry?
Did my attitude bothers you?

Tell me...just tell me straight away...=.=

random~

EOF '09

2009-03-09T18:46:00.006+08:00

There is only a few photos that I able to take from my friend..here it goes...

The only game that the participants dont like?but it's funny and fun,I thought...hahax!!

Anyway,It was a success.I would like to thank the teachers and AJKs besides our president,Amirtha for helping me so so so much.Last but not least,I wanna thanks to the participants for take part in the EOF 2009 and giving full cooperation with us.Thanks for the supports.THANK YOU!!!=p

ps:done =)

Concert?

2009-03-08T20:23:00.003+08:00

Amirtha with her new hair style =p

I just went to UMP on 6/3/2009,Friday..For?

Of course not to get informations about universities anymore >.<

To see Theva's performance!and some other performance perfomed by the UMT students.

They were great.The performances were awesome!Luckily,I did grab the chance to attend the concert this year.This concert is organized by a club in UMTThey did it every year.I went once before when I was Form 1 or 2.Still remember that time I went to Taman Budaya with Wei Li.hahax...That time,the concert was great too.More performance and more people?For this year,I went with Arul and Khai.Reached there around 7.30p.m and fortunately we have the oppurtunity to see the fireworks for the opening.I'm glad enough.So far it was the first time I see fireworks so near.But I think if they play the fireworks at night will be better and nicer.hahax.After that,some 'orang besar' came and they played music for him and brought him to the hall.We able to grab the front seat =) .Then,the 'orang besar' will talk after one representative had prayed for the show to go well.The opening of the show is very grand and nice!There was disco ball,dry ice and also 'bubles on the stage when the preformance is going.Really like concert doh...Other than some modern+indian dance,there was singing,chinese dance,malay dance and break dance too!I think the break dance show if they do like battling will be nicer lol.Just a random comment.Don't mind k?It's for your own good =p Theva's performance was the nice one!Can't forget that Bavani was acting as a guy for the dance.They are great dancer.Both of them partner together.Theva was in her striking red indian costume while Bavani was wearing a blue guy-shirt with her mustache!keke.She dance really like a guy doh.It shows how professional she is *.* Kabhy and Theva's sisters and also their partners were great too.A lot aunties,uncles and their friends telling them that their performance was awesome!included me of course =p .Other than their performance,there is also some performance that I like.Included the girls performance which was the last performance that night.While they were dancing,there was one group of guys form other university I think,They were 'high' that time,dancing at the back and making noises.Quite irritating though but at least the enjoy the night lol.Good for them.After that performance,the UMT students have 'open dance floor'.sort of la..It's for them.Oh ya,the girl who was one of the MCs of the night is sweet and pretty =) hahax.Then I went back home with Theva.We had our supper at a shop Theva named it - hot hot shop.hahax.I got to know her family better and lots of them stop by there to have their supper too on their way back from UMT.Then?go back sleep lor~ ^.^

ps:next will be EOF post maybe.keke

One-day-trip to UMP

2009-03-06T13:14:00.005+08:00

I like this picture =)

Told you,she's cute!

My class got offered from the JPN to go to Universiti Malaysia Pahang(UMP) at Gambang,Pahang on 28/2/2009,Saturday.At there,students were able to get more informations about university,scholarships and so on.The trip was kinda fun because went with friends?hehe...We reached late at UMP,around 11.45 pm.That time our Deputy Prime Minister,Yang Amat Berhormat Datuk Seri Mohd Najib bin Tun Abdul Razak had finish his talk.We straight away went into the hall which you can see lots of university counters with the pamplets on the tables.We were allowed to ask questions at the counters and get the pamplets.After that,we went to shopping!!At Kuantan Parade only =) But the trip will be fun if you go with friends although the activities/programmes were boring.Trust me!.=p

I just bought some food there.We met one chinese artist there.She is cute!.After an hour shopping,we depart from Kuantan Parade back to K.Terengganu.The day ends~

ps:we had EOF on 27/2/09 Friday.Maybe I'll upload something about it =) depends...

you...

2009-02-20T14:54:00.002+08:00

I chose to believe you,
withouht ignoring anything from you,
but you chose to 'betray' me in the end,
and you never feel guilty at all,
still hanging a smile on your face,
or you thought that nobody knows what you've done?
your actions makes me dissapointed,
sad and hopeless,
because of you,
I learnt not to believe anyone onwards,
I can scold you anytime I want,
but I tried to control myself,
my best friend calm me down,
just not to spoil this friendship,
I hope you don't do the same thing again to anyone,
because they believe you,
believe you are the good one.

"don't judge a book by its cover?"

Happy Valentine?

2009-02-13T15:56:00.006+08:00

oh..it's already 13th February~
tmr is valentine!wish all of the couples in this world have a great valentine day and the singles,do have a nice day with friends and families too!

this few days,I did faced a lot of problems that cause my mood getting down.=( My bad results also is one of the reasons.I didn't know how to talk about all these. suddenly, people around me can change 360 degrees in just few seconds.I couldn't believe all these if I didn't see these with my own eyes.I don't blame anyone,since the beginning,now and later.I realized,my world is just that small.There are many peoples with different characteristics in this world and I'll see them sooner or later.

No matter what happens,we must be strong together to solve it.as the rainbow is seen after the rain.everything will be better one day!

cheers~!

HAPPY CHINESE NIU YEAR~

2009-01-27T11:31:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry for the very late update...I'm very lazy to update le..ahaks..

Anyway,wish you guys..

EPPY CHINESE NIU YEAR!!!
(they said this year purple very 'ong')

may this niu year bring lots of lucks to you =)

erghhh...I'm going to sit for TOV this coming Sunday..1 week to study,where enough?they will never think about our situation!especially for chinese whom celebrating Chinese New Year..on Thursday suddenly annouced got TOV on the 1st of February..SWT!!!!!!!!!!!

a new year,a new hope?

2009-01-02T21:15:00.007+08:00

huh..sunday is schooling day..my damn boring holiday is over >.<...but schooling day is not that nice duh..suffer with homeworks.hahax..anyway,I would like to wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!I know it's quite late..keke.I did celebrate it lol.with a batch of guys whom I not really close with.okay okay only..but,not bad at all le.kinda fun to celebrate with them. Sunday,I'll start my school life.huh.it feels bad duh!so fast holiday is over.although my holiday was so damn boring.but at least relaxing *.*

huhu..I did this during my holidays~ugly duh..paise >.<
nvm la.just wanna share with you guys,although I knew it's ugly..
these is the past,and what about future?
hehe..I hope that I've a happy+lucky+memorable year 2009!
let us forget about the sad things passed but don't rub off the happy and memorable ones~
I wish everyone will be happy in 2009!
this year will be a memorable year for me,I thought..
cause it's the last year I study in SMKSS and I gonna separate with my friends..the funny ones,naughty ones,caring ones,crazy ones,...
huh..the time will come after all,we need to be brave to face it..
sadness o...btw,hope you guys have a bright future!
not gonna talk much about separate separate..it's just 2nd of January le.to early to talk about it.hehe..I'll cherish the moments we'll be together for the final year!

holiday gonna ends,schooling days waiting for us =.=

2008-12-28T19:48:00.003+08:00

haihx...for me,school gonna reopen also means that SPM is coming..OMG!!!I haven't prepare le..can die dy~sure all my form de friends very worry,not excluded me!think about school reopen,makes me worry about SPM and ns.I guess,I most worry ns le.not to say I already gurantee that my SPM result very good la..you guys understand right?hmm,actually I scared I am choosen to take part in the ns because I'm really not active in sports and I am not a daring and adventurous person.Furthurmore,I heard that one family sure got one will be choosen.I really very scared le.think about the summer camp this year,we did some of the activities in the obstacle course.That one I also left half nyawa come back.walao~ns?dont dare to think le.pray to god that I wont get it ba!seriously,I dont want le!I dont dare!!!sometimes,really kagum my friends.they dare to accept the challange.they can swim,can balance themselve.not like me,know how to scared this and that only.aiks.hope next life,I will be a daring person ba...
what can I do now?no use to worry about ns also.SPM is the major stuff for me to face now!not about ns!so,now,most important is SPM..another problem..aiks~no one will live without problems.actually,now I was thinking whether I should take account next year or not.I did study about account this year.but I cant decide whether I'm able to handle it or not.because I didn't take any account exam before.before this,I thought that I'm sure that I will take account in SPM.That is before I go for f4.but now,maybe it will remain as a thought kua.why?because my school principle lor.she doesn't allow us to take extra subjects for SPM!maybe scared the students can't get straight A1 lor.but,why don't think in the positive way?maybe the students will get more A's?more students can get straight A's?we can't do anything since she had make the decision.I have heard about it very long dy,but I thought just simply nia.see see,she really don't let the students take extra subjects.actually,we want to take also can.but take privately lor.sounds like very susah like that.must go jabatan fill the form and bla bla...so,now I've to decide.should I spend some time for my account?or should I spend more time in the subjects that I'm sure to take in SPM such as my english?some said,since you spent 1 year for it liao..continue lor~ but also got some said,if you sure you gonna take science stream after SPM,dont take lor..now you study in bm somemore..if later after you finish your uni studies,then wanna do business and wanna learn account..still can take ma..it just need 3 months that time..
I understand myself,I'm a person that dont know how to make and can't make decision.I dont know what I want.I very scared I'll regret with my decision later.aiks.very teruk hor this kind of preson.can't make decision+penakut+don't dare to accept challage+do things that let people hate me+...my bad side,I think one karangan also can't write finish ba..huh...=.=
whatever la~I've to accept all this..I've to face my probs,and you have to face yours.face together gether le..I'll support you always! =)

sick-ing

2008-12-15T21:37:00.003+08:00

huhu..just cam back form kl yesterday morning..
aiks..today very sad le..sick+toothache+tired+lazy+boring.omg!i wanna die le la!
miss KL le.this time I just went KL for 2 days.I think it's the shortest trip for me ba~
but,nevermind la.I enjoy it very much although very tiring.I'm very happy at KL.Not because shop til nearly pok kai.It's because I can out with my 2 sis who have been staying at KL for their studies.Unfortunately,I didn't meet my dear brother,I didnt meet him very long le neh!how many months liao~I miss him veli much ler...although I felt that now he is not really close with me like last time le..
hmm,anything talk about my KL trip?I think no le ba..I went KL for shopping only.hehe.nothing special la..just shop until pok kai XD
Today I went to clinic for my appointment,got practical dentist again.My appointment is actually 10.30a.m. but I went there around 10 a.m. ba..scared later the nurse say me late again.hehe.go early also must wait quite long..more than half an hour abit gua..go late,also must wait very long..about 1 hour..aiks..sadness ah..
Today hor,got 1 malay guy who is a practical dentist check for me ler.Of course he is guided by the doctor lor.after he checked,he must report to the doctor then the doctor will tell him what to do.the doctor also asked him questions and took me as the sample for her to ask the questions.maybe my one special case kua.hahax =p..but hor..the doctor asked him questions,he also cant answer any of them le..pity hor..I estimate he can answer 1 question out of 10 ba.then I thought about my sis who is working as a doctor now.she very pity neh..wake up in the early morning around 6a.m. but came back 11p.m.-12a.m. like that..she's getting thinner le..be a doctor is not really a relaxing job lol,I thought...but she is interested in it.so nevermind lah,she is happy then enough already.she loves to help people..keke..I think she now working at the hospital also like the practival dentist like that kua.kena the "ah tau" ask this and that,scold this and that.not easy lol~
but i know she not like the practical dentist just now la..she sure can answer the questions if her boss ask her ler.I turst she can de =) hope she will take care of herself lor.dont always didnt eat although it's busy..keke..thats all kua
oh ya..that day I reached KL safely..keke..good news oh..keke

this is a picture that I wanted to share with you all.I took it at "xiao yun ding" (=small genting?) after I have my dinner there,we went up the 'small' hill and we are able to see the whole KL duh..nice ler~picture not so nice la.can see the small lights nia.but I can see with my own eyes that day.enough le.really very nice.hehe =) food nice,scenary nice!!happy!!!oh ya..that day got people birthday and they celebrated at the restoran there.damn nice doh.They switched off the lights and play the birthday songs for her.I wish I was her.hahax.kd lar.I think she will feel that she is the most bahagia girl in this world ba on that day..I felt that on my this year de birthday too~happy happy together...chaoz *.*

why I always want to bother people who never want to bother me??

scared!

2008-12-05T12:09:00.003+08:00

ahahax..I guess some of you will be boring to visit my blog..
cause I seldom blog and I posted in chinese...right?
hahaz...I'm sorry but I just do what I wanted to do =)
hmm..Daddy just bought a ticket to KL for me..it's a night journey..scary duh..
I alone some more..*.* I just scared the nonsence guys will disturb la..no others,although it is a single sit..
so,wish me luck k?pray that I wont meet "galok" guys..you know la,they will take advantage on gurls in the bus when the bus light is off.although I'm not that pretty but I'm still a gurl ^.^I just scared the beside double sit is a guy sitting..please~I dont want le..pray,pray,pray!think about it also scared dy.I must be brave!!!It's the 1st time I travel alone man!

我的日子 29/11

2008-12-02T12:06:00.004+08:00

哈哈 .是我的生日啦 !我哥哥常告诉我说 ,今天你生日所以你最大 !我很想念他 .几个月了没有见他 ,不知他现在怎样了 .
我已经 16岁了 .越来越老 ..唉 ~
还记得去年哥哥是第一个祝我生日快乐的人 .当然我想今年也会是他吧 !从 12a.m.,我还没睡 , 躺在床上 ,把电话放在身旁 ,等着电话响 ,等着哥哥的来电 .在 12点多时 ,电话终于想了 ,但是是讯息的响声 .我就知道不会是哥哥传的讯息 .因为他会打来给我而不是只传讯息 .唉 ...我想说 ,没关系等一下他就会打来了 .终于真的有人打来 ,但是并不是他 ,是姐婷 .等到 12.30a.m.,他还是没有打来 .我说 ,算了吧可能他还在忙 .我也该睡了因为明天要去学校拿成绩 .
早上起来 ,看着电话 ...没有 miss call,他还是没打来 .大约 9a.m.,我就跟妈咪去学校拿成绩 .还被排队啊 !但是辛亏不多人 .只要等一下下就好 .到我了 ,其实还满紧张的 .看着成绩纸 ,我拿到全级第 8名耶 .还不赖嘛 !=p 妈咪看不到纸上的小字 .我就读给她听 .她还满 blur blur的 .我就问她 ,我的成绩好吗 ?不知道她是要叫我开心还是怕给我压力 .她就回答我 ,好 !爹地也是一样 .爹地还告诉姐姐和哥哥呢 .然后 ,姐姐就打给我 ,称赞我 .那时候真的很开心 .之后我的朋友还打电话祝我 .很意外 .他们通常不记得我的生日的竟然他们今年会记得 .反而 ,记得的都没传个简讯之类的 .
大概 5点 ,爹地打给我 ,问我要去咖啡店吗 ..因为林宇仲会到哪儿去 .我想说 ,好奇怪哦 .就去那边看他到他吃完就回店 .有点废 .哈哈 .可是我还是去了 .看到他 ,他还真的很低调哦 .穿着像一般人一样 .然后 ,爹地还做了一件让我很生气的事情呢 !哎哟 ~生气一下而已啦 .可是他真的很过份叻 !算了 ,不要讲起了 ,一想就气 !林宇仲和文康走了过后 ,我竟然遇见我的朋友 .那时咖啡店的顾客是一大般将进来 .很多人 .
这时候 ,有一个卖花的 aunty手里拿着一束 panda 进来 .走向我 .爹地就站在我隔壁 .爹地问她 ,要送我的啊 ?她说 ,当然不是你的 ,便把那束花给我 .我真的很意外叻 !这是我第一次收到的一束花虽然那个花代替跟 panda.很可爱叻 !我觉得送 panda还好至少我还可以收着很久 .如果送花的话 ,那花迟早会枯的 .等一下 !不是男子送的啦 !是我姐送的 .哈哈 !
爹地还 offer我去看林宇仲 8 点的演唱会哦 !虽然不是很 minat 他 .但是他唱歌还不赖啦 !更何况我又没事做 .我去那演唱会前 ,先跟爹地去拿蛋糕再去店里和妈咪庆祝 .爹地还问我为什么没订 secret recipe 的 cake?吓一跳 !很贵叻 !而且吃一点点就腻了 .他就说 ,买一 slice就好啦 !哈哈 ...就知道他没将好死 ~!*.*
8点我就跟哥哥的朋友去那演唱会 .不是很热闹啦 !我想林宇仲下次不会想来了吧 !丁加奴的人就是将害羞的 !=p还上台要他签名和送他一支花 .他只签 cd哦 !我都没有他的 cd..但是我哥的朋友竟然买了一支花和一张 cd给我作生日礼物哦 ...一张 cd 要 rm40 叻 ..这礼物也太贵了吧 !那支花是要我送给林宇仲的 .我想 ,就算送了他也不会知道是谁送的啊 !没理由他去记得吧 !还真浪费钱的 .但是我知道他的心意啦 !谢谢咯 !
我还在等哥哥的电话 .11点多他才打给我 .我还以为他忘记了呢 !但是我也在等另一个人的电话 .知道今天他都还没祝我 .他应该忘我了吧 !

my presents~only 2 la,but nvm..you guys de wishes is enough already =) I appreciate it very very much..thank you!!!love you~

ps:my daddy treat me damn good that day =)happy!!!

I'm here again =)

2008-10-30T19:48:00.003+08:00

Sorry,I was busy with my final exam nowadays..so didnt update my blog..I'm back here again =)

这段时间 ,我遇见了许多事情 .很多的问题 .在这十六年里从没遇过的 .我在想 ,也许这都是老天给我的考验吧 .这都是那些大人面对的事情 .我开始体会到 ,原来这世界根本不简单 .不想我想像的那样 .现代的人都不是这么的单纯反而很现实 .不管做任何事情都为了自己的利益 .可能在你们眼里我也是其中一个吧 .我们就像在演一部戏 .个个都在扮演着自己的角色 .当然 ,那不是真正的你 .我常常问我自己 ,什么才算是 '做你自己就好 '.这句话人人都会说 ,只是做得到的人应该只有非常非常小的一部分吧 .现在的人都很假 ,因为他们都只顾着演好他们的角色 .我真的很怕 ,很怕身边的人 ,都不知道他们是在演戏或是真心的 .怎么办 ?我已经慢慢一步一步的进入这社会 .慢慢的面对这些人 .我实在越来越不知道 ,我该怎样继续扮演我在这部戏里的角色 .不懂这样做是对还是错 .万一做错了那我应该怎样面对或应付 .谁能告诉我 ,我该怎么办啊 ?我很希望我周围的人都是真心的对我 .如果对我有什么不满或讨厌 ,可以跟我讲 ,还是不理我 .总之不要在我面前演戏 ,假装 .那就行了!我不要我的人生都是在演戏或在配合别人的角色 .那我在你们的心里是什么样的人就由你们来决定了 .说我不在意别人怎样想我 ,讲我那是假的 .但我也不能够判断我在你们心里是个怎样的人 .我并没有那个能力 ..所以 ,

认识真正的我 ....

I like crapping only..but anyway,that's all I wanted to type today.It's about what I think...=)
(sorry to wee,andriea they all..my mood now,just feel like using chinese words to type it out.)

bye =p

Blog

2008-10-03T14:53:00.002+08:00

"要认识别人 ,先被认识你自己"
Suddenly this word cross my mind just now.
Actually I wanted to stop blogging already.Sometimes I've no mood to blog.I thought,We can't write something bad but real in our blog.Blogging is just like a dairy.But this type of dairy,everybody can see,can read.It's not a privacy anymore.Even sometimes,when very angry,feel like wanted to scold somebody..I also can't write it out.If write also can't mention the people's name,to prevent from get into trouble or whatever.Slowly,I felt blogging is just like you write something to let people see only.It's not belong to me only,It's belong to everybody.Not to say I don't want to share with you guys or what.Just that...aiyah..don't know how to say la..Of course if something happy happens on me,I'm willing to share with you guys.Maybe seldom update my blog only lor.=) chaoz...

Mummy

2008-09-20T12:08:00.002+08:00

"Mummy,don't think too much.Everything will be alright."That's only thing I can say to mummy when she felt her head is very heavy.I can't do anything!I felt so bad.I want her to be happy always.She will answer me,"you always say like that.You still young,don't know anything yet."Mummy,I'm sorry.I love you =)

Don't think too muchie..

.

2008-09-19T21:41:00.005+08:00

Why we can't do anything we want to?Why we can't cooperate?Why you so hard to answer me?Why you become like this?Why you irresponsible?Why you treat us like this?Why I bother so much?Why must I help you?Why I so concern about it?Why,Why and Why...keep crossing my mind.I just don't want give a damn about this.But,I know I couldn't..=(

Audition
Audition was end.It's quite okay.But,It seems that some of them were not fully prepared.Maybe the audition was held too early for you guys.But,It's okay.We won't blame you all.In a short time,you all can do that is really good.Keep on practice to make it better.That's only thing I can say.No comments about the performance.We hope to see a complete performance during rehearsal.I thought it will be more dancing performance but actually not.=).hehe.Urm,Monday the results will be announced by Theva.So,be patient.Don't worry,have some confidence.=) (Most of you will be in) Hope you all do your best on that night.That will be your last thing to do for LCDS in year 2008.Try your best!Don't let us disappointed.=D Good luck.

Just now..(few minutes ago)
Fuyooh..I got shocked just now when I'm chatting with my friends.My mummy suddenly shouted at a guy/man.I rushed out to see what's happening.haha.Rupa-rupanye is mummy caught a theif!keke..That guy/man trying to steal the cd when mummy is looking at the other customer.Don't you know that my mummy's eyes very tajam?Sometimes I suspect that she can see 360 degrees.haha..(siao eh..simply say!)..She can see other angle although sometimes you look at her eyes like looking some other places.=) How dare you steal cds at my shop?!Mummy beated him and he ran away after mummy took back the cd which he hid in his shirt.keke..Mummy,you're the best! =D

Promise

2008-09-18T16:35:00.005+08:00

Do you know how a person feel when you didn't do what you had promised?I think that you won't know until a person did that to you.I don't give a damn about who you are!Very poor?Very rich?Very famous?or whatever!You are still a human being.If you can't make it,then please,don't promise a person that you can do it.Once you promised,you are giving hope to that person.You know how angry or how disappointed that person is if you broke your promise?!You know you can't make it,then just straight forward tell that person.I think that person will not blame or scold you.What's the point you keep on telling lies to delay your promise?I really don't know what you think.Izit very nice to play a fool with someone?Did you know that you broke your promise will make that person angry at you and hate you?Think before you do.Do not expect people will believe you for the another time once you did that.

ps:I think some of you will keep on guessing who am I saying about.Stop guessing.I'm not referring to anyone.Just trying to say that human beings have feeling.They will understand,if you tell them properly that you really can't make it or what.Telling lies to keep your promise is absolutely a wrong way!I did brake my promise too,but not too over.I did brake some play play de promise.That's different.I meant some serious or important promise in the above text. =)

be considerate...=)

毕业了

2008-09-13T13:34:00.003+08:00

棒棒堂第一届的底迪毕业了 .畢業升級總評比是他们最后一次在模范棒棒堂里表演了 .说实在的 ,我非常舍不得他们毕业 ,我不要他们毕业啦 !模范棒棒堂和我爱黑涩会都是我有空时会看的节目 .底迪和美眉的舞蹈让我傻眼 .也是他们 ,让我对舞蹈更有兴趣了.先说噢 ,我是对舞蹈有兴趣不代表我会跳舞 .我真的很想学但总是没有这个机会 .算了 ,回到正题 .我真不知道棒棒堂毕业了 ,我还能在哪里看见底迪们的演出呢 ?自从我看了这个节目 ,我就非常崇拜他们 .能唱又能跳 .真是太棒了啦 !昨天我用了整个下午看他们的畢業升級總評比.他们真的进步了很多 .我就想如果我能像他们这样就好了 !昨天我也看了他们交换毕业礼物的那一集,我眼泪不自觉的流了,无法控制 .就一直流不停 .那些画面实在太感人了吧 !目前为止 ,我只是看了星光大道 ,模范棒棒堂和我爱黑涩会才哭 .我想 ,我也太容易被感动了吧 .看到底迪就要离开模范棒棒堂,离开一个把他们训练成非常棒的舞蹈者和歌星的地方 .他们应该很舍不得吧!他们的范范姐也一定很舍不得他们的离开 .但 ,他们总不能一直呆在那里 ,不去面对更好的发展吧 .我希望他们每一个都能成为明星 ,成为一个全世界人人都知的明星 .也希望他们有更好的发展 .在别的舞台发光发热 !这样子 ,我也有机会继续看他们令人傻眼的演出了 !第一届的棒棒堂底迪们 ,加油 !!!六棒 ,加油 !

we must try to look forward,don't keep looking backward...

Friends

2008-09-06T16:03:00.003+08:00

Since I changed to SMKSS from Chung Hwa primary,people started asking me,why you will change to ss?your sisters all study Chung Hwa secondary.Until now,the 4th year I changed to SMKSS,people still asking me about that.Haha.Actually no people who force me to change to ss.At first,mummy asked me to change to ss but she did not force me.kokor also encourage me to go ss.Then I thought that I wanna change the environment summore last time I didn't mix with many people.I know them,they know me.That's all our relation goes.I decided to change to ss.But,even one of my friends dont know that I'm changing school.I don't want to tell them.I don't want to face the sad situation.They knew I go to ss when school reopen.They were shocked and some of them asked me.Haha.Until now,I didn't gather with them even once!Can't imagine how much I miss them.My lovely friends that played with me,talked with me,holded my hand to the canteen...I really miss the time...Since so long we didn't meet,our relationship also getting renggang.When meet them,I didn't know what to say to them.Because we already staying in a different world,different environment,know different types of people.
Until now and forever,I never regret I changed to ss.I got to know new friends in ss.They had make my life better.I started to get into sports,activities and alot alot more.I'm glad to know them.Although sure got some times quarrel,get angry,backstab happened among friends.But,I'm happy to be with them.Without them,I don't think I can laugh like a mad girl everyday.Haha.
I think I'll never forget the moments we played together,laugh together until the day I lost memories(nyanyok) =p..Of course I also miss my Chung Hwa friends alot.

I remember...

My hope comes true

2008-09-04T17:08:00.006+08:00

Today went to school,for nothing.aiks.but got benefits also la.Luckily teacher didn't ask us to do oral.haha.I did not prepare anything ler!At least,today we knew marks of some subjects.I'm very happy that,I managed to reach my target marks for my modern maths.It's a very very good news for me!although it might be common to some of them.For me,it's nearly an impossible thing to get.Always after get the result of maths since form 1,I always think that,why,why the god just dont let me to reach the target.Always the result will be less 1 or 2 or even 3 marks than my targeted marks.I wished to achieve it since i was form 2.but always got dissapointed.although people think that,the results is already good enough,but i still not satisfied!
Today,Nuzran and Imran came in to the class and said,jiayun,you got 100 for your modern maths.My 1st respond was,jangan tipu ah,tak mungkin.I ajak Michelle to go and ask teacher for our marks.Teacher was not there.We curi-curi see our marks.Then I got to know what Nuzran said was true.I really got 100 for my modern maths!This is the 1st time since I stepped in SMKSS.1st time!Weird was,I didnt feel really happy after that,not like what I thought.On the journey back,I was thinking that,I'll tell this happy news for me to my mum when I reached home.When I was thinking of that,I smile.Luckily nobody notice that.If not,they will say that I have gone crazy.keke.I smile because I knew that mummy will be very happy if she knew about this.haha.Cause I always complain to her about my maths marks and she always say I'm careless.She did not blebel yet she encouraged me to be more careful next time.=) I'm very very satisfied with my modern maths result this time.I hope I can keep it on for exams coming soon.I'm glad to see my mummy happy too!
Today I got my Sejarah marks too.I did not achieve my target for Sejarah paper.I still get C for it although it's better than the previous test.Not satisfy yet.Try to get better result in my final test.Possible?Maybe because of my Sejarah result,I'm not so happy now.I read all the chapters,but still can't get A or B.aiks..sedihnye.wasted my time.I did not do well in my essay part.Maybe I need to correct my way of study Sejarah.Nevermind,ignore it.=p

=)=)=)=)

Puasa month

2008-09-03T21:52:00.005+08:00

Wakakka!!!I ended up with a big smile after my chemistry paper!Don't think too much..I smile is just because my monthly test had come to a full stop not because the questions are easy..It's damn hard k..plus I didnt study before the exam..just look through some notes but a single alphabets could stick in my brain!Luckily michelle,lim and me did some discussion about chemistry before test start..I can easily absorb the points..Thank you~ haha..Suddenly today feel very borink..maybe I used to fill up every seconds to study before my test kut..today didn't do anything so borink..I knew although test finished,I still need to study..but sabor ah,my brain need to rest also leh..let it realx half day also can kua..( say only half day,padahal until final exam is around the corner baru want to study =p ) This few days,I easily forget stuffs...study too much kut..haha..I forgot sir Razak cancelled Monday tuition,I forgot that a LCDS meeting is on on tuesday and etc. I like nyanyok already..aiks..
Damn la! during exam period,we only have 20 minutes to break before continue for the next paper!I think the principal expecting us to puasa together with her..Where can like that!dah la puasa everyday eat bread only..Now,we don't even have time to eat!Maybe not her fault lar,maybe there is not enough time since our 1 test paper took 2 hours plus.I HOPE she will not do that,will not gave the nons to eat for just 20 minutes..Let us see the timetable tomorrow..

Exam,exam..just let it over!

Carine's stupid act!

2008-08-29T15:39:00.003+08:00

My sister came back from KL last few days.Last night,she decided to prepare dinner for us since we all always ta pao until sien dy.Then,I'm the one who helped her.I didn't help her to cook the dishes lar.I just helped her to cook the rice only.Even that one only,I still cant do well.I done something very stupid!Firstly,I'm terrible in cooking.I wonder how I wanna survive when I go to collage or university.This is the second time I menanak nasi.My mummy guided me for the first time.but unfortunately,my sister didn't guide me for the second time.haha.I washed the rice at first.Then,I straight away switch on the switch and let it cook.Spot I left one step?I didn't add water after I washed the rice!That's really terrible!When I wanna take some rice for my dinner,I realized the rice still keras.Then,I asked my sister.She asked me whether I got put water or not.I was shocked suddenly,I forgot to put water!haha..then I immediately go and add some water in it and cook it again.After it cooked,I took a look.It's still hard little bit.I was worried that my mum will scold me.while my sister scared my mum complain her sup.hehe.Funny la both of us.We manage to escape because she need to send me to tuition after bring the dinner to my mum at shop.haha.I told my mum that the rice tak jadi so that she won't complain much after she eat the rice.haha.She said,where got people so stupid didn't put water when wanna cook rice?!haha..Luckily,her mood not really bad.I faster took my bag and go to tuition.My mood not really good too at tuition.Not because mummy scolded me.It's because I angry at myself,why I'm so stupid.A simple stuff also can't do well.aikss..

I'm not a good suri rumah.=p

Recently

2008-08-26T19:42:00.005+08:00

Sorry for didn't update my blog for few days..
I'm busy quite busy with my test..Our school every time test,test,test..aiks..Today is the first day of f4 monthly test for August..Sejarah and BM again!I'm usually stress when exam or test is just around the corner..haha..but this time not really stress lar,although I don't know how to answer some questions..=)
Besides that,we also preparing for the LCDS Grand Annual Dinner 2008..Kabhy incharge this activity..although we had some problems,that make me keksim.but I think we still can handle it well...Cooperation is needed to make Annual Dinner a success.Of course the f4's ajks also hope that Annual Dinner will goes smoothly like the Amazing Race!I think not only the ajks have some problems,the members also have problems to prepare their cloths for this year's theme-70's..I knew some of them disagree with the theme because it is kinda hard for them to find the cloths..As you all know,teacher is not going to change the theme.Don't you think if the Annual Dinner is successful with the 70's theme,it will be very nice?and it maybe will be a part of your sweet memories?
Other than that,these few weeks is also sport weeks for me..My friends and I play badminton during holiday.It's really fun.Slowly,I improved in playing badminton.As some of you know,I didn't know how to play badminton last time.That's why I didn't join LCDS Badminton Tournament since I was form1.Although I improved,but it doesn't mean that I will take part in LCDS Badminton Tournament for year 2009.=) haha.kinda happy because at least I have some activities during my holiday other than just studying for my monthly test.Take part in some sports to keep you happy and healthy!=p

The end~

LOL

2008-08-15T12:29:00.006+08:00

Check this OUT!

Toilet Signs From All Over the World

"swt" right?
see,how creative human beings are~
LOL

I can't control it

2008-08-11T19:24:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I just can't control my emotions.
I'm sorry if I'm too rude.
You might think that I'm very 'small gas'.
But,I really care what you all think about me.

Do forgive me =(

Amazing race is success!!

2008-08-08T20:52:00.002+08:00

wooo~Thanks to all ajks and our main organizer,Amirtha...Thanks for making it a success..ahaha..damn happy especially theva...Although teacher was quite angry.Not angry at the organizers la.She was angry at the members who played 'songkrang'.I think now teacher is quite worried that the teachers will complain about the club.because the saw the members played 'songkrang'.Nevermind lah,who cares.Asalkan we enjoy ourselve during the activity.=p (I hope teacher wont notice this).Anyway,I think teacher was quite happy with this activity too.I hope annual dinner will do the same by the cooperation of f4s' members!

cheers...

Good Luck

2008-08-07T19:22:00.006+08:00

Organize an activity is not as easy as you guys thought...
there are many problems when you're planning an activity...

organizers have to make sure everything is fair and square so that the participants wont complain...Besides that,they need to handle the members and the main organizer also need to handle ajks especially those who not really willing to cooperate with us..

so...
tomorrow will be the 1st activity which organized by us-f4s...wish us luck..hope that everything goes smoothly and hope that the members enjoy during the LCDS Amazing Race 2008!

Good luck,f4s '08..
you can do it!
=)

2008-08-04T19:12:00.002+08:00

Are you the one??
I hope not...

simply..blur...my brain is empty...

2008-08-02T15:17:00.003+08:00

I want my life be colourful...

林宥嘉 !!!

2008-07-31T16:52:00.003+08:00

林宥嘉-那首歌

不知道为了什么忧愁它围绕著我
我每天都在祈祷快赶走爱的寂寞

你要我听这一首歌用这首歌离开我
她唱的太美了歌词却很伤人
你为什么不直接提分手

爱人的话不需要重轻轻的说我就懂
接你的车来了表示爱到站了
我站在十字路口对抗心痛一个人

你的黑发现在睡进谁的胸口
你的唇现在跟谁要温柔
一开始你爱我最后你放弃我
还要用千言万语说得委屈你有多难过

爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞

爱人的话不需要重轻轻的说我就懂
接你的车来了表示爱到站了
我站在十字路口对抗心痛一个人

你的黑发现在睡进谁的胸口
你的唇现在跟谁要温柔
一开始你爱我最后你放弃我
还要用千言万语说得委屈你有多难过

爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞

爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞

I like this song and the lyrics is meaningful~nice!!
(sorry I've no time to upload the video)

Aiyak...

2008-07-30T21:10:00.002+08:00

I REALISED.....
I'm getting darker!!!
help me~ I don't want like that...
=(...keke..am I funny? =p

maybe the sun loves me so muchie..don't be jealous~

My first visit to Malacca

2008-07-23T21:05:00.005+08:00

Hello~ I'm back!
Just back from Malacca few days ago...
Went there for 4 days,3 nights..It was the first time I went to Malacca...
The journey from KT to Malacca already took the whole day because we went there by car..Besides that,we also stopped at KL to meet my lovely second sister who studying at KL..We had our dinner at 6pm at Kl with my sisters,mummy and daddy..Then daddy decided to stay at KL for few days.He gonna meet us in Malacca on 18th July with my brother and second and third sis.haha..I have 3 sisters (for your info,so that you won't be blur~)After we ate our dinner then mummy,eldest sis and me going to continue our journey to Malacca!=) Around 8pm like that we reached there..We stayed in a motel..After we reached,we just stay in the room...All of us were very tired~My sister and I watched movie until 12am while mummy already half sleep,half awake...
The story comes~Deng Deng Deng Deng!!!
My sister and I gonna sleep after the movie ended..so my sister switched of the lights except for the toilet's light..in a few seconds,mummy suddenly shouted...but she shout is not like how we normally shout...she shout is like "mm...~mm..~mm..~" like that de..It can't be heard..and me,sleeping beside her got shocked!I thought she having a creepy dream or what...the I looked at my sis who sleeping alone on a single bed..I'm waiting for her response actually..
then she asked me "what sound is that?"
"mummy..mummy"I said..
she asked me to call mummy to wake up then I just call la..then my mummy said while she can't open her eyes "syaitan,syaitan (in mandarin)" My sis and I also terkejut..we asked her "what syaitan?"then she open her eyes and said that the motel got that dirty stuff~the "thingy" wanna pull her up then she shouted....she said at first she heard got like people walking like the plastic sound then she thought was my sister..the sound came from the door..then suddenly the "thingy" was beside her...the "thingy" is like animal like that..covered with thick fur/hair..Oh My God!!!guess what?after that my sis and me can't sleep at all..although we were tired but we just can't sleep because of the creepy "thingy"...haha..I was like..close eyes dy,gonna fall into sleep dy then my eyes will automatically open back...at last,before my sister sleep,I manage to fall into sleep by encourage myself not to think about the "thingy"~
huhu~
We succesfully passed a creepy night! The next morning~ My sis brought mummy and we to a hotel to eat dim sum...nice du~although is quite expensive...she then brought us to the malls-Dataran Pahlawan and Makhkota Parade...I just knew that Malacca doen't have many malls...only one or two...In the afternoon,my sis had a rehearsel for her convo at her school..so she left mummy and me at the malls..Dataran Pahlawan is located opposite of Makhkota Parade..mummy and I just had a window shopping but also bought some stuffs ler...My sis met us at Dataran Pahlawan after her rehearsel ended...then she brought us to Jongker Road (not sure the spelling) to eat the candol and laksa which are very popular there..Delicious~

Here it is~Malacca's candol..the candol there is like ABC..on top filled with ice and santan and gula melaka..below the ice got candol and red beans...nice~taste it when you go Malacca...

Daddy,kokor and sis met us in the motel...pity me~I had to wait for them until 12 sumthing midnight...aiks...

The next day~time flies...my holiday gonna end~haha...
19th July was my sis convo! My sister and I need to wake up early in the morning to go and setting...Both of us went to my sis's school to set up..my whole family came down to take family photo nia..then later around 9a.m.,my bro fetched mummy,daddy and sisters to my eldest sis's school..Unfortunately,it was a rainy day~very mafan for us to go out...at 11 sumthing in the morning,we went to the library to take family photo..after that it was free-time...so my sis went and find all her friends to take photos..non-stop..haha..we also took family photo neart the staircase..it was a happy day for me because i never take family photo before since i was born..=)..pity hor? =p...most of the photos took by our camera-man - my bro using his digital camera..my sister said he is not a good camera-man..keke..okay okay only lor~in the afternoon,we met our cousins who just reached Malacca..they are from Johor...they just came down to take photo and meet my sisters since we did not meet for quite a long time~after that,mummy and daddy need to enter the hall to see my sis take cert..others were not allowed to enter~need ticket to enter somemore du..what a rule...>.<>
we went back to KT on 20th July..I unable to attend my account tuition..quite upset..haha..but nevermind la..forget about it.. =) I had a happy trip in Malacca with my WHOLE family!!! miss that time~

pitures will be upload later..bye~

=)=)=)

Huhhh...

2008-07-16T20:34:00.005+08:00

Aiks...
Why I always so suey wan!!!!!!!
Just now i went to a shop,then I carried my helmet at the back...
then........
then.......
that helmet ter-knocked a aunty's car de side mirror!!!
I am damn worried...
worried that people will come and scold me..
then i went into the shop act like nothing happened..
see,see...
the aunty is the worker there and she was inside the shop!
The aunty went out and one malay girl who saw I ter-knocked that aunty's car told the aunty about the accident...
I was scared~
Then she just do like nothing...later on..she came to me..
I got shocked!
she asked me "you knocked my car's side mirror just now?"her face looked fierce!
"Yeah,SORRY!"I told her while my heart beating at a high speed...
"calar already~"then she just walked off...
(she speak hokkien with me)
Luckily,she did not ask me to pay her money and she did not tell my father!
haha..damn scared doh..later she recognize me then cham liao...next time don't want go that shop dy~kiu~
Aunty,I AM REALLY REALLY VERY SORRY..I AM NOT PURPOSELY KNOCKED YOUR CAR'S SIDE MIRROR!SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please forgive me~and....Don't Remember Me!
I felt guilty for that~

=(

Hair?

2008-07-13T21:38:00.002+08:00

arghh...
geram with my hair lar!
i didn't cut fringe already...
so it's not too long and also not too short..
should i cut my fringe back?
Should I?Should I?
my mummy sure blebel later~haha...
say only don't like padahal go and cut few days ago..
not really fringe la..abit abit only..haha..
very cute le~haha...for me lar~she is always that pretty in my heart although she loves to say herself ugly..
keke...borink lar!
why my life so borink de?!
aiks..chaoz~
Stupid comp!keep lagging lar!

Happy belated b'day,che!

2008-07-11T16:54:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday!
It had been quite a long time you didn't celebrate birthday with us dy I guess..
haha...
anyway,
good luck and all the best in your future~
the most important thing is,BE HAPPY ALWAYS! =)
luv you....muaksssssssss...

Becareful!

2008-07-09T21:04:00.005+08:00

Wow...today is wednesday-what a tiring day for me =)
Although tiring but still very happy~
This morning,Madam Raba'ah had organised treasure hunt for my class...This activity went smoothly..Every group need to prepare 10 clues and then teacher will collect all 1st clue and give to the groups..erm..means every group exchanged clues..Our group-Group7 got Gan's group de clue..The 1st clue was like...so damn hard..it's put on a wood work and located at the field...We finding like mad gurls...they put it far far away..Luckily Michelle found it and we took about 15mins for the 1st clue...We thought like,1st clue also so hard dy..next want sure harder,thinking of giving up because we thought we would be the last group..haha..God bless us~ We were the CHAMPION of the game!!!haha...damn happy that time.Then teacher treated us a cup of drinks as our award..We were sweating like what only..So lega~ damn long didn't sweat like that already..

Then,afternoon we had our LCDS weekly meeting..Form 4 need to organise the meeting,it was the 1st time you know?Urm..how was it??Okay la~For the 1st time..haha...The meeting was held in my class-4 Syukur.really crowded la that time..so many members attended the meeting..It's a good news~haha...We did a game with them-pictionary(wrong?aiyah..whatever lah~)..quite bolok also la...it's hard to handle all the members since they were too active that time...I fell down again~because of my clumsy-ness..I always fall down!Every year sure fall down at least once...Aiks..for this year,since January until now I fell down three times!So sway~!or somebody had curse me??hehe..The meeting ended at 4.30pm and I straight away went to my Chemistry tuition class.Sir Tin Tong fetch us to tuition.Actually the meeting should be ended at 4.15pm but it was extended to 4.30pm because we started the game late abit..It's okay~Theva and I ran had to cross the bridge and wait sir to fetch us at the opposite side at 4.30pm.Run!Run!again~ I'm sweating the whole day~haha...

Later,my beloved mother came and fetch me back home.Luckily she came early..I'm so tired!Then she decided to fetch me back home to take a bath then go and buy some cloths..When we reached home..We were shocked!The gate is locked but the inside door was open!What the...My mummy quickly went into the house and checked whether there is anybody hide in the house or not and I stood outside there.Mummy is so brave~Now I know that humans are more dahsyat than the ghosts,as what my brother used to say it~Who so stupid left the door open like that?Lucky,no people goes in...Aiks..damn bahaya..I'm scared if got people hide in the house although my mum checked there was nobody and the valuable stuffs still there..nothing goes wrong..You must understand,I always stay at home alone after I came back from school.If there is somebody hide in the house then what am I suppose to do?!kill him?run out?later tak sempat response nia..Aiyoyo~
So,you guys~check the doors and windows before you go out to somewhere~Make sure they were closed!

Angry

2008-07-07T18:16:00.007+08:00

I'm soo pissed off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE WASTING MY TIME!
Do you know how suffering to wait for somebody?!
You tried before?!
I JUST HATE THAT!
You know it but you don't even care and change your attitude!

=(

心地

2008-07-05T11:47:00.004+08:00

人的漂亮不是从他们的外表所定的而是从他们的心...
人的外表是可以改变的但他们的心地很难要做改变 ..
所谓的 "...,本性难移 "
所有的事情都是看你要不要 ,有没有心要改,
不是你能不能改 ...

Waiting

2008-07-04T12:16:00.003+08:00

I didn't do revision for quite a few weeks...Now,my add maths and modern maths getting harder and I became weaker..I've forgot everything about sejarah,bio,chemistry,physic which i learnt in the early chapter..So,jia yun,is the time for you to study now!exam is just around the corner~later you will not have enough time to prepare!=( study again!I just lazy to do that!

wow!!17th July coming~
quite excited!I'm going to attend my sister's convocation~
YEAH~ at last I've the chance to go holiday with my whole family!
nice duh? First time leaving kt with whole family..I remember last time we went holiday is...got mummy,no daddy...or not sure got somebody in kt to take care of the shop...Finally~daddy and mummy agreed to go to my sister's convo together...of course they won't close the shop for few days...shop must open since nowadays business keep 'falling'!It's okay~I don't mind they wanna open shop..asalkan they willing to go my sis's convo which held in Melaka...Mummy didn't go for holiday for so.. many years.It's time for her to take a break from take care of the shop day and night everyday...yeepy~

*.*

Emo

2008-06-28T13:13:00.003+08:00

Today is Saturday...Today not a rainy day...but it's a rainy day for me...(crapping~)

Am I stupid?
Am I too sensitive?
Am I 'small gas'?
Am I bad?
Am I not polite?
Am I ???????????????????????????????

My answer:YES,I am...

Life,Is just like a cycle...baby>teen>adult>old>die>...reborn???

:(

Dont Understand

2008-06-27T13:22:00.007+08:00

Human being~
A while say like this..a while say like that..
What you want actually?!!!!
you can talk something bad about them and also be good with them...
I really don't understand whether you like to be with them or you just hate them..
Are you two faces??I don't know...No..I guess~
or you just cannot ignore from them...
I believe you...believe you are not a two-faces person,believe what you said is the truth,...
Maybe you just can't make it..maybe..maybe...

Human being~
A while very close to you..A while ignore from you...
Just like when a guy like you,they will stick with you every second...when he get boring with you,he will try to ignore from you,didn't even say a single word to you when meet you..Isit all guys are like that???maybe some of them..and I hope you are not one of them~(just an example...not must be a guy...maybe a friend..who knows?)

@.@

LCDS SUMMER CAMP 2008

2008-06-18T20:37:00.007+08:00

haha..jiayun is back~
I knew you all miss me very much..keke (perasannye)
wow...quite long i didn't update ah..sorry ler..i was very tired after back from the summer camp...forgive me k??=p
let me tell you about the LCDS Summer Camp 2008 which is at the Cheneh Recreation Resort..from 12th June to 14th June..At first,I did not feel like wanna join the summer camp this year...but I decided to join it after got my lovely father's permission..and I felt that I was so lucky I had grab the chance to join the camp...
Thanks,Daddy!I love you~ I think if that day you didn't let me go then I will not have the experience of doing all the activities when I'm 16..

12th June 2008
We left the school at 9 something in the morning...I went to school as usual by van...
The journey to Cheneh took us about 3 hours...We watched movie together in the bus and most of us did not dare to sleep in the bus..because once you close your eyes...Some of them start holding their cameras...take you as their models and start taking your "sweet" or "funny" photos...

When we reached there,the chicken curry was served on the table waiting for us..haha...After we were 'full',We were allowed to 'check-in' and unpacked our stuffs..We need to assemble at the "hall" before we started out next activity-obstacle course.We were divided into groups.Michelle,Theva,Kabhy and I were in the different groups.I were in the same group with Eng Hian,Yu Jing,Jamal and Llyana while my group's ajk was Lau...(sorry if i spelled your name wrongly)...I were unfortunately chosen as the group leader...I knew they regret choosing me,the useless leader..haha..I'm sollii~ ^.^

My group-The Orange Earth,Theva's group-Crazy Monkey,Michelle's group-Waterfall and Kabhy's group-The lion...After we drawn our "nice and beautiful" flags (I meant my group's flag only...others' flag were nice) and finished our cheer,then we went to the area where we need to do the obstacle course...This activity for me is scary ler..but for others I think they felt it was challenging and exciting..It's really challenging especially for me...I'm the only 'penakut' there..We need to go through alot of stations..Even the second stations,I already very scared what about the following stations?Before we go through it in our own group,the person who in charge had brief the leaders and ajks first...THAT MEANS...the leaders and ajks must do it twice!!!Oh My God!I need somebody to help me when I were doing the activities...and My hand injured when climbing the 3metres wall with the help of Chun Wayne and Eng Hian...a bit only..not serious at all..=)They both really helped me a lot during the activities go on...Although I were scared...but I'm quite happy that I able to go through the activities...Some of them were laughing at me and called me 'potato' after that...I'm not angry la...don't worry...haha...because I knew I'm the most useless person there,don't dare to do the activities...=)

At night,We had activities in the "hall"...one of it was,the ajks arranged chairs at the lane....Each group per lane and wee need to walk or jump or run through the lane without touching the chairs to get the question.After we know the answer,we need to run through the lane to take the alphabet randomly and run back then the next person will continue to run and take the another alphabet.We enjoyed it.The next activity was...we need to open the 'tali rupiah' which tied on our hand with our own creativity...Next activity was,we sat and made a circle...One person must stay outside the hall and we will pick a leader to lead us do some actions..then the person was allowed to come in and he/she needs to guess who is the leader.If he/she answered wrongly,he/she will get punishment..Luckily I was not chosen to be the person who need to guess..hahaha...

13th June 2008
The 1st activity of that day is kayaking...Damn nice doh...Before kayak,we need to do 'water confidence'.Llyana who is beside me keep holding my hand tightly although the people asked us to relax and don't hold hand.I remembered last time at Redang when we doing this-water confidence,I also don't dare to let go my hand.but this time I'm quite happy that I dare to do it and I really relax that time.The exciting moment came....Everybody was so excited to kayak and we really enjoyed ourself.I partner with Jim,Theva with Lau,Kabhy with Jamal and Michelle with Han...haha..Theva had switched place with Cheam when we 'gabung' the boats together closely..She was so happy that she had the experience.Then we also 'gabung' together and go and "attack" people..haha..Sir Ramzu and Teacher Asma also joined us...They also enjoyed kayaking.After we had our lunch,we went for jungle trekking under the hot sun.Most of us already sweating before the activity starts.Quite syok also.We helped each otherduring the jungle trekking..and guess what???I saw 'babi hutan'!cute du...The guide said..."people don't want to meet 'babi hutan' but you all seems so happy when saw 'babi hutan'and saying the 'babi hutan' cute"...haha..It was the first time I see 'babi hutan'.Then we also saw 'lembu' and 'ayam hutan'...haha..before the jungle trekking starts,we were given an egg each group and our job is to take care of the egg all along the journey..any group who breaks it will get punishment and Michelle's group-Waterfall broke it.At night,we got bbq and group performance..Then Nelson they all started bully me with the 'rocky'(the big bettle..)..bad one..the most unbelievable stuff is...The Orange Earth got the best performance.we were shocked because we did last minute practice and we planned the whole drama last minute...maybe it was our luck or what..haha...then the LCDS Summer Camp Idol 2008 goes to..Syukri!(sorry I don't know how to spell your name) and Crazy Monkey got the best group...

14th June 2008
We woke up quite late..around 8a.m like that..After We had our breakfast..We went back to our room and packed our stuffs..Then,we waited for our school bus to fetch us back to school..before that,we had took photos near the kayaking place..a group photo of all of us..=) It's time for us to go back~Summer Camp 2008 gonna be a part of our beautiful memories..We watched the ghost movie-Jangan Pandang Belakang..along the journey...Some of them (included me) started to scream when saw the "thingy" appeared...Actually the movie is not really that scary la...That's why we shouted at the beginning only...keke..At 2pm we reached school.Michelle,Theva and I rushed to tuition which starts at 2.30pm...but I went to tuition at 3pm because I had my lunch first..First time doh..I late half an hour to tuition..at night got tuition some more...What a tiring day for me~

The next day,they started to talk about they saw the "thingy" at the resort and heard baby crying and so on...Michelle,Kabhy,Theva and I were in the same room..They told they heard baby crying and a lady tapping the baby in a room while we pass by the room to go back our room..but I did not hear anything although I'm walking with them..They said maybe I walked infront so I can't hear..but they said the baby crying loudly so I think if very loud so it's impossible I cant hear it!The Dave and the manager there also heard baby crying at 3a.m. That's creepy man!Luckily they talked about that after we left the resort..Then the guys also said that they played 'pillow fighting' in the room and ter-throw the pillow outside through the window..then they don't dare to pick it so they thought the next morning just go and pick it..and guess what??when they woke up the next morning and saw the pillow was in front of the door!OMG!!!creepy!

so fast!

2008-06-11T18:21:00.004+08:00

today quite busy neh...
because tomorrow going to summer camp...
so today must done my moral kerja amal and other homeworks as well..
aiks...so fast~tomorrow summer camp dy...time flies..Now is June man...gonna face with SPM next year..my gosh!I am still playing here!
Hello?tomorrow is summer camp...i still gonna enjoy my life in form four~haha...
this year summer camp not at pulau..so maybe that's the reason why we're not really excited...but..we will enjoy there with friends!That's great~
Okay okay...lets stop here..i need to finish my kerja amal >.<
Sayo-nara~

Blur blur

2008-06-06T14:19:00.004+08:00

A boring holiday gonna ends...
and I still have kerja kursus to do..
oh my god~ I'm lazy this holiday!I did not do anything beneficial in this holiday!
aiks..jia yun,jia yun...always like that..later sure regret pulok..
I've no mood lar..to study,to read,....
To play got mood pulok..ish ish ish..
I'm sleepy now...
my mum always say I love to sleep...haha..that's definitely true~
I always sleep...no matter at where and what's the time...
I thought wanna do add maths tim..but I can't...cause I will get wrong answer for every questions I did when I feel sleep...weird right??That's me!

Guess what??!!
Just now I saw Daniel Bego when I going out to "tapao"..
haha..I can't recognize him la..abit abit can kua..or maybe that's illusion seems I'm so blur today..I'm not excited or what la..but maybe if Lilian or Adeline or Andriea(maybe) saw him,they will get excited and happy...MAYBE~seems they so like him(I think so)...

Yesterday was the first time I went to watch finals for aquatic..
They were great,awesome...!
Carmen Ooi had won a gold medal for TERENGGANU yesterday...so damn fast she swims...
That's fantastic..~ I think she is the first and only one who won a gold medal for TERENGGANU in SUKMA 2008...How good if I can be like her(I meant the skills of swimming)...
aiyoyo...jiayun!You dreaming again!You swim also don't know how to swim want to be like Carmen Ooi pulak...aiyak...You,penakut want to be like her??"ban ban tang" la~
Chaoz~

I'm back...haha..Don't bother me..I'm crazy today~
Yesterday I tumpang Andriea went back from the complex and went to tuition with her...
Her dad came fetch us at 6 something in the evening and I stayed at her house around 1 hour like that then we went to Razak's tuition around 7.55p.m. that time no people come yet..So we thought no tuition because It's already late~ Luckily we waited there...
We went to the cafe to have some drinks while waiting them...

Okay...That's all for today nah..Later I simply type pulak seems I blur blur like that...
keke...oh ya...Don't ask me about who is the guy dy nah..forget about it..just ignore the previous post..I just post it to tell out my feelings...Don't keep asking me about it~!!Chaoz~(really chaoz..=p)

You...

2008-06-03T14:55:00.004+08:00

When I want to contact you..
I try to control myself..
I keep telling myself "don't do that...later you misunderstood or what"...
I'm trying so hard to forget you..
and now..I think I had succeed...

I cried once because of you...
That time I keep telling myself.."stop that.Not worth it!"

I don't know whether the story that 'that person' told me is the truth or not...
I decided not to tell you the story because I don't want you to scold or angry or hate 'that person'...until now...you still don't know about that...

My friends keep telling me...we not suit,you will leave me alone after you went to collage,you will find other better girl at there...
I'm scared...I doubted...worried...
If what they said really happen...
The end,I chose to believe them...and It's over...
Am I stupid?Am I crazy? I dunno...
I just don't want to get regret after It really happens...

I just want to tell you that something that I kept in my heart for quite a long time and I did not tell you that day..
"I AM SORRY"...

ps:I need to tell this out..or not I'll be crazy one day...for keeping this in my heart and keep thinking about it...and now I feel better..=)

pain

2008-06-02T18:18:00.002+08:00

ouch~
it's so pain..
allo...I just fix my braces this afternoon...
at first not pain de...now it starts to make me suffer in pain~
aiya...must suffer until when o???
today borink le...
must eat bubur nia...aiks~
okay lah..no mood...
Bye-bye!

Today is The Day

2008-06-01T19:44:00.006+08:00

wow..today is the day..
SUKMA akuatik 2008 was started at 9a.m.
I and andriea,theva,..they all went and watch..
quite boring there..
the condition was different from what I thought before this...
I thought it will be very crowded..very 'chee-kek'...
padahal...no people shouting..no people sorak...
aiks...it's different from other events...think so...
i sat there and looking around..everybody was watching with a curious face...
so,the conclusion is..I'm not going to support them tomorrow...
haha..boring la..furthermore my friends not going..
maybe I'm going on the 4th and 5th la...not sure yet..depends ba...
I wonder why we just go and support like that..come back very tired le...
then I took a snap just now...I suddenly awake...
Luckily,I wake up..I got tuition!But I'm still late because my father came and fetch my late...
He always like that.I used to already...
It's alright~I'll always forgive you..=.= haha (no idea)
I have a meaningless holiday this time..Since I did not study for quite a long time..Now I want to study also no mood le...aiks...
Tomorrow I'm going to 'fix' my braces!!!I'm nervous!!!!

=(

2008-05-31T21:37:00.003+08:00

知人知面不知心
you guys make me so dissapointed =(

我们

2008-05-29T20:16:00.010+08:00

有时候 , 我觉得自己的生活很没意思 .
没有目标.....
看见了你的照片....
让我想起当年的我们...
虽然没什么目标但还是过着快乐的日子...
但现在我们已经长大了...我们的生活都有些转变了...
我们的想法都变得更成熟...都没这么的单纯...
好怀念以前的日子...
没这么无聊...
没这么多的烦恼...
再怎样伤心 , 难过...
至少还有你在我身旁逗我笑...
但...现在那些日子都变成我们的回忆...
时光再也不会倒回来了 ...
再见吧 , 以前的我们 .
希望你幸福快乐 !

I am who I am

2008-05-28T16:01:00.003+08:00

Yesterday quite enjoy at beach with friend...Before that we went to the kfc swimming pool and see people training and prepare for the SUKMA 2008..We saw William and her sister le...But William very lc..We called him but he did not bother us at all..haha..kd la..We knew he can't hear actually..
keke..
Urm..Just now morning I and my sisters went to jog le...So tiring..1st time I run 2 rounds non-stop o~!haha..(bangga)
okay la..nowadays my life not really interesting or special..Nothing much to share le~
Urm..I found something..This few days I wrote de post,I didn't not think so much just post de...I meant like..What cross my mind then I straight away write,did not care whether my grammar correct or not or something else..I knew my english very bad la...But who cares..I am who I am!!!!!
Don't want write much le...Wanna watch video clip..damn funny~makes me laugh the whole morning dy!bye...see you *.*

Sad + Happy

2008-05-27T15:29:00.004+08:00

(Sad)
This morning i went to clinic and cabut gigi again..because i want to put braces so must cabut 2 teeth...Different doctor help me to cabut gigi today.The previous doctor more pro la...When I went in...The doctor's face so muram..did not smile at all..Then she cabut my teeth so pain..Okay la..but that day wan no this pain also..Then this time..After i cabut,my gusi keep on bleeding so long...Since 10.30am until now 3pm still bleeding..quite worry le...aiks..kek sim with that doctor...Make me suffer so long..

Just now when i took my phone...My phone fell le..So sakit hati~Feel like crying =( First time my phone fell like that..calar liao!O.o

(Happy?)
Later going out with Wei Li le..She just came back..Yesterday she came to badminton we just know she came back le..Later we going to beach...Tomorrow she going to leave kt le...Hope later i'll be happy abit since from morning until now i still very sad~

=(

2008-05-25T11:39:00.002+08:00

Don't bother me...

Why?!

2008-05-24T17:49:00.007+08:00

Why must they did that to us??
We did not treat them badly...
They treat us not bad...but they just did that in front of us...
Why Why Why??????
Why they 'dua muka'?They born to be???
No no..They can change their attitude if they want to..
That's meaningless to be a human being if they keep on like that...
Why just they can't think if the same incidents happen to them??
They have no feelings?
They have no heart?
They have no brain?
They can't think?
If they can,then why they still doing something...
that hurt people's feelings
that some brainless people will do...
if they know how to tell people faults or mistakes then why they just can't say about themselve???
Know how to say about people mistakes but don't know how to say about ourself..
Is that what human being always do?
Maybe...maybe I also did that sometimes..
but can't be too over ma..They just too over...
They always act good in front of us...but at the back...keep telling something bad to others..
I just hate that!DUA MUKA PUNYE~
They can get oscar award dy~
Aren't them??

I just hope that we do not have any relation...
I just hope that I don't know them...
I just hope that I'll be far away now...
I just hope that I won't see their faces anymore...
I just hope that I've lost all my memories about them...
but...
Just a hope...It doesn't come true at last...
but..
It might comes true after the day we have meet...
Just guess that...
We will forget each other...
We will not meet anymore...

If I'm invisible now,I'll go in front of them and slap them hardly
(I'm bad hor?)okay..stop thinking!!!I knew I won't do that...

Time flies..Today is the second day of holiday...actually it's a public holiday >.<
and today is my father's birthday!

Happy birthday,DADDY!!

Just wanna tell you that...
I LOVE YOU!!!
That's my gift to you =p
Muaksss~
=)

Andriea

2008-05-23T18:05:00.004+08:00

I want to tell you "Thank you,"
But it doesn’t seem enough.
Words don’t seem sufficient--
"Blah, blah" and all that stuff

Thank you so much for all you do;
You're truly a delight;
When my life overwhelms and does me in,
You make everything all right.

*Thanks for the thingy*
ps:Don't bangga o >.<

Holiday starts..aikss..boring betul~
Help me out~I want go shopping~ =p

Non-Stop

2008-05-21T12:09:00.004+08:00

Thanks to Adeline and Andriea anyway!

8 Things I am passionate about:
= My friends
= My lovely family
= Dancing
= Listening songs
= Watch movie/show
= My lovely handphone
= Internet
= Sleep

8 Things I say or do too often:
= Sleep
= Eat
= Bathe
= Watch movie
= Laugh
= "dok tanye pun"
= "who cares"
= "ka be tahan"

8 Things I had read recently:
= Friend's blog
= NST
= Email
= Text book (Exam ma...)
= Exam papers of course~
= Friendster comments...
= Chatbox messages
= SMS

8 Songs I could listen over and over again:
= Bleeding Love
= Low
= Wo Men Zhi Jian (BBT)
= Ai Cai (Janice)
= 5 Yue Tian (SHE)
= Ai Wo De Zhi Ge (SHE)
= Yuan Fang (SHE)
= Yi Shi De Mei Hao (Angela)

8 Things I have learn last year (2007):
= How to answer PMR exam papers
= Friends are important
= Don't cry easily
= Control my emotion
= Don't waste my time..
= Don't trust guys =p
= How to enjoy my holiday after PMR
= Don't be slow motion

8 People I tag:
= Anybody...=)

Eppy-eppy ya ~

2008-05-18T12:42:00.006+08:00

Bla bla black sheep...............
Oh!I'm gonna be crazy man!
Everyday facing with books.Arghhh!
I don't want to study!!!

I'm so happy~
My sister had passed her exam!!!I'm so proud of her!
She studying medic at Melaka...Yesterday her final exam results came out and she was so happy that she had passed~She went to her school in the evening to wait for the results until around 9pm her result just out.I and my family were so worried when she did not answer our call..
Before that she was so scared that she couldn't pass her exam..If she fail,she need to wait for 6 months to retake the exam,man..Study medic is not easy,you know...
That's one of the reason I'm not really interested to study medic after I graduated...keke..
Hooray!!!gonna got people going to treat me soon!=p

My another sister gonna study at KL...Hope she will be alright there...
(take care~I LOVE YOU!)

SUKMA is coming....
I don't know whether my school involve in the cheer leading or not..because the teachers didn't say anything about it after the competition...As I know,those no.1 to no.4 are involve in SUKMA cheer leading..but that day they did not announce which school got no.4,they just announce no.1 to no.3 only..
Few days before I heard some of them said our school got no.4 but the teacher did not inform us anything...Just left about few weeks to go...I don't think we are involve seems the teacher did not take any action...
Aikss...Hope we're involve..
That would be the most precious experience ever...Teachers!!!Faster inform us that we were involve in SUKMA cheer leading 2008!!!I wanna go...
If our school really did not take part in it,I still hope I can go and watch the competition with friends!

To my friend,William who took part in the competition...
Good Luck and All The Best!!!
We know you can do it!!!Gambate...
We will be proud of you~

No Idea with It .

2008-05-14T21:48:00.005+08:00

Thanks to michi,vin che and chung for tagged me...I'm weak in answering all these questions man..=p

Introduction
First name - Chua
Nickname - Carine,Ah ling,Bo ou,rabbit...(it's alot >.<)
Birthday - 29th November 1992
Birthplace - Kuala Terengganu
Time of Birth - 12.++ pm (can't remember..I have short-term memory)
Single or taken - Of course single
Zodiac sign - Monkey

Your Appearance
How tall are you - 165 cm (I think...)
Wish you were taller - abit more lo..don't want to be too tall also..ngam ngam enough d
Eye color - black
Eye color you want - black
Natural hair colour - got abit brownish kua...
Current hair colour - same noh...
Short or long hair - not too short,not too long
Ever dye your hair a bizarre colour - no
Curly,Straight,Wavy - wavy
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair - LCDS annual dinner 2007 (I don't like it...It's not the hair style i want..makes me looks funny!!)
Glasses or contacts - glasses
Do you wear make-up - no...only during some events like annual dinner...(I don't know how to make-up but I want to learn how to make-up~)
Ever had hair extensions - No
Paint your nails - No..lazy! >.<

In The Opposite Gender
What color eyes - I don't mind
What color hair - I don't mind too...
Shy or outgoing - Both also okay...depends...
Looks or personality - personality...but must look okay for me~
Sexy or cute - of course cute >.< Serious or fun - depends...
Older or younger than you - older or same age...(almost all girls will answer like that)

This or That
Flowers or Chocolate - chocolate
Pepsi or Coke - pepsi
Rap or Rock - okay okay only
Relationship or One night stand - Relationship for sure...
School or Work - school i think (when i go for work)
Love or Money - both?
Movies or Music - both...
Country or City - city???dont know wor...
Sunny or rainy days - Sunny days can go out,rainy days susoh abit...but rainy days can sleep! (my favourite =p)
Friends or Family - Family comes first!

Have you ever...
Lied - for sure...
Stole something - not really =p
Smoked - absolutely not...
Hurt someone close to you - not sure...
Broke someone's heart - yeah
Had your heart broken - my heart so strong,wont broke de...if broke i die doh..kdkd...seriously,yes~ *.*
Wish you were a prince/princess - sometimes...day dreaming
Liked someone who was taken - no
Shaved your head - I wonder how I looks like..=p
Been in love - no...don't think so
Used chopsticks - yes
Sang in the mirror to yourself - yeah,sometimes...syok diri...

Favourites
Flower - not really
Candy - lollipops and ice-cream
Color - pink,purple,apple green,grey,bronze,marron...
Musical instruments - no idea
Movie - quite alot...
Series - zzz~
Singer - lollipop bang bang tang,s.h.e,angela,....
Actor/Actress - one cute girl from Hong Kong but don't know her real name
Word - >.<
Junk food - Bika and twisties
Website - www.carine11.blogspot.com
Location - Kuala Terengganu (home sweet home)
Food - nasi kerabu
Animal - puppy and kitten
Ever cried over someone - yes
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - my attitude and laziness
Do you think you're attractive - no
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - someone who successful and found their true love @.@
Do you play any sports - learning badminton and sometimes jogging

List (8) random facts about yourself
1. I hate smokers
2. I'm lazy and love to sleep
3. I'm annoying sometimes
4. I'm slow motion in doing something
5. I always cry
6. I love day dreaming
7. I love to play around
8. I always regret if I did something I shouldn't do (talk loudly with parents,play around and didn't study,...)

5 people i tag
1. William
2. Wei Ni
3. Arul
4. Pravin
5. Alicia

First time >.<

2008-05-08T21:41:00.002+08:00

Everybody got their first time in doing something...First time go work,first time take exam,first time play computer,first time fail in exam,.....

I first time didn't complete my exam questions!!!
6/5/2008
For the first time....I didn't answer my exam paper completely...It's a big matter for me you know??!!!I do not have enough time to complete my sejarah paper2 because of my stupidity...=( sadness a........
I thought we need to answer 1 essay question only...so i was relaxing after answered my essay question..At 9.20 a.m. , I checked my exam paper...I saw a sentence "kamu dikehendaki menjawab 3 soalan...(60 markah)...>.< te tiao...
Felt like shouting!!!I asked my friend who sat in front of me...She said "Yes,must answer 3 question..." Then she asked me,"you answered how many question??"."One only"that is my answer...She smile while looking at me...She couldn't help me for another 20 minutes to go.
I quickly pick up my pen and wrote anything that cross my mind...It's so.........
My pen keep on walking on my paper,non-stop...
Finally,for the last second,I give up for answering the last question...
That is what they called cabaran hidup???don't understand..=(

Dumb dumb me!!!

2008-05-07T15:49:00.007+08:00

Just finish my Chemistry paper2...Finally!!!
Finally???finish exam???Of course not!!!I still have a lot paper need to answer next week...
Tomorrow is maths and sivik..So today can relax abit =p
I am so stupid..Just now afternoon,I had answer my paper2 of Chemistry...
Before i open the paper sheet,my heart was hammering...
After open?I look at the question..It was quite okay...but...
When it reaches the essay part..OMG!..At first,I thought just answer the question like normal structure question.After I answered question a and b....I looked at the question c,MY GOODNESS!
Must write a report of an experiment!!!I was shocked...My brain blank...Nothing cross my mind...I just wrote what I know but I think there was something wrong..Although I used 20 minutes to answer my essay question,but I still can't finish it...Sweat...I even do not have enough time to answer my sturture question that i had left blank....Aiks..Lost some marks like that nia...haih haih haih..Let us wait and see what will I get for my Chemistry paper.
The worst paper i had ever answered!!!
Got to go now..bye...see you =)

TAGGED

2008-05-02T17:00:00.004+08:00

Thanks to Choon Khai who tagged me..actually I not really understand how this game goes...=p Just do it!!! >.<

The rules are:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people & posts their names, then goes to their blogs & leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and ask them to play and read your blog.

1. What was I doing 10 years ago (year 1998)?
owoh...forget already la..so long dy..Urm...let me recall back...That time I was just 6 years old I think..Urm...
- studying at st.teressa
- got 1 best friend there but now don't know where she is...
-play with friends in school...
-always get scolded by my lovely father =)
-always follow my mother whenever she is
-play with my philliphine maid..she always bring me to church with her friends

2. 5 things on my to-do list today.
- study Sejarah...exam!!!
- online @ blogging
- watch movie
- sleep,eat and bathe?
- listen songs

3. 5 snacks I enjoy.
- pure chocolate
- french fries
- keropok
- lollipops =)
- ice-creams

4. 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire.
- share the money with my parents
- go travel with family
- go to overseas or other city to learn dancing
- go overseas for further studies
- buy whatever i want to buy but not too waste

5. 5 of my bad habits.
- love to sleep >.< - easily stress - low self-confidence - laugh loudly =) - always order people to do somethings

6. 5 places I have lived.
- at Air Jernih's flat
-at my current house
That's all...

7. 5 jobs I've had.
I'm still studying le..but sometimes help my parents to look after shops..Is that a job??=p

8. 5 people I tag.
- Anybody who is interested to be tagged

Slow like a tortoise

2008-04-26T12:43:00.002+08:00

42 words

Speedtest

i type damn slow...
my friends can get 70+ or even 100+...

Try it!!!

2008-04-25T12:26:00.009+08:00

Your EQ is 107

You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.

You're a bit moody, and sometimes you have trouble coping with every day life.

But you're by no means depressed, and your good days definitely out number your bad days.

There's nothing really wrong with your life, but you may not be living up to your actual potential.

Negative emotions can be a real drain of your energy, so make sure you have them under control.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.

Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.

You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.

You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Are A Social Butterfly

You love your friends so much...

You're motto is "the more, the merrier"!

Making sure everyone's included is your mission

And you always prefer a group of ten to a group of two

What Kind of Friend Are You?

You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him

You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion

This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers

You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

What Type of Beauty Are You?

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single.

You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone.

However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating.

Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

Do You Need a Man?

27/3/2008 My Unlucky Day

2008-03-28T12:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday really really "sway"...
Yesterday morning at school...I got scolded from my EST sir..
That time i'm taking my EST test...We finished very early.but he don't let us pass up our paper early.so he allow us to ready our Moral subject while others still continue doing their test.After that,my friend who did not take EST test came to my class to return my moral book back so that i can read.she gave me through the window.My sir saw she gave me..he came to me and scolded me.he said he can say me tiru and he asked why my friend cannot knock the door and pass the book to me then he said i kurang ajar somemore.I got afraid.I wanted to answer him..people taking exam,if my friend knock the door will disturb others and i knew although my friend knocked the door he wont let she pass the book to me,but i did not answer him like that i just kept quiet because i respect him...Futhermore,he said he CAN say i tiru..I was thinking he let others read moral notes,others also can tiru what..why he must say me only??although he knew i did not tiru.Then he asked my friend's name..He went and find her and scolded her loudly until my class also can hear and infront of others summore.Sure she very "malu" that time.I felt very guilty,my friend got scolded because of me..
When recess,I met my english teacher..i and michelle asked her whether we can resit for our bi test or not but she said cannot because she saw the papers everywhere after the test.It means already soalan bocor..I thought nevermind lah...not her fault also..
Yesterday evening before i go to tuition,my father blebel me abit...
Yesterday night,I tuition BM at grammar...When going back time...around 10pm...
I fell down from the staircase to the road...Everybody were laughing at me...so ASHAME!!My both knee got injured...but no need to go hospital la...haha...I washed it with my drinking water...so pain!!!I left my spec there when i fell down..When i reached home,i just realized my spec lost.I called my dad and asked him whether my spec was in the car or not..then he said don't have and asked me where i put..then he asked my mum to bring me to grammar school and find whether my spec at there or not...i told my mum...she blebel me pulok..After my dad came back,he blebel to me...he said why you so careless bla bla bla...but that time he doesn't know i fell down at tuition..my mum told him then he just stop blebel-ing...I was thinking i got so sway or not today??!!!!when reached grammar i saw my spec was there...I just felt happy abit....I really felt very sad and i felt i better go to die that time than suffer all this...but today 28/03/2008, everything goes as usual..YAY~

2008-03-22T20:20:00.000+08:00

a!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Tomorrow exam!!!!so stress...feel like crying~i haven't study finish my sejarah yet...damn la...i hafal chap 3 dy...the sir just said keluar bab 1 and 2 only...geram betul!!!
My old phone sold already...It just cost around rm100+...haha...Old dy ma..."bo pian".Now i'm using my cousin's old phone...I'm waiting for my lovely handphone come back!!!"She" is now at KL...missing "her" so muchie!!!

2008-03-14T12:21:00.000+08:00

Stress!!!I just left a week more to do my revision for TOV!!!Not enough time lar!!!Should have studied earlier...aikss...study study study...memorize memorize memorize...I'm gonna crazy~!Arghhhhhh!!!So many subjects....

Appreciate "it" before game over

2008-03-05T19:56:00.002+08:00

I just read my friend's blog.She said she likes one guy in the school.When she saw him she will smile/laugh without reasons,her heartbeat will become faster and so on.These makes me remember about him.Sometimes I felt regret because I did not really appreciate the time we had together.But now regret also can't do anything already.Over is over!!!I think be friends would be better.=)Whatever!!!!At here I hope the couples outside there will be happy always!!!Appreciate the time when together dont regret when everything is over...Dont be like me ^.^

Happy Birthday

2008-03-03T18:14:00.000+08:00

Today is vin che b'day!!!Wish vin che Happy Birthday and be happy always...=)
Tomorrow is Andriea's birthday.I still don't know what to give her as a present.This 2 days i got stomach pain.1 day must go to toilet a few times...damn it~Anyway i just ate medicine...Hope tomorrow wont feel the pain again...Aikss..pening + stomach pain...

Hope hope hope....

2008-02-29T15:21:00.001+08:00

Just came back from the rehearsal for cheer leading.So tired,every morning must practice then after back from school got tuition pulok.This whole week i never study at all dah la ponteng class from morning til recess.When go back home,i thought wanna study but i cant.When i open the book,my eyes will close automatically.Aiks..Scared i will fail my tov.Tomorrow is the cheer leading competition dy.I'm not that nervous as i thought.I dont think we can win tomorrow because our shirts are so so common.Although I think we cant win but I still hope we will win.Understand??I think you all sure blur blur..I hope we got a chance to cheer for sukma.So that it shows we are not wasting our time to practice everyday.Few days before,my friend's nearest family member passed away..I feel so sad.She is younger than me but she must faced this situation when she is still very young.Everybody also must face this kind of situation.It's just someone face it earlier and someone face it later.So we must learn to accept it when it happens to us.I just know how to say it but cant do it.I'm scared.Dont know how is her...Hope she could accept it soon although we knew no one can accept their nearest family member left them suddenly.Take care,my dear friend.

Busy days

2008-02-18T19:01:00.000+08:00

These few days i am very very busy.Busy with the cheer leading stuff,EOF,homeworks,tuition...So tiring!!!Later i still got tuition,so i just wanna write something in this short moment.I am worrying about the cheer leading.The teacher didn't tell us all the steps and we didn't even start to practice.The teacher just told us we gonna compete with other school end of this month but he didn't do anything for it also.(speechless) My school teacher gave us so many homeworks!!I have no time to do.Everyday tuition,tuition and tuition.Don't have time to study.I am wondering how i gonna to face my TOV examination in March.I just meet all the subjects,don't understand them at all.Tonight my sister and dad going to KL.Time passes so fast.My sisters and brother who just came back for CNY already went back to work and study at other places.Really miss the moment we gathered.I am lonely in KT again.Always i come back from school i am the only one in the house.No any family members at house.All of them had gone to work.Sometimes i really need someone to accompany me but no one is there.Sometimes wanna tell someone what happened in the school but no one is there to listen.What a lonely life!!Luckily my f4 life is kinda busy.I seldom be at home nowadays so i wont feel lonely always.=D

Yesterday was Valentine Day

2008-02-15T14:47:00.001+08:00

ello..I am here for the first time,still a noob.Hehe.I started my blog after visited my friend's blog.I found that writing a blog is quite interesting.So i decided to try to have my own blog.I hope my blog wont let you guys feel boring.Keke.Yesterday was valentine day.Amalina had invited me and my friends to a bbq party at her house.There was crowded.I went there with Andriea.We nearly sesat on the way to her house because it was the first time we went there.Luckily she hung some balloons in front of her house.When i went into her house i saw Michelle,Theva and Kabhy...Then we took some food and eat on a mat at the garden in front of the house.After we ate,we played 'truth or dare'.We decided to play 'dare' only because we knew if we play 'truth or dare',everybody would choose to tell the truth only.We on the music and pass the
cup around.When the music stopped,we will dare the person who holding the cup to do something.Unfortunately,when we played the second round,i got dared to dance with a mop!Its damn ambaressing!!Everybody was looking at me and 1 of my friend had took my picture!!OMG!!!How i wanna go to school this Sunday??Later everyone laugh at me...After that,my valentine partner,Theva was dared to cat walk in front of the house.Quite enjoy the party.Haha.I cant forget the mop..My Goodness!!i went back with Andriea at around 10pm.Until here for today.my father was ble-bel-ing...I got to go now..aiks~